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myOtaku.com: lee radcliffe


Monday, January 4, 2010

Happy New Year!

*weet-wiw!!*

So, a brand new year had began... while I was deep in my sleep dreaming of endless nothingness.

There were a lot of things I'd like to post but it won't be necessary anymore since I'd already forgotten a lot of important things, so trivial things were what left inside of my head.

Before the year ends:
- I translated a PDF ebook into a JAVA ebook
- All of the clan (family) celebrated a reunion party while I was left inside our store to manage T_T
- I went to my niece's birthday party on the 31st of December which made me so tired and so I missed the welcoming tradition for new year
- The house is still in renovation era
- I've confirmed that my aunt will stay until February...
- And I finally made contact with Joyce again!

Tomorrow, classes will resume. I think it was fair, 2 weeks of vacation (it's too long already), but I still want to have another week of off school. With all the banging and crushing and all sorts of noises you could think of during construction I swear I still need another week to relax my mind.

Hmm... I just realized I haven't fulfilled my inner wish... That is - to have a day off without people around me; without anything to worry except sleeping and reading or watching the TV or just lying around and pondering what I wanted to do with my life then realizing what I really should be doing to achieve what I wanted and needed all along.

~sigh That's just a waste of time to post. I knew I won't be able to that... I'm tied.

It's already too late to want what I have the freedom to do before. It's already too late to want more things when I know they can't be done. It's already too late... But I wish to defy the thought of it. I shall reject it. I will not just sit down and let the flow of life mold me. I will mold myself and the life that is flowing around me. I will bring myself into the highs again. I will triumph. I'm swearing it for the beginning of a new year. I won't dare to break it. I shall always remember it for it will bring my vision and mind, together, to remain on track of where my goals are headed.

This year shall be a challenging year for it will bring me the fulfillment of success.

Hehehe! Too much confidence on myself again...
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