Friday, February 9, 2007

**BiRtHDaY**

i forgot to tell you guys that today is my friend's b-day! her name is angelique and i want to give her a gift. a little gift that she can use or a representation of me remembering her b-day...

i dunno what gift to give her... i hope you guys can give me some advice of a good little gift...
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**GoInG OnLiNe**

yay!
i am here today at the I.T room with my old pals, aileen and gisela. they also brought their classmates. they were first year nursing students. well, i just met their classmates this morning but now i feel as if i know them for a long time.

i wonder if being an irregular student is really like being this. i mean, always seeing somebody i didn't know... going out with them even if we just met for about an hour??

*sigh*

anyway, guys...

i have a question to ask you guys...

1. how would you feel if you were supposed to do something that you don't want to do?

2. are you trap in your past? i mean, you want to to be or all to be like they was before?! gets?? i think it's a little confusing...

3.how many minutes or , okey, hours do you stay in front of your computer just to post your blog or journal for the day?

that's all folks! ja ne!
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Thursday, February 8, 2007

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**HaPPy Me!!!**

thanks for those who post their comments yesterday. i am so glad that you wanted to keep me to be your friend.

well, howdy everyone??

today i am just sneaking to our school i.t. room to go online. 'cause i can't afford to risk my money again by going online.

and... i might always go online 'cause my classmate, who is taking Hotel And Restaurant Management, gave me her internet card. so i can go online without risking any of my money. and that way i can save money faster to pay for the re-installation of our telephone.

hay-hay!!! i'm so happy today! but there's nothin' happening to me to much...i mean, i want some adventure! *sigh*
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Wednesday, February 7, 2007

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**oUcH!!!**

aw-aw-awww!!! the stitches at my back were remove from my back. which is okey but still is not okey. i can't attend my next classes this afternoon. *sigh*

i hope tomorrow's gonna be okey.

and if you guys were worried 'bout me 'cause i post the story of friend's death, well, i'm okey now. i accept that those things really happens and if i or we didn't become careful we might be the next.

hahaha!!

and i recognize that since that fatal day i've been posting here so many nonsense. well, maybe not nonsense but i consider it as nonsense 'cause i believe that i am someone who always think for the better not for the wreckage of myself. *sigh*

since i've been posting here i noticed that i am talking too much and sometimes i thought when i am not posting that maybe some people will forget me.. i wanted to meet people who will see me through...
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

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**wIlD DaY!!!**

yay!!! i am here at the internet shop with my cousins and...


and...

WAAAAHHHHH!!!


i can't concentrate on this blog. 'cause they're so... ahhh!!! i can't put the words. they always ask me how to do this..that...those...

they're so irritating!!! but to tell you guys the truth i am having fun with them. what i am angry about is that they didn't consider my privacy and time. they atleast have known that i need some privacy writing this entry and also time to think what am i suppose to put here....


*pant.pant*


well... *whew* that's it. now they're not picking at my blog.

and another, me and my dad had a fight! well it's like this. i am at our store, also my pop was there. i was busy finishing my tsubasa drawing (which i will post later) then he shouted at the front of the customers saying "why not help me here??? you're always doing that stupid drawing! as if it would bring you a millions!" i was in outraged when i heard the word "stupid drawing". it's as if my sight became black for a second then i stand up. i felt that i could've killed him if he said another bad word from what i am doing! *sheesh* (sometimes i think of doing that. but heck no, i wouldn't do that...) well, i was kinda had enough of those meetings. i am not talking to them (my parents). my parents 'cause i also had enough of her always praising my little sister. they always see my little sister as if she was the greatest thing they ever had.

TIME TO BEGIN THE RIGHT BLOG!


well, last friday, the day i last post here, i've gone with my ex-classmates to dietmar's house to attend the last day before dietmar's burial...

it was kinda awful. at dietmar's house we're somewhat have, ermmm mixed feelings...?? we talked about our happy times together but still we always jump to "his... i never expected that one of us will suffer from this accident."

after those words were said we decided to stay for the night at his's house. it was almost 6am when we left at his house and bade him and his parents goodbyes..

at the burial, i didn't come 'cause i am still sleep. i think it is better than to see his body in the casket being buried under the ground...

well so much for that. tomorrow's gonna be the start of my school again. after a great foundation (even if i didn't come to any of it's programs) and a great feast celebration i am going back to school to experience the lessons of my dopey (sorry) professors.... *sigh*

how your day guys??

