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Birthday • 1989-11-07 Gender •
Female Location • San An-freaking-tonio Member Since • 2005-08-25 Occupation • I make the world go round. Real Name • Just call me Lemony.
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Achievements • I would/could/should put some form of list containing various achievements that I have somehow miracously obtained throughout my lifetime but I choose not to. ^^ Have a nice day! Anime Fan Since • Around the age of seven. Favorite Anime • Loveless, Sukisyo, Gravitation, DNAngel, Trigun, FLCL, Wolf's Rain, NGE, .hack//SIGN, YGO, Final Fantasy, Gundam Wing, Kyo Kara Maoh, Angel Sanctuary, and the list goes on. Goals • [Insert goal here] Hobbies • Sleeping, drawing, writing, sleeping, DDR, sleeping, reading, graphics, sarcasm, toast. Talents • I can count to ten! By MYself.
myOtaku.com: Lemony Slash
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Oh my gawd, the game last night failed. I failed too, but that's not something unusual. For some odd reason I started freaking out. Don't know why, don't wanna know why. Yesterday, I had this headache that seemed to linger about during the day, by the time we were loading the buses for the game, I felt like my head was going to explode. Me, being stupid, decides that I need not take anything, perhaps I was just nervous. Whatever. Maybe I was, I also had a lot on my mind. Every single noise in that stadium seemed to be magnified. I still would of performed had it not been for me forgetting pieces of the routine. I didn't want to look like more of an idiot on field, let alone pass out. Stupid call, stupid me. D:
My grades are slipping. Sort of. I know I can bring them up if I really put effort into it, but I still am not sure what I'm going to do about. Duh, work harder. At least I got out of my MacroEconomics AP class. It was so freaking hard, I always fell asleep and the sentence structure and word choice was N O T english. Fuck, I'm not even going to need that class with what I want to do. If I ever want to make my own business, then fine, I'll take it then, not now when I'm only going to forget it anyway. DD; Anyway, I got into Theatre Arts 1. :D I love the class, and I know some of the people in the class, so that beats being stuck with a whole bunch of seniors I don't know. We're doing pantomimes right now. I love it, especially since I get to recreate a DragonBall Z scene. xDD; Funfun.
I dunno. Homecoming is coming up soon...I want to go, but none of my friends are really into it. Not like I care, I like dancing and I'll go regardless if I know anyone there or not. That's not the problem, the problem is that I would definitely ask someone to go, but that would be impossible, for a few reason. Sometimes, I hate liking someone, but notrly. xD That makes no sense, but it does for me. I really care about this person, and I always try my best to make sure they're happy. Hell, I have a problem with spoiling them too. xD I spoil all my friends, because they're the closest things I've got a to a family system. I dunno, it just bugs, because I don't know what to say or maybe I do, and I'm just afraid to say it. =..
Current time: 5:12 p.m.
Current song: The Gift - Angels and Airwaves
Current mood: Annoyed.
--Lyrics-- There’s a strangest excitement today
If you’re awake then you’re welcome to hear
I’ve got a gift and it blew me a way
From the far eastern sea straight to here
Oh God I feel like I’m in for it now
Its like the rush has gone straight to my brain
But my voice is as lonely as loud
As I whisper a joy of this pain
And suddenly
You’ve done it all
You won me over
In no time at all
And now I’ll stop the storm if it rains
I’ll light a path far from here
I’ll make your fear melt away
And the world we know disappear
If you ask I will do what you say
All we have is this night to get through
With a twist of your smile your own way
You left me all up in arms and confused
Oh God I feel like I’m in for it now
And how this kiss would be wonderfully vain
I swear I’ll melt if you touch me at all
But then I’ll ask you to do it again, and again
And suddenly
You’ve done it all
You won me over
In no time at all
And now I’ll stop the storm if it rains
I’ll light a path far from here
I’ll make your fear melt away
And the world we know disappear
I’ll stop the storm if it rains
I’ll light a path far from here
I’ll make your fear melt away
And the world we know disappear
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, now
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, now
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, now
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, now
And now, I’ll stop the storm if it rains
I’ll light a path far from here
I’ll make your fear melt away
And the world we know disappear
I’ll stop the storm if it rains
I’ll light a path far from here
I’ll make your fear melt away
And the world we know disappear.
Make the world we know disappear.
Make the world we know disappear.
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, now
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, now
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, now
Oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, now
--Lyrics--
Another post. It's amazing. I haven't posted two days in a row in what seems like an eternity. I can't help but rant away in myOtako. Not that I really enjoy ranting because I feel that I am often wasting the time of many people. Like I care, right. xD You're going to sit here and listen to me whether you like it or not! :D Kay, moving on.
