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Saturday, June 11, 2005

Watashi no Shiko no naka ni
Well, I posted something. Iku-sama says that I should post more often and she is right. But I have nothing to say. So, I'll just put another poem that I wrote on here.
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Watashi no Shiko no naka ni
(Inside of my thoughts)

They say your not real
well I know they're all wrong
if you are imaginary
why do I cry when I sing our song

I know I am different
and I don't belong here
but knowing your out there alone
brings me great fear

please don't leave me alone
in this harsh cruel place
you are my everything
and you fill my hearts empty space

I need you now more than ever
come to me and stay by my side
surround me with your love
like an incoming tide

take me in your arms & never let go
hold me forever in your sweet embrace
please take me home
I am forgetting your face

save me
find me soon I might not have long
I am longing for you
I need to hear this last song

I miss your sent & your beautiful eyes
please come back
before I forget you
and I fade to black

who am I fooling
there's nothing to be taken
I am alone
and I am forsaken

I am only lying to my self
your not really there
and you never were
my sadness did flare

take my heart
I possess it no more
now leave me alone
let me bleed on the floor

how could I believe it
I knew you would never come
I refuse to admit it
and now I feel dumb

as much as I hate to say
they were right from the start
I am lost and confused
I broke my own heart

I am just like you in a way
I am mearly a dream
my face has gone pale
and my eyes are a stream

fade away too
I will in the end
I haven't much time
my life I must mend

no one again
shall ever seek for your heart
for the truth
will surely rip them apart

I must do rid of it all
with every ounce of my rage
every drawing, every thought
every ink converd page

for if they get out into some ones possession
they will fall victim
in the eternal obsession

and that innocent girl
will be wronged
just like you did me
you're all thats ever longed

as goes fore any one who sees you
I don't want what happened to me
to happen again so you must
go away and leave us all be

I am leaving this place
I am going back home
and it all must burn
down to the very last poem

yes, even as I write
these final words of mine
I gaze into my fiery fate
so, your not going alone it'll be fine

so I will hold on to this poem
as my body burns as well
I don't know where I am going
it's most likely hell

I have tried to do away with him
my sadness has hailed
so if your reading this now
you'll know I have failed...

_by Leiko
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