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Friday, February 2, 2007

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**hOw To SaVe A LiFe**

okey. the title is also a title of a music. i feel like using it as a 'cause this week's been too much trouble, no it give me too much pain...


first, (this story was only told to me by me elementary classmate: jackielyn) last monday my elementary classmate, also a friend (dietmar leopold jr.:his name), had an accident that 'cause him to be unconscious for about a day. he was riding his scooter then...


CRASH


his scooter collided to another motorcyle. dietmar then was taken at a hospital. then... thats it. he. died. (sob)


the doctors said that he could be still alive if the blood in his head did not gather together.

but... but... (sob)

his still...

i never thought for even once that one of my ex-classmates or former classmates will experienced such accident/s.


*sigh*

and also last tuesday i was taken at the hospital for my surgery. i got wart/s on my back and my mum want to get it rid off so she took me to the nearest hospital in town... at first i was injected 2 anestisia (i dunno what is the right spelling). and then the operation began. but i still felt the pain while the doctor was cutting my flesh so he injected me another 2 anestisia. and the operation continued. my back seemed numb. i don't felt anything but i know that my flesh was being cut.

after that ime and my companion, cousin, was supposed to go to the supermarket but i said i want to go home 'cause that time all i can was pure bakground of yellow.. as if i was taken to another world. i can only hear my cousin saying, "are you okey? you look pale. we're going home." then when i climbed into the vehicle i didn't open my eyes. i said to myself, "its a matter of concentration. my eyes must rest for awhile." then when i opened my eyes i can see clearly.


when i got home, i started going to my room. then i take a nap while i am facing the bed my back's facing the ceiling...


wednesday...

this is the day that i got the news from jackielyn that.... dietmar died...

and today, we (his elementary classmates) were supposed to visit him. (he was still in his home) but i told them to go without me. so i was left here.

for me it was more okey 'cause i don't know what would happen to me if i saw him inside his casket.... i don't want to see people going... i don't want to say goodbye... i don't want to... (sob)


'cause all of my life i always want those people to be with me. i always welcome them to my life.

i dont want to say goodbye!!

what's good in goodbye?
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Sunday, January 28, 2007

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**nOtHiN ImPoRtAnT**

as you can see i didn't post yesterday 'cause.... (guess it)



if your thinking if the foundation day is why i don't post here yesterday...

your wrong! well if you aren't, i don't know what you are thinking...*laughs*


well, i didn't post here yesterday 'cause i'm at home. and i didn't attend last night's pageant 'cause it was for highschool-ers... but if i watch the show last night i might have time to visit here...~nod~


it doesn't matter now, does it? hmmm...

anyway..

i'll put here what happened to me today...

when i woke up, 8am, of course i ate my breakfast.. (sometimes i don't eat anything for breakfast) it's rare for me to ate my breakfast though... then i realized that i ate noodles. yesterday i ate noddles and also the day before that... ( do you guys like noodles??)

hmmm...

then when i finished eating my noodles i fetch the harry potter book and read it while i am at our store... i finished reading the book by past 11am 'cause of the buyers... but atleast i finished reading the book. now i am thinking of what time am i going to sleep tonight 'cause i am going to watch the dvds that i bought last thursday... hmmm... i got xxxholic, chronicles of tsubasa, maburaho and 2 more that was in japanese title...

hmmm... i wonder which should i watch first??..

hehehe!!!

before i watch those dvds, i would say that i might not visit this site for... maybe a week?! yeah. right. a week. 'cause it's foundation day, as i said earlier, so my mum might not let me go outside of our house unless it's important. i must be always in our store. lol but if my mum let me watch on tuesday i might visit here... well, wish me luck...


hahaha!!!
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Friday, January 26, 2007

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**lEt ThE FoUnDaTiOn BeGiN**

our foundation just started today... yay! it will end on the 31, though...

