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myOtaku.com: Leh


Friday, January 23, 2004


Yes, Leh has restarted his myO. Why? Because I wanted to start from scratch.

Anyways, to catch up on my life. A month and a half ago, Terry found out about my love for him. After that, I was so depressed for a week or two. Then, I started feeling better for some reason.. maybe because there was a presence of a possible boyfriend figure around.. But I don't know why.

And then, this past tuesday, at the Spring Meeting for drama, I saw him, and was shot down. I thought I was over him, but I guess I'm not. It was very hard to be in the same room with him, let alone awkward. I could barely stop myself from crying it was that bad.

When we went into the choir room to practice our auditioning song, he sang the song while others did duets, not paying attention to them. But when I got up there, he actually paid attention. That freaked me out for some reason.

So, yesterday, when we practiced the song some more, I had to look away when he was up singing. I could feel myself start to cry every time I looked at him. What's wrong with me? I knew I was over him.. wasn't I?

As they say, the first cut is the deepest. -.-;
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