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myOtaku.com: lee radcliffe


Saturday, September 5, 2009

The rain didn't stopped today. The whole yard was soak with acid rain. It was cold. It would have felt so good to drift into a deep sleep but I was more absorbed into something. Time is running out, yet it felt as though I have the power to declare when the deadline would be over.

I've been thinking... and forcing myself not to think. I realized so many things that I unconsciously did which I misunderstood. So many mistakes were made these past few weeks. I'm an amateur.

I cleaned my tidy drawers today. Very briefly. I saw Joyce's first letter for me. I read the letter. So many questions ran inside my head after.
"Would she write again?" the best question I could remember.
It's been a month since she received my response. I wonder if I'm worth writing a letter with.

I could not produce a definite answer. Maybe I know it deep inside me. I just don't want to believe it.
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