Tuesday, May 16, 2006

My Info ♥ Lemony Slash ♥ Since: 08.25.05 Hits: 1891 Ranking: Unknown -------------- Best view: 1024x768 | Firefox 1.5 My Links - REVOLUTiONiSTS - THAT - SLACKEN - RealFuckinAnime - Crèche - Crystal Zenith - Egyptian Rain - death by JROCK - GOTHic j ROCK - JrockTributeSite MyOtaku - Backroom - Add Me - Guestbook - Message Me - Logout My FRIENDS - Kawaii Seth - ShadowLight - Seto Kaiba Freak - PeachesXCream - loveLIESbleeding - Forgotten-Heart - TaNi-chan - Dark Phoenix

Hopefully I'm have a well fabricated post for tomorrow. --Lemony

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

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Current Time: 5:30 PM Current Music: Where'd You Go - Fort Minor Current Mood: Thoughtful/Pissed --:Lyrics:-- Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone She said some days I feel like shit Some days I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home You know, the place you used to live Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile but now you only stop by every once in a while Shit I find myself just filling my time With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind I'm doing fine and I'm planning' to keep it that way You can call me if you find that you have something to say And I'll tell you I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home I want you to know it’s a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating' Tired of sitting and hating' and making these excuses For why you're not around, and feeling sort of useless It seems that one thing has been true all along You don't really know what you've got till its gone I guess I've had it with you and your career When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home --:Lyrics:-- Life is so two-sided. Everything can either go one of two ways and you're forced to choose one or the other. There's hardly ever an in-between, and even then there's bound to be more problems. So basically life is an equation with two variables that play off each other in hopes of creating a equal plane of life (Hence: Living life to the fullest). Siris: *ponders* This has been on your mind a lot, has it not? It has, and I want to actually writetype it so I don't sound crazy, but I'm pretty sure I sound crazy all the time. That's beside the point. Fifteen days of school left and I have so much on my mind right now. This week should be very easy as I would have gotten rid of all the THREE projects and other homework, thus allowing some stress to fall away there. I can't help but be slightly ticked off at the circumstances in my life now. I want to make so many people happy, and yet to do so, I'd have to literally tear myself into equal parts. There are basically T W O ways out. See!!! Two. Dos. Deux. Ni. II. Both of which have their pros and cons, you know, so it's like, which one do I f***ing pick. >.< Siris: Lemony, you lost me... Rajah: Mew! That's okay thief, this was intended to be more of a rant to myself than anything. You don't have to try and get it. After all, you're one of the FEW persons who does understand me. Next year, I'm going to be a junior...The pressure for getting into my college of choice seems to be at my doorstep. I know where I want to go, and what I want to do. I just don't know if everything will turn out as it planned. I would really like to go to college with all my current friends, but there are chances that we won't all make it. Some don't seem to see how important grades and high school is in general. It irritates me to the max, but I'm not going to sit there and keep telling them so. There are certain things in life that you have to want in order to get them...I guess I'll just have to see how things turn out. You know what WOULD be nice? If people could just grow up and not rely on others to make life interesting. It just doesn't work that way. The simple reality is that there are going to be days when everyone you know is busy, leaving you to think of something to do, which isn't all too hard - especially for a teenager. Don't get me wrong there are times when you feel like there's nothing to do and that everyone else is trying to shun you, but to be immature about it...makes me wonder why I put up with such people. Siris: Take a chill pill, eh? Don’t start with that, but maybe I should. I still need to do one project and an assignment that is the equivalent of a mini project. I do have a question for you all today, and would really appreciate it if you would answer it. Question: Do you think with your heart or you head? Why?

