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• 1989-03-08
Gender
• Male
Location
• Wonderland
Member Since
• 2004-01-23
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Zachary

Personal

Achievements
• Kindergarten-8th grades
Anime Fan Since
• ... um...
Favorite Anime
• Kakaider
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• To either become a journalist or an anthropologist
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• Writing, acting...
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• Writing, acting...

myOtaku.com: Leh

Sunday, January 25, 2004

Wishing It All Away
Sigh.

I didn't get a part in the play. I didn't even get chorus. Karen, did, though. Lucky her. I'm kind of mad, not at her, but at Gina. I know I didn't get picked because she doesn't like me. I just know it.

I feel so bad now, like I've failed myself now. I don't know why. I just do. It hurts. I might be melodramatic about this, but still. Some people say "there's always next year", and I know there is, but I don't want to wait that long. This is the last play for seniors - and I want to be in it with them. I hope I get crew at least.

I can't stop thinking about Terry. It's like it's happened all over again. I don't know if I can take this anymore. It's burned a hole in my heart, and I'm about to fall through. Nothing seems to be going my way anymore, for one reason or another. Maybe I'm cursed.

I find myself thinking I wish he'd just graduate so I wouldn't have to see him anymore. I hate thinking that, but it's true. It'd be better I didn't see him. But maybe I want to see him..
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