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Birthday • 1989-11-07 Gender •
Female Location • San An-freaking-tonio Member Since • 2005-08-25 Occupation • I make the world go round. Real Name • Just call me Lemony.
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Achievements • I would/could/should put some form of list containing various achievements that I have somehow miracously obtained throughout my lifetime but I choose not to. ^^ Have a nice day! Anime Fan Since • Around the age of seven. Favorite Anime • Loveless, Sukisyo, Gravitation, DNAngel, Trigun, FLCL, Wolf's Rain, NGE, .hack//SIGN, YGO, Final Fantasy, Gundam Wing, Kyo Kara Maoh, Angel Sanctuary, and the list goes on. Goals • [Insert goal here] Hobbies • Sleeping, drawing, writing, sleeping, DDR, sleeping, reading, graphics, sarcasm, toast. Talents • I can count to ten! By MYself.
myOtaku.com: Lemony Slash
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
current time: 12:00
current music: somewhere only we know - keane
current mood: perplexed, drained
current drink: water
--Lyrics--
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
(break)
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
HmmmaaaAAAA.....Ahhhoooooo....
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
--Lyrics--
[rant]And so, I had a very strange dream last night, the left the majority of my night interrupted and very bothersome. My dreams seem to always take places I have never been before, because I have no idea where this was, but it was at some sort of park with a whole bunch of people that had just smiles on their faces. No eyes, noes or anything. I was there with my closest friends and we came across the water filled ravine so to speak. The water was quite comfortable and the first time we went in eveyrthing was fine, but the second time I slowly drifted to the bottom and I was drowning. My friends...they didn't help me. It was really weird. When I died, I starting falling to the the bottom of nothing and woke up in this desert wear I was being buried by sand. I woke up, and I was very cold, which is usual for me.
I looked up some on the meaning to my dream and this is what I got:
Dreaming that you are drowning means that you are overwhelmed by emotions or repressed issues that is coming back to haunt you. You may be proceeding too quickly in trying to discover your unconscious thoughts and therefore must proceed more cautiously and slowly.
Dreaming that you are walking through a desert means loss and misfortune. You may be suffering from an attack on your reputation. Deserts are also symbolic of barrenness, loneliness and feelings of isolation and hopelessness.
Dreaming that you fall and are frightened indicates a major struggle and overwhelming problem in your life. It may denote that you have failed to achieve a goal that you have set forth for yourself.
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That IS my current state in a nut shell. My close network of friends isn't so close anymore, and I really just don't want to be around them right now. When I am, I can feel the tension, and the clashing emotion, it just doesn't work. Hell, if staying away from people for a bit can allow me to keep my sanity, then I'm all for it. You can take it as me a v o i d i n g you, but whatever. Maybe I am, maybe I'm not. My life is pretty stressful right now, so don't take it personally if I can't do as much. Hell, it's called growing up. I can't go for sleepovers all the time like it used to be when I was kid.
Siris: o.o;;
I just want to asplode, I don't want to even go into what I'm going through right now. I just might break. Playing with fire looks like fun, but not if you get burned.
Chores and a sleepless night await. If I said something you didn't like. Tough shit, I need a break.[/rant]
Current Time: 11:08 PM
Current Music: Rain - Breaking Benjamin
Current Mood: Content?
Current Food: Half cold pizza.
--Lyrics--
Take a photograph, it'll be the last
not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here
i don't have a past i just have a chance
not a family or honest plea remains to say
rain rain go away come again another day
all the world is waiting for the sun
is it you i want or just the notion of your heart to wrap around
so i can find my way around
safe to say from here your getting closer now
we are never sad cause we are not allowed to be
rain rain go away come again another day
all the world is waiting for the sun
rain rain go away come again another day
all the world is waiting for the sun
to lie here under you is all that i could ever do
to lie here under you is all
to lie here under you is all that i could ever do
to lie here under you is all
rain rain go away come again another day
all the world is waiting for the sun
rain rain go away come again another day
all the world is waiting for the sun
all the world is waiting for the sun
all the world is waiting for the sun
--Lyrics--
Not much to report. Sorry if I haven't been visiting around lately, but hello, summer equal me having life outside of MyO for once. I'll try and comment of your MyO if you do comment. It's hard keeping up with this, and the many RPs I have to deal with, GW, video games and everything else (e.g. Work).
loveLIESbleeding asked what kind of dog I am getting. It's just going to be a small mutt pup from the shelter. We went to save a doggy instead of getting a full breed. I look forward to going to see all the puppies and picking one. Of course I'll want to end up taking them all home. I love my cats to death, but they tend to get on my nerves a lot and I swear they're going to kill me, but they know I'm the one who can get them their drugs.^^ Awr, Constance doesn't like animals. *gives cookie* You like cookies right?
