myOtaku.com: lee radcliffe

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-04-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Philippines
Member Since
• 2006-09-10
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Alyssa Marie

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• since I am 6 years old.
Favorite Anime
• Fushigi Yuugi
Goals
• I don't know...
Hobbies
• watching tv (mostly anime), reading books (fiction novels, manga, magazine), eating, taking new sport, being ALONE.
Talents
• making my mom angry

myOtaku.com: lee radcliffe

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

**dEaTh**
Today I watched Alice Academy by accident! lol I was watching MTV when I automatically push the button 10 on the remote. Then, kaching! (Sounds like in the casino) Alice Academy was being aired. Hahah!!!

The anime is great! I might watch it every weekday if I don’t have many buyers at the store.

*****

After I ate my supper I headed to our store. Then I heard my parents’ conversation about me and my attitude. They say things like, ”Why is her attitude like that?! She seldom speaks to us. She’s from a catholic school and she’s like that! How could she be like that?! Every recollection I thought she would change but she’s still the same. She’s not like our neighbors daughters who also graduated from a catholic school that were decent… Blah! Blah! Blah!”

Then how can I suppose to be what they want me to be if they will only look on my flaws and not on my abilities?!?

I’m only a 16 year old girl who wants to do what she wanted to do. What a teenager like her supposed to do, enjoy, and savor! And I’m a 16 year old girl whose life only circulates into her house when she was a child and now into their store. I’m like a prison!

I don’t even remember a time that I have a great deal of time with my family. And that my parents look at me and to my sister as equal. Or that I have whole day thinking for myself only and not doing other chores. I felt that I don’t have my freedom to do what I will.

And my parents always and only cared for my sister, her and them alone. They never even think that I also need some attention and some freedom to do whatever I like. If they happen to give those I might have a clear mind for them, not a dim clouded one.

Well, I shut my ears for hearing their blabbering at me when I walked into the store. Then I slightly heard them saying that maybe my reading the books, I was reading Reap the Wind, was causing my attitude.

Hell to them!

I hate them! I really hate them!

I want to sleep. I want to sleep…forever

Quote:
Most people would rather die than think: many do. -Bertrand Russell
God’s finger touched him, and he slept. -Alfred, Lord Tennyson
The gods conceal from men the happiness of death, that they may endure life. -Lucan
Men fear death, as if unquestionably the greatest evil, and yet no man knows that it may not be the greatest good. -William Mitford

Comments (2)
« Home

Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers

Top of Page