My life sucks right now. For many reasons, but for once this is proving to be harder to shake then it usually is. Not that I really care, but I get tired of being on the verge of tears. It's like fuck. So, let's take this from an analytical view:
Reason #1: School is extremely stressful! I thought I knew what I was getting myself into when I decided to take the course load that I did, but I was wrong...as usual. It's too fucking much. I can't handle it. I know it's supposed to die down by next semester, but that is v e r y far away and I tend to be very pessimistic about the future. Often times, I know what I want...just getting there is crazy. I'm going to be dropping one class, but I don't think that will really effect much. I know the stuff, I just have no motivation or real focus this year (maybe because I hate the school). I'm trying my best to just take one day at a time, but I don't know. I feel kind of stupid after failing stuff that should be cake for me. :\
Which brings me to the sub-reason of reason number one - college. I know it's a ways off, but I'm already freaking about it, and no seems to really understand why. Is it my fucling fault for wanting to have things go smoothly? Jeebus. I've always wanted to go to UT at Austin, but why? Because the have a good football team and my dad went to school there. Next, I decided that, since moving back to Texas, it would be a good idea to go somewhere close and with my friends - Texas State. I want to be a graphic art major so going to an art school would seem like the best bet for me. They happen to have really good art programs in the Chicago area which would benefit me scholatically and socially as I have a lot of missed friends up there. I just don't know what to do. I know I have to pick a school for me, but that's a lot harder than it sounds. I have found a solution. :D Either college I go to, I can still use summer breaks to go spend time elsewhere. Sounds good, but costly. I'll make things work.
Reason #2: I hate just about everyone right now, some more than others. Everyone just getting to me. This morning I blew up in one of my friend's face, of course for a stupid reason, but I found it valid enough to say some pretty crappy things. I fault really bad afterwards, but not like I could do anything about it. I snap at people for no reason and think some real mean stuff about my 'friends'. I don't know what the deal is. I just need to take a break from them I guess.
Reason #3: Oni-con. I've been looking forward to going to this con for awhile only to find out that the plans I thought were correct to be false leaving me without a ride. Meh, oh well. Not like I needing to spend anymore money, especially now that I'm saving up for a trip during winter break. They'll have fun like I'm not even there anyway.
Reason #4: I miss my old life. The one I had in Naperville. That's probably because I'm talking to all my friends back up north, which is great, because they still rock my socks ten a billion. I miss someone a lot too. :\ It sucks. Central is just one of those kick-ass schools that you would love to go to and be apart. Some of the teachers are wack, but the school is great, and so are most of the people. Sure every school has it's fair share of drama, but not like the perpetual death trap they have here. No wonder there are so many goddamn emos here. [/no offense] I do almost anything to go back, but oh well.
On the bright side of things, like I said before I'm going up for all of winter break to see my friends and hopefully some snow. :D I get to stay with Kitti too. :3 I miss my modnar friends and it will be fun to just hangout like we did before I left them all there. I'm trying my best to save, but I have a spending problem. xD I'm working on it though. I still have $300 buck so I think I'm good. I just can't wait.
My birthday's almost here!!!! 60 days yo!! I think. *ponders* Yeah. I'll be seventeen and finally be able to see all the goddamn rated-R movies that I want. :D
Well, that's like two really good things against 4 and a half really bad things, that's probably why life sucks, but I hope it won't be like that forever. I just need a weekend to myself. To sleep and do nothing constructive. Pssshhh, not with all this homework.
So, my question to you is:
Do you think Lemony will survive, or end up in the luney bin?
Current time: 7:14 p.m.
Current song: Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Bizkit
Current mood: Tired.
--Lyrics-- No one knows what it’s like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows what it’s like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams, they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
No one knows what it’s like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain an’ woes
Can show through
But my dreams, they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
Discover L.I.M.P. say it (x4)
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated
To be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they’re sorry
And don’t worry
I’m not telling lies
But my dreams, they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
No one knows what it’s like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
In the clothes, all the grey
I'll stay if you go away
Concrete, tall as the sky
Movement passing me by
And you blush, what a rush
Reminisce, cold crush
Next door, ear to the wall
All the tension made for the call
I wish, I wish,
I wish it was all that easy
I wish, I wish,
I wish it was all that easy
--Lyrics--
Hey guys! It's been really busy and it's still really busy. Life is really crazy I won't able to come around until my next extended break which won't be until like Thanksgiving break. Sorry to have been neglecting MyO, but at least you guys know I'm alive.
I took a little survey thing:
W H O ~W A S ~ T H E ~L A S T ~ P E R S O N ~ T H A T?