>.> Back to my doing absolutely nothing and enjoying it while doing so. ^^
Current Time: 1:30 PM
Current Music: Camisado - Panic! At The Disco
Current Mood: Tired
Current Drink: Juice
--Lyrics--
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
And it's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
And it sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
No it's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
And it sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relapse
Again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
And it's not so pleasant. And it's not so conventional
And it sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
No it's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
And it sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
--Lyrics--
What day is it? Another Saturday and I'm here again in my pajamas in front of this screen with nothing to do. It's strangely soothing. I like not having things to do sometimes, but sometimes it does get a tid bit too boring. If I really think about it, I have plenty to do.
I'm really in the mood to play some video games so , I'll probably end up lounging in the game room all day. Hm, what to play, ne? DDR and .hack is sounding good. I need to get through the final installment of .hack a bit faster than I did the first time. Stupid 15 level dungeon killed me. I got tired of seeing the red letters of GAME OVER every battle. Stupid Data Drain.
Wow, this can't really be any more of an interesting post. xD I have no material to post about.
We ARE getting a dog next weekend. I'm already looking forward to that. A real puppy. No guys have no idea how many times that was on my Christmas list, and every year we'd get a new cat. I love cats to death, but I want a dog that will L I S T E N. My cats just like to defy me. >.>
Current time: 12:00 PM
Current music: My World -- SR-71
Current mood: Lonely, amidst other current felt emotion.
Current drink: Gatorade
--Lyrics-- The fastest man in the world, fast asleep at the wheel
Nobody wants to be alone, so how did I get, here
When I look at you, I see him staring through me
A wink and a smile, cuz he's been inside of you
Is he all the things you, tried to change me into?
Is he everything to you?
Does he make you high, make you real?
Does he make you cry? Does he know the way you feel?
Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you
I can still find the smell
On my clothes and skin
I can still see your face, when your sleeping next to him
Is he all the things you, tried to change me into?
Tell me does he
[chorus]
I have my fears, you let them out
Now I wrap myself around you
Like a blanket full of doubt
the darkness burns the sunlight stings
He's your everything
[chorus]
You make me high! You make me real!
You make me cry! Now you know the way I feel
Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you
--Lyrics--
I have something to post about? I haven't relly had much to post about lately partly because I'm too busy and secondly I'm not really in the best of moods to be doing so, but I hate coming here everyday and not posting let alone not commenting. One day, I hope to return to actively commenting and such, but one day could be any day, ne?
[FEEL FREE TO SKIP THE EMO_NESS]
On to the antics of my EMOtionalistic nature!
Why the hell must people always be all about other people?! I quite tired of hearing about others love lives and crushes. I'm sure people are just bounding with joy to tell people, but why me? Dx It justs makes me feel really bad to be honest. Everytime I'm happy in love it gets stripped away, and well, it hurts.
It always feels like it's my fault...
Ah, hodge-podge. So I can't be happy. Best to move on then, ne? I'll still super busy with the forum as I'm working on advertisment and such. I hope to make this into a big project. It needs a code name! *ponders* I'll have to see what would sound good.
Current time: 12:00 PM
Current music: How Soon Is Now? - t.A.T.u
Current mood: Horrid
Current food: I'm not hungry...
--Lyrics--
I am the son and the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular
You shut your mouth
How can you say?
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
I am the son I am the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
There's a club if you'd like to go you
Could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own and
You leave on your own and you go home,
And you cry and you want to die.
When you say it's gonna happen now,
When exactly do you mean? see I've already
Waited too long and all my hope is gone
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
--Lyrics--
I watched Zetsuai last night I think it was...and the second OVA Bronze. It's a really great shounen-ai/yaoi if you're into that kind of thing like I am. I really enjoyed it, and the story was oh so cute. :3 You should check it out if you're, like I said, into that kind of thing... ^_^;;
The theme is obviously based on Zetsuai, because I love it.
Koji and Takuto are so cute!
Plot Summary :
The plot concerns womanising rock idol Koji Nanjo (tall, long blonde hair), who has just been re-united with the person he fell madly in love with six years ago on sight, Takuto Izumi (shorter, brown hair). Unfortunately, Koji had been informed that Izumi was a girl, when the truth is that he's a boy, and a hostile, emotionally scarred boy at that. Naturally Koji is rather confused and it takes him a long time to come to terms with his feelings for Izumi. It takes Izumi longer still, partly because he is unsure of what he wants and partly because he doesn't want to fall in love with anyone, let alone Koji, who he initially dislikes intensely. Even when they finally do reach some kind of understanding, there are other problems to deal with, such as Koji's older brothers Hirose and Akihito, who are determined to split them up. Even those who do support them, including the insufferably cheerful Katsumi Shibuya, Koji's best friend and Koji's permanently anxious manager Toshiyuki Takasaka, cannot always be trusted to stay out of their affairs... (From http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/)
Bronze is the second OVA, set a few years after Zetsuai, and drawn in a different style. The voice actors, however, are the same. Famous rockstar Nanjou Kouji has fallen in love with Takuto Izumi, a soccer player with dreams of seeing "real" soccer in Italy. In angsty boy-love fashion, the story consists of Kouji stopping at nothing to have Izumi stay with him, Izumi dealing with his feelings until the time comes where he has no choice but to decide, and all the other things the two must face and the problems from Kouji's family. (From http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/)
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Aside from that, my life sucks! I really don't want to go into it, for I would feel even more stupid than I do now.
