myOtaku.com: lee radcliffe

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Birthday
• 1990-04-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Philippines
Member Since
• 2006-09-10
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Alyssa Marie

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• since I am 6 years old.
Favorite Anime
• Fushigi Yuugi
Goals
• I don't know...
Hobbies
• watching tv (mostly anime), reading books (fiction novels, manga, magazine), eating, taking new sport, being ALONE.
Talents
• making my mom angry

myOtaku.com: lee radcliffe

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

This is bullshit!

This is so BULLSHIT!!!

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I can't believe these things happening on me: my computer'd crushed (!), I got sick, I was not able to concentrate at school, and, worst of all, I think I'm into something forbidden by uncited law of nature!

WAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is the worst!
This is the worst!
Will there be any more ahead?
Will there be..?

Arggh!!

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My computer'd crushed...
My animes were all gone... and to think that I'm so overconfident of not copying any of them in a CD... *sigh* I can't download anything at the time... I'm still mourning over my lost animes...

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I got sick!
Pretty obvious for me but I did not know that my sinusitis will be that pushy. Before, I was able to cope with my sinusitis still with full energy but this time I failed. I was in sickbed for 3 days. But the experience was really okay since there was a typhoon hovering above the country and I got less than 30 novels to read leisurely. Actually, I only finished 3 short romantic novels 'cause my head easily hurts.

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At school...
Maybe 'cause of my upcoming sinusitis, I wasn't able to pay any attention at the teachers' lessons. But now, I'm definitely sure to give my best for the Finals! YEAH!

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And finally...

I...

I...

I guess...

No, I think I like Joy now. *damn! I've said it!*
Yeah, that's it.
You see, I see myself as a bisexual who can show affection or be infatuated by the same or the opposite sex, even though I prefer girls over guys (my guys always talks about online games and nothing more). I've a few guys, very few, not much good-looking but has the airs of confidence, intelligence, and who're ambitious. And I mostly found these traits in girls, too. Girls here tend to do a painful job of giving their best in whatever they do to prove what they can be in the community, which I hardly see in some guys. I'd like to see some change but two of my dozens of crushes, a guy and a girl, left before the semester begin which left me so brokenhearted for 2 weeks. They're both intelligent which I feel is the most strongest magnetic force that pulls me to them... but they left me. What am I to them anyway? ~laughs~
So, now, I'd like to provide some explanation on why I came to like Joy but here's the only reason I could make: that in the past few weeks Joy tried to insinuate herself on me by those, I thought was, harmless nags.
I'm kind of missing her criticizes on me... She's brainy yet she don't use it in good terms. What does she know, I don't know. I just know she's not stupid. She's just so stupid not to use her assets.
And I still hate those times whenever I caught her typing relentlessly on her phone, whatever she's typing, even though there's a class going on. I hate the guy on the other end for making her like that. Give some respect! Damn it!
*damn it*
Do I sound jealous now? I hope that I'm not. But I always end up frowning whenever I saw her doing that. Damn! I want to throw her phone into the pond if that's possible! Which isn't... *sigh*
I'm so stupid to reveal my feelings here truthfully when my love for Joyce and Joy, from my first college school, were kept in the shade...
Why... I'm so open now.
Maybe a product of reading too much romantic novels.
*darn* That's why I hate romance!
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