1. You hung out with?: A group of people.
2. Rode in a car with?: Seth.
3. Went to the movies with?: Cristen and Krystina.
4. You went to the mall with?: Myself.
6. You talked on the phone to?: Sethos.
7. Made you laugh?: Seth.
W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?: I think nostril piercing sounds funnier.
2. Be serious or be funny?: Seriously funny.
3. Drink whole or skim milk?: Skim milk is good with cereal.
4. Die in a fire or drown?: Hm, Drowning would be less painful, but I don't want to be a soogy corpse.
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: Parents.
A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y.
1. Do you like anyone?: No, course not. Psssh, hell yeah I do. :D
D O . Y O U . P R E F E R.
1. Sun or moon?: Moon.
2. Winter or fall?: The transition between fall and winter.
3. Left or right?: Doesn't really matter.
4. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?: Two Best friends.
5. Sunny or rainy?: Rainy because I love rainy days.
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: Vanilla all the way.
A B O U T . Y O U.
1. What time is it?: 6:31 p.m.
2. First Name?: Eh....anou....LemonyAshley
3. What do you want to do?: Sleep!!!!!!
4. Where do you wanna live? Someplace with all the seasons and that has a cool yet odd culture.
5. How many kids do you want?: As kickballs, or did you mean like actually take care of them? D:
6. You want to get married?: Marriage is overrated. Can't two people just be together?
8. Are you double jointed?: No. ;.;
10. Can you cross your eyes?: Yupper-doodles.
11. Do you make your bed daily?: I stopped doing that because there truely is no point.
R A N D O M.
1. Where do you reside? San Antonio.
2. Ever hit someone in the face? Not with INtention.
3. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Who cuts fucking spaghetti?! D:
4. Have you ever eaten Spam?: No, but I always try something at least once.
5. Favorite ice cream?: Sweet Cream or Cake Batter.
6. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?: Three.
7. Do you cook?: I like baking more then cooking.
8. Current mood?: Tiredboredsleepysadhappyboredannoyed
lonelysleepycontentdiscontentedblah.
IN . THE. LAST. 48 HOURS. HAVE. YOU.
1. Bought something: Yes.
2. Sang?: Yes.
3. Been hugged?: Yes.
4. Felt stupid?: Yes.
5. Missed somone: Yes. ;.;
6. Danced Crazy?: Hellz yeah.
7. Gotten your hair cut?: No.
8. Cried?: I wanted to.
9. Lied?: I am a lie. *emo* J/k.
10. Been kissed?: Nooo. :\
. S T U F F .
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?: Those pedos!
2. When's the last time you've been sledding?: Two effin' winters ago.
3. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?: well, it doesn't feel right if you wrap your arms around yourself, and pillows are like not people, so what do you think?
4. Do you believe in ghosts?: Yes. :D
5. Do you consider yourself creative?: No, I'm not creative at all. [/sarcasm]
That's all I got right now, back to homework and planning for school. Maybe one day life won't be so hectic.
Date | Time: 7.27.06 | 2:10 a.m. Music: A Pirate's Life for Me Mood: Hyped Drink: None
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Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot,
Drink up me 'earties, yo ho.
Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We extort, we pilfer, we filch, and sack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Maraud and embezzle, and even high-jack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We kindle and char, inflame and ignite,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We burn up the city, we're really a fright,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We're rascals, scoundrels, villans, and knaves,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We're devils and black sheep, really bad eggs,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We're beggars and blighters, ne'er-do-well cads,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Aye, but we're loved by our mommies and dads,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
I finally got to see the second installment of the pirates series (I couldn't see it before because I was grounded =o). I L O V E I T. In fact, I'm going to see it again tomorrow. I went with a friend of mine Sethos. We needed something to do as it seems are group is having trouble getting together. >.> We got there. We played DDR. We failed (not something I'm used to). We went to go get seats. So, one of those trivia things came on for Stick It. Funny stuff happened:
Me: Stick it!
Sethos: Stick it where?
Random Person (unrelated to the events was looking for a set): Right here!
[seconds l a t e r]
Screen: Rack.
Us: ROFL
So mature I know. It was funny nonetheless and I laughed. Laughing is good.
Anyway, this is only a featured layout because I'm in the mood (that can be taken on many levels). L and Death Note will return once my kick of pirate zest subsides. L's too adorable to not have up.
I woke up at ten this morning and took out the new pup; like always. For once instead of retreating to my sleep place I went to the computer and got to work on the website for Egyptian Rain. It's turning out well, but slow. Once I have it complete, I'll let you guys critique it and all that jazz.