Current time: 11:12 PM
Current music: Itoshii Hito -- Miyavi
Current mood: Relaxed yet busy
Current food: none T_T
--Lyrics--
I cannot find the lyrics...
I'm not completely sure of the title...
--Lyrics--
I'm so busy with my new RP forum. The link is down below, so feel free to take a look around and maybe join if interested me and my twin, Kawaii Seth, have been working hard on getting it up and running. It makes me happy to see things falling into place. I wan't it to become really popular. Hey, you know what? It'd be cool to have a comic series that went along with it. xD I'll have to get Photoshop before I start working on the project. It would be very helpful if you stoped by the News and Updates forum to grab one of the banners I've made to help spread the word. Woo!
Something else to say...xD Not really. I've been working on that all day and haven't got much of anything else to talk about. Just know that computers are haunted. They are plotting, we have had experiences with this. Heed my warning or you will be eaten. O_O
Current time: 11:04 PM
Current music: Marmalade Chainsaw - Dir en grey
Current mood: Erm...
--Lyrics--
Kabehitoga ni maita seigyouga shita omae wa monkey
One Twelve Two Eleven Three Ten Four Nine Death Thirteen
Kuchisaki dake no yatsura wo hajike
Ore wa itchatte'masu ka? Sekenyou wa yorokonde'masu ka?
Suck suck suck'em all till the end mine death thirteen
Jitsugen sareta tekubi ga uzuku ain't fuckin' around
Mouth to Mouth
Ugoe wa kikoenai shokeidai wo mioroshite'ru honey
Reizouko ni oshikomerarete'ru no wa gisei no hana
Zessan sareta serial horror show
Nobody's hell like mine
Odoru kimi wa majestic baby
Oranji shikake no thirteen
Nobody's hell like mine
Sakebu kimi wa majestic baby
Tokeijikake no death thirteen
Asobimashou chainsaw de
Suck me
Bokuchoku in ikite'ru no ga chousho de tansho wa gozaimasen
One Twelve Two Eleven Three Ten Four Nine Death Thirteen
Sakebidashita omae wo hajike
Ore wa itchatte'masu ka? Sekenyoku wa yorokonde'masu ka?
Suck suck suck'em all till the end mine death thirteen
Jitsugen sareta tekubi ga uzuku ain't fuckin' around
Nobody's hell like mine
Odoru kimi wa majestic baby
Oranji shikake no thirteen
Nobody's hell like mine
Sakebu kimi wa majestic baby
Tokeijikake no death thirteen
--Lyrics--
Showers are nice, but summer vacation is better. It seems the lack of homework and all around things to do has left me with absolutely nothing to do. Go figure, ne? It's just as I expected summer vacation to be, especially the first few weeks. I'm pretty busy during the latter half though, with studying, a new puppy, and other various activities to deal with. I'm just looking to hang out with my friends and get some things taken care of before my hectic junior year.
A-kon was...well...it was disappointing. There were a lot of things that made it quite bothersome, and yet it was nice to see some different faces and sexy peoples. Also, it could have been a lot worse so I'm not complaining. I don't think I will give a full detailed post on the con, like I would do normally, that might be because of the headache or because post con depression is still lurking around. I blow all of my two hundred bucks and came to the sudden conclusion that that is not nearly enough money for a con. Next time (which is Oni-con) I'll be shooting for a good three hundred bucks!
I've been observing a lot of things in my life and for once in a long while I don't know where my life is going to lead. I know I want to go to college and that I want a profession in art, but I seem to have lost my touch with graphic art. That wouldn't be so if I had Photoshop, but it's so EXPENSIVE. I'll have to save up for that this summer as well. (makes n o t e to self) Some of you asked why I was quitting my job. It's because I'm not really getting paid well and the work space sucks. In just the few days I was gone, people have stopped coming in and my favorite manager was fired. The people are like little kids when it comes to drama, always taking peoples sides. I'm tired of dealing with it. I figured I'd get a few more paychecks out of it before quitting. M o n e y is always good. Other then that I've just been doing a lot of thinking about everything...pfft, when am I not? xD
I think that is going to be all for this post, I don't want to ramble on stuff. Wow, did you all notice that I changed my layout? If you didn't then you might want to get you eyes checked, in fact if you didn't you might not want to even be on the computer. Turn around and go to bed.
