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Monday, May 24, 2004


I have the same kind of dream every single time I sleep. Even if I don't remember the dream, I still wake up with the same feeling as when I do remember. A surreal feeling of crippling helplessness, extreme anxiaty. It's hard for me to identify the other feelings yet. Everything is all muddled together and confusing.

No matter what my dreams start out with, no matter what I think about before I slip into unconciousness, I always dream about confronting the sick demented guy, about yelling and screaming and crying, while I tell him everything he has done. Yelling and crying uncontrolably while I try to tell other people, for them to help me, to protect me from the sick guy, and they are reluctent to believe me. I cite examples, and they write them off. There is never any solid proof....and I know it. And he knows it. And that is what he is hiding behind, in the end...

Heh. My ditziness is showing o.o

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