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

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Current Time: 9:40 PM Current Music: Passion (Slow Version) – Hikaru Utada Current Mood: Greatly Confused. --:Lyrics:-- Omoidaseba haruka haruka Mirai wa doko mademo kagayaiteta Kirei na aozora no shita de Bokura wa sukoshi dake obieteta If I recall, far far away The future was shining on everywhere Beneath the beautiful blue sky We were just a little afraid Natsukashii iro ni Mado ga somaru The window will be tinted A nostalgic color Mae wo muitereba mata aemasu ka Mirai wa doko edemo tsuduiterunda Ookina kanban no shita de Jidai no utsuroi wo miteitai na If we advance forth, can we ever meet again? The future goes on to everywhere Under the large signboard How I want to keep watching the eras changing Nido to aenu hito ni basho ni Mado wo akeru I will open a window To the people and places I can’t see again Omoidaseba haruka haruka Mirai wa doko mademo kagayaiteta Kirei na aozora no shita de Bokura wa itsu mademo nemutteita If I recall, far far away The future was shining on everywhere Beneath the beautiful blue sky We were slumbering forever Zutto mae ni suki datta hito Fuyu ni kodomo ga umareru sou da Mukashi kara no kimari goto wo Tama ni ukagaitaku naru yo Zutto wasurerarenakatta no Nengajou wa shashin tsuki kana Watashitachi ni dekinakatta koto wo Totemo natsukashiku omou yo The person I liked since long ago I heard will bear a child in winter What were decided since long ago I sometimes would want to doubt them The ones I could never forget Does the New Year’s card have photographs attached? I think very nostalgically Of what we couldn’t do (My fears my lies) (My fears my lies) --:Lyrics:-- The other day, I saw a lifeless lizard without a tail be devoured be a crow. The next day, I saw two crows doing the do, and you know what? All of that got me thinking about my existence and the bizarre occurrences that seem to heavily coat it. I realized that I no longer know who I am, and no longer know where my future is going. Things as of late have gotten moderately interesting in my life, and as much as I would like to go into all of that, I’m just not the kind of person to go all out in extreme detail. Don’t get me wrong, I may end up trickling into bits and pieces of it. I feel my life gradually slipping through my fingers as it hangs on to the minute fringes that are left of who I used to be. My mom asked me if I wanted to watch The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants with her. I looked at her strangely and walked off, but I didn’t make it too far before she started to shriek at me. I have too many of my own problems to worry about then to deal with her, so I opted for Option A – give mom a cynical statement about the realities of the world and explain how this particular movie does nothing for me. Movies are escapes from the world that we are forced to deal with, and I find that I like movies that actually have some tangible aspect to it, not some fairy tale. More and more it seems like all people do now is look for a way to not have to deal with the world, and it’s so obvious that it’s because everyone knows that the current state of the world is so horridly repulsive that all we do is attempt to cover it up. I’m the kind of person who thought that I would never be ‘in love’ or have anyone that would care for me like I had seen with other people, and you know...that was okay with me for the longest time, until I ran smack dab into love a few years back. I’ve never been the same since then...you know, it’s like once I got a taste of it, I’ve always been searching for that feeling again. To be happy is a great thing, but I don’t understand why most people ‘need’ love to accomplish this. Isn’t there a way that people can be happy without relying so heavily on emotion? Alas, this would lead to more complications. *sigh* Just something, I’m always thinking about. Sometimes I wonder if I'll end up being a graphic artist or a psychologist because I think and try to analysis the human brain so much. It’s just mind-bottling to me I guess. Speaking of love, I seem to have been caught by love’s deadly kiss as I find myself in a relationship with a person of...short stature. I know she will be mad to see that I wrote that, but there’s not much she can do about that since she’s the one with the bad report card. *rolls-eyes* I never thought of myself to be much of a lovely person, and it’s hard for me to express love publicly, but I do nonetheless to the liking of this particular uke ha. Ahem. *clears throat* I hate talking about stuff like love, it’s such a touchy subject, and so I now choose to move on to other things. My sleeping patterns have changed yet again. It’s really weird because I feel really exhausted by nine o’clock and lay down only to find that I am not tired...It’s annoying because then I fall asleep and cease to pay attention in class. I regaining some really bad habits, I hope the don’t follow me to next year because that would be devastating as I now have a chance to enter next year as a senior of finish high school in three years. Bad habits...I hate them, but you want to know something else I hate? I hate seeing the people I care most about in pain physical, mentally, or emotionally. It just makes me feel just as bad as they do. I like to think that my friends would come to me if something was wrong, but when I’m in a bad mood, I generally don’t want to tell other people, so how can I expect that of them? I can’t, and that just irritates me for some reason, often leading to more conflicts...the lines between love and hate and friends and enemies are very thin and almost impossible to stay on it without straying. Ah, but how boring would life be if there were not the ups and downs. Siris:Lemony, you’ve grown a lot. You know that? I guess I haven’t really noticed as my thoughts have been occupied with other things. Oh, yeah, I’m sure. *huggles thief* How you been doing? Siris:Must I really answer that question...you know of the difficulties that plague my current life. Well, happy-do to you too. Siris:*walks off to go play with Rajah* I find it becoming increasingly difficult to post daily and so I have decided that I will at least try to update weekly, if you find me slacking on that, feel free to smack me. Oh my, did I tell you guys I got a car finally? I don’t think I did, so I will now. I GOT A CAR. I now have transportation to the many places I go. xD My computer, school, and work. Yes, I need transportation to my computer. That’s it for this little bit of an update. I still need to do a lot of my homework, and it’s already almost eleven. Oh gee, I’m getting worst at procrastinating. --Lemony

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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

