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myOtaku.com: lee radcliffe
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Thursday, May 17, 2007
Today I had a bad morning. My father just elbowed me on my left thigh, which still sore, for nobody knows why while were in the store in front of two customers. Well, it wasn’t seem embarrassing ‘cause the customers only half-saw what just happened and they thought that it was just an accident. Pure accident.
My father is a disabled man. I mean, his left foot to knee was cut so that the termites inside his foot won’t damage his whole body. He’s diabetic, you know. I think he’s angry ‘cause he got himself another bruise under his right foot which means that if it is not taken to the infirmary for an immediate check-up, he’ll need to say goodbye to his only right foot or many leg.
But…
Damn!
I’m always at the store so that he’ll need not to move and to consider what his condition is. But he always insists on doing everything in the store, as though as he’s still in his mid20’s, and everybody knows that he need not to. And everybody knows that he should be resting, relaxing, etc. It wasn’t my fault that he got that! And now he’s acting as if I am the one who ‘cause that trouble and he’s mumbling words I can’t hear or even lip-read.
Argh!
Why’s he’s acting like that, hell, I don’t know! (or maybe I know!) He’s angry while I’m the one who should be angry about what he had done to me.
You know what? I don’t know what his problem is but this is all I know: if it hadn’t because of him I might still be studying Accountancy in Sacred Heart College; I might still be living independently at a boarding house; I might still be spending my free time to where I want to go and to what I want to do and not lock myself up in this store cage; and I might be happy by then.
All my life he’s always there to ruin everything that I wanted. And things will never change, I know.
Sigh…
Sorry for the ranting… its just that I can’t bare any more… these hatred through my father… so much.
Gume na sai minna-san!
I hope you’ll have a wonderful day! Ja ne!
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