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Oh man, I can't wait to get out of here. Out of this house, escape this negative energy. Escape my negative situation. =O
Thinking about college...I get all excited and nervouse and all happy and sad like. I am going to miss my family, because once I leave, I don't plan on visiting often. Not that I really can, anyways. Centrall Penn is an accelorated college, so after every 11 weeks of class, we have two weeks of vacation. That means no traditional summer vacation. I am very fine with that. I get in and out faster (I only have to go for 18 months =O!!)
I have to buy my class textbooks online. I am not sure how to go around to doing that yet, as I don't know my classes and stuff. *makes mental note to save money for books. Lots of money*
I have seen first hand where text books can cost up to $200.00 dollars...each. =\
I have to buy certain clothes for my classes, as Child Development is considered in the medical field (0.o?)
So, yeah ^_^
It's just that getting ready for college, mailing in papers, saving up money for uniforms and books, thinking of stuff I would need to bring, it makes things feel more do-able, more possible.
I think I learned...
I can do anything I want to do. The price is time and patience =\
Bah. Lol.
I also learned that being angry only hurts yourself. I used to be angry, because it was energy, motivation. In the begining, the engergy was strong willed, firey. In the end, it left me burnt out and tired. I see now, it only hurt me, being so angry like I was. The people (person) you are angry at cannot feel your anger. There is nothing you can possibly humanly do to make them feel it. Yes, you can hurt them, but they only feel what you do to them. They don't feel how you feel.
I am not saying it is bad to be angry. People have a right to feel that way. But it just isn't good for you at all to fuel yourself with it, to make it your source of energy, your source of life. I know what I am talking about.
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