Tomorrow = school shopping. Yay, new clothes.
o.o This is actually one of my longer posts in a long while. Must by getting back into the swing of things. Seems I've been out of touch with not only MyO but life in general. >.> Time to come back to reality, although I really don't want to.
Fixed the borders around the navigation and images, but that stupid ad and divider are still giving me trouble. >.>;
Everyone! Have a good day! Or else I'll set Siris lose or your arses.
Date | Time: 7.28.06 | 2:00 a.m. Music: Suga Shikao - Manatasu no Yoru no Yume (Death Note Theme Song) Mood: Wired Drink: Water
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Lyrics to Manatasu no Yoru no Yume:
boku wa kodoku de usotsuki
itsumo yume bakari miteru
kimi wa kidzuite'nai furi
dakedo soredemo dakishimeru n' da
marude kyuuketsuki mitai ni kimi no yasashisa wo
suitsukushite shimau ki ga suru n' da
hitotsu owaranai kanashimi ga
bokura wo tsutsumikondara
dakiatte asa wo matou
itsuka naoranai kizuato mo
bokura yuruseru no kana
ano koro to kawaranai egao de...
mayonaka boku wa yume wo mite
hidoku unasarete me wo samashita
manatsu no yoru no kurai yume
mado no soto ni hateshinai yami
kagami no naka ni utsutta nikushimi to shitto
ai to yokubou to nukumori to
soshite yukkuri me wo tojitara
kimi ga mabuta ni ukande
furimuite kiete shimau yo
moshi yakusoku no ano basho ni
tadoritsukenai to shitemo
kimi no te wo
boku wa hanasanai darou...
kimi ga yasashiku waratta
tooi sekai no dekigoto mitai ni
boku wa kodoku de usotsuki
itsumo yume bakari miteru
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Suga Shikao - Manatasu no Yoru no Yume
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It's two thirty in the morning, and I've finally finished my new layout. Let's see, it took me...almost seven hours, and there's still thing I want to fix. I'm new to the higher level of layout making, so I'm trying my best. I'll have to ask my mentor about a few things. Two things that I wasn to get fixed A S A P is to get rid of the image highlight. So the navigation at the top won't have boxes around it. Also, I need to find a way to move or remove the ad at the top. >.> If anyone knows how to do either of said things that would be very helpful.
D e a t h N o t e = L O V E
The theme song is beautiful and wonderfully sung by Suga Shikao. He's becoming a quite favorite of mine. Most of this weeks music will probably be him. Hm, and perhaps a layout later on too. I plan on sticking with this one for a bit. I like it, for a newb job. ^^; Death Note is quickly becoming one of my favorite series. I can't wait until I can get my hands on the movie. -grabs at the air- Want. Need. Gah.
I'm way to wired for my own good. So much for trying to establish a better sleep habit. I really do need to go to bed, but with my new found skill, I really have so much to do ( aside from my stupid AP assignment: Read The Grapes of Wrath and write five essays. Don't think I'll be doing that soon.) I need to get to work on the layout for Egyptian Rain . Should be fun.
I decided to actually watch the television today and was delighted to see a show that I had forgotten about until now. Title: Mike, Lu and Og from Cartoon Network when it was actually worth watching.
My favorite character is Lancelot, the turtle. xD
In other news, Lance Bass of N'sync came out. =D Yay for adding people to the gay community.
PeachesXCream: Ha, everyone seems to always point out the whole American Pie thing. I wonder if that'll ever die. >.> I used to be in orchestra, but quit the school program because the teacher was a pain and we didn't learn much. I still play in my spare time though.
PaganAngel: The title reference...Well, I don't really know to tell ya the truth. My cat had his arse in my face, because he thinks I'm just part of the house ( Probably because I sit in the same spot all day) and walks all over me. Random thought = random title.
Time: 12:03 AM
Music: Over My Head (Cable Car) by The Fray
Mood: Tired
Drink: None
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Lyrics to Over My Head (Cable Car):
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm in over...
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
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Over My Head (Cable Car) by The Fray featuring Kingdom Hearts 2
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So, I finished watching Elfen Lied today. I loved the ending, the s e r i e s, and Nyuu. Overall, the series gets a 9.3% from me just because nothing's perfect. I'm looking into other anime series now, trying to find something to watch. YouTube is a great creation, all my anime needs. -peaceful sigh-
[Discovery: I think I'll be watching the Kizuna OVAs again. It's been awhile since I last saw them. ^^]
Band camp starts next week, so I really shouldn't be staying up past 1 a.m. anymore. I just do out of habit, and lack of the desire to sleep (insomniac).
