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Monday, August 24, 2009


So, I'm back here again after a very hard struggle with my Network Operator's firewall. They've banned every possible way a hacker could access their fast internet servers. *slop* I'm no hacker so I won't be able to say how they did it. But I know that my Network Operator blocked everything! Even those wonderful Web Proxy servers I loved! *sigh* Currently I'm not enjoying my Broadband internet connection. It's so hard to stabilize and only has a maximum of 50kbps, very incomparable with my old one with 200-300kbps. So I've decided to used my old one, cost about P20 ($0.25) per hour, when downloading and the other one with just surfing, which is so time consuming, *sigh*

School life...
My school life hasn't been great, hasn't been bad either. I'm enjoying a very little of it, not like last semester. I guess this is what people're talking about "ups-and-downs". Hehehe! I'm pretty cramped at the moment, having orations, plays, formulas to remember, numbers to compute, and keeping up with my unfavorable teachers... *sigh* Oops! I got an assignment in Electromagnetics about Vectors and Electromeganetism which is to be passed on Wednesday, *uh-oh* same time for my Midterm exam on that subject. Dammit! I think I should've purchased a calendar where I could input my deadlines.

My normal life...
My normal life is very... abnormal. I got this classmate, Joy, who is very much like Joy in my first college school. Joy, the second one, is a very close classmate of mine at Sacred Heart (my old college). We'd been thought of classmates for like whole highschool for being so close together. Everyone thought that we know each others hobbies, likes, dislikes, and so on... But we really didn't know. It just came up that way. And the other Joy, first one, as I have said, is very much like Joy, in a way of their... characteristics. *Sorry I can't say their characteristics. I just can't. I know it. I just can't.* Leaving Joy, the second one, after a semester was so painful for me. We haven't made any communication after since. And now that my thoughts about her have been slightly erased, here comes another one, not exactly like her, who always nags me. I'm trying my best to keep myself away from her 'cause I know that too much closure leads to painful memories for me later on. I'm still currently trying my best to ignore her and speak ill whenever she's speaking with me but something tells me that that is the thing that keeps her from talking with me. I know what I should do, that is, clear my head. Like tell myself that she's not Joy. She's another Joy with another personality, with another... *sigh* Whenever I think of them, I always get upset. But I smiled afterwards and just kept smiling in my head.

*sigh* I hope Joyce would still write a letter for me. It has been a month or so since I felt light after reading her so simple letter.

My other life...
My life in the 'net is full of so many detours. I joined Google Adsense two months ago, was accepted, was able to render service and earn up to $20 within a month, and after that I received an e-mail telling me that they've collected information of invalid clicks for search boxes and advertisements. I was so irritated that I didn't waited for them to fixed my account and just deleted it. After a few days, I realized that I'd made a mistake of deleting my account. I've nothing to hide, why did I deleted it?
So, I'd asked a classmate of mine, Binos, to do me an account with her name on it. It passed! I guess I'm still lucky. I'll check it tomorrow then start a new web blog with sorts of very random stuffs.
I'm very glad that I could share whatever I can't share in other blogs at MyOtaku.
I'll possibly try LiveJournal, Blogger, Xanga, and Weebly to start my random blog.
So, yeah, I joined some other sites that offer commission for using their services like Chitika, AdclickMedia, and Pogads. But nothing turn out from them yet. Google is much better that them.



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