to start the story, i was in my room, fresh and ready to go, when i noticed that it was only 1pm. we're required to go at the patio at exactly 2pm for our parade. so i decided to read harry potter and the half-blood prince 'cause it's still 1 hour before the parade starts...

read...read....read...(chapter 7-12)

when i finished chapter 12 i stopped reading... then i get my watch to see what time is it. i gasp! i was 10 to 1!!!! i fetch my things which i will bring at the parade. ring (hola-hoop). check. money ('cause i'm gonna treat my friends namely danica, aileen, and gisela). check. handkerchief. check. "guess everything is in hand." i said...

when i was standing at the waiting shed, waiting for tricycle, i felt something was missing... (???) |"what could that be??" i wonder... hmmmm.... then i remember! it's my costume, which is jacket! i hurried to go to my room then got out of the house. i looked at my watch, it's already 5 after 1. i was like, "what should i do??? i am gonna be late!!" then i saw a tricycle and got into it...

at the patio....

when i climbed out of the tricycle i saw all the students were already walking. they started the parade, so i ran to catch up with them. i joined the hrm students 'cause i can't see my classmates...

walk...walk...walk...

when we arrived again at the patio, we started the program. elementary students 1st performed... then we, college freshmen were next. we danced. i was tiring... then other students performed another dance... and another....

when the program is finished i called aileen, gisela, and danica to eat at buns (pizza parlor)...

we ate pizza perfect, size is large, and 3 drinks, 'cause gisela don't want any drinks... lol..

then we ate...

after we finished eating the pizza, we talked a little, and bade each other goodbyes...

well, that's all... i hope i can sleep well tonight 'cause my back is really aching. it's as if i have rheumatism... hahaha!!!
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

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**eXhAuStInG BuT WoNdErFuL DaY**

hahaha!!!


today, i am so busy. i've gone to lucena to meet my ex-classmate (danieh) and friend (kenjhie *her real name is angelique)...

well, when i met both of them i introduced both of them to each other... 'cause they didn't know each other... lol hahaha!!!! after that, danieh invited me to come with here to pacific mall, but i refused 'cause i promised angelique that we will go to the mall... so danieh bode us goodbye while me and angelique stood and walked to the mall...

when we're in the mall, we gone first at the mcdonald's to eat... (it's only 9am but we were hungry... wierd!) hahaha!!! then we ordered 2 spaghetti, a sundae, 2 fries, and a coke float.... after that we eat...

yum yum yum....!!!!

then angelique spoke. dhe asked me about our other friends... (she isn't studying in our school) so i told her that we're fine and we always meet on friday, 'cause of our p.e.. and then she asked about lebon, her dearest friend. i told her that she isn't like before that looks so innocent... i mean, in our group you can consider lebon as the most innocent of all.
i told kenjhie that lebon's not like before. she always hang around with her new friends. she's with us but we felt that she's a million miles away.

~silence~

i asked what about her. then she replied, "i've counted my crushes here (lucena) and they were 13!" well, i am not surprised about that.

we talked there for almost an hour. then i said, "let's go. i need to find a gift for aileen's b-day." then we got outside the mcdonald's...

it's almost 12 when we found a suitable gift for aileen. it's an organiser that is red-colored leather and got enough leaves of paper in it. (she like scribbling) we bought the organiser and wrap it in a nice wrapper that is colored pink with a swirling dark pink style on it. then we also put a ribbon around it. it was nice.

then i bade goodbye to kenjhie by 1pm... then i got into the bus. when i got home i change my clothes then proceed to my pe practice.

oh, and i bought some dvds at lucena. they were five. and i forgot what were those anime's. hahaha!! (i'm in a shop so my home's far away)

then here i am exhausted but still posting in this journal. hahaha!!!


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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

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**LaMe MoRnInG**

hah! nothin' i've did much... i'll be having my p.ep practice later at my school, about 1-3pm.. then i have my class at 5 30-8 30pm too...

*sigh*

i wonder what can i do since i've got plenty of vacant time...

i guess, i'm going to sleep for the moment...
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