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I somehow convinced my mom that because she let my brother go off to David's house to play WarCraft (or whatever games they wanted to play) for me to go to this little carnival/fair thing they have every year at the little park/playground. I stopped by for an hour after my almost 11 hour shift on Thursday, and I had a lot of fun talking to people I haven't seen in the longest time from school.
I think going there was one of the biggest mistakes I made in a long long time.
I forgot that yesterday was prom, and that no one worth talking to would be there. I wandered around, feeling apart and different from everyone else in the crowd. Everyone else was having fun, smiling, or touching their significant other. I saw many people from my graduating class....
They refused to acknowledge me, even after I greeted them cheerfully.
It felt like highschool all over again, but worse, because I know that there is different out there.
I was pretty depressed, and I decided to leave.
Oh no no, this isnt the end, the clincher is to come.
It will have to come tommorow, as I have to leave for work -.-
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