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--:Lyrics:-- Backstreet Boys - The One I'll be the one... I guess you were lost when I met you Still there were tears in your eyes So out of trust and I knew No more of them mysteries and lies There you were, wild and free Reachin' out like you needed me A helping hand to make it right I am holding you all through the night CHORUS I'll be the one (I'll be the one) Who will make all your sorrows undone I'll be the light (I'll be the light) When you feel like there's nowhere to run I'll be the one... To hold you and make sure that you'll be alright 'Cause my fear is gone And I want to take you from darkness to light There you were, wild and free Reachin' out like you needed me A helping hand to make it right I am holding you all through the night CHORUS - repeat To hold you, and make sure that you'll be alright... You need me like I need you We can share our dreams comin' true I can show you what true love means Just take my hand, baby please I'll be the one I'll be the light Where you can run To make it alright I'll be the one I'll be the light Where you can run CHORUS - repeat I'll be the one I'll be the light Where you can run To make it alright I'll be the one I'll be the light Where you can run To make it all right I'll be the one To hold you And make sure that you'll be alright I'll be the one --:Lyrics:-- Quick Update. I'll be making my way back to MyO so expect a post for tomorrow. What do you think of the new layout? I will add credits sometime soon as I didn't make the uber cool picture or codes used. Thanks uber to the folks who did. How has it been going my MyOnites? --Lemony

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Monday, May 1, 2006

My Info ♥ Lemony Slash ♥ Since: 08.25.05 Hits: 1891 Ranking: Unknown -------------- Best view: 1024x768 | Firefox 1.5 My Links - REVOLUTiONiSTS - THAT - SLACKEN - RealFuckinAnime - Crèche - Crystal Zenith - Egyptian Rain - death by JROCK - GOTHic j ROCK - JrockTributeSite MyOtaku - Backroom - Add Me - Guestbook - Message Me - Logout My FRIENDS - Kawaii Seth - ShadowLight - Seto Kaiba Freak - PeachesXCream - loveLIESbleeding - Forgotten-Heart - TaNi-chan - Dark Phoenix

Current Time: 1:03 AM Current Music: The Plagues ~ From Disney's Prince of Egypt Current Mood: Bleh Current Food: Apple Turnover -----000-----000----- ---Lyrics--- [Chorus] Thus saith the Lord: Since you refuse to free my people All through the land of Egypt... I send a pestilence and plague Into your house, into your bed Into your streams, into your streets Into your drink, into your bread Upon your cattle, on your sheep Upon your oxen in your field Into your dreams, into your sleep Until you break, until you yield I send the swarm, I send the horde Thus saith the Lord [Moses] Once I called you brother Once I thought the chance to make you laugh Was all I ever wanted... I send the thunder from the sky I send the fire raining down [Moses] And even now I wish that God had chose another Serving as your foe on his behalf Is the last thing that I wanted... [Chorus] I send a hail of burning ice On ev'ry field, on ev'ry town [Moses] This was my home All this pain and devastation How it tortures me inside All the innocent who suffer From your stubbornness and pride... [Chorus] I send the locusts on a wind Such as the world has never seen On ev'ry leaf, on ev'ry stalk Until there's nothing left of green I send my scourge, I send my sword Thus saith the Lord! [Moses] You who I called brother Why must you call down another blow? [Chorus] I send my scourge, I send my sword [Moses] Let my people go! [Moses and Chorus] Thus saith the Lord! [Rameses] You who I called brother How could you have come to hate me so? Is this what you wanted? [Chorus] I send the swarm, I send the horde... [Rameses] Then let my heart be hardened And never mind how high the cost may grow This will still be so: I will never let your people go... [Chorus] Thus saith the Lord: [Moses] Thus saith the Lord: [Rameses] I will not... [Moses, Rameses, and Chorus] Let your/my people go! ---Lyrics--- -----000-----000----- Changed the layout yet again. I no longer have photoshop, so my grapic making as been put to a halt much to my dismay. e_e I'm going to take a break from MyO, but I'll be sure to pop in every once and awhile to comment on all of your sites. Until Then. --Lemony <33

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

I Almost Forgot The Uber Post

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Yeah, I'm still going to write that uber post one day, but I don't know when I'll find the time to do so....So much work and school and stuff. Have a good day everyone. --Lemony

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Fun fun fun!

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Hey guys, how has the past two days been for everyone? It's been pretty busy for me and I still ave so much to do. Man, this is one of those posts where I want to say everything that's in my head because I did some cool stuff today. I swear, I need something to be inserted into my head that will control my hands and write my uber post. I'll write it eventually. No school tomorrow, woo! --Lemony SLash

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Day Of Silence!

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MAKE SOME NOISE!!! Are you going to be a part of one of the largest student-led actions in American history? I WILL! Join me and take a stand against anti-LGBT name-calling and harassment in America's schools! Simply register online at StudentOrganizing.org and then download all the awesome resources from DayofSilence.org. It's EASY and FREE! Once registered you can even see all the other Day of Silence events going on in your school district or state! Once you've registered, get the HTML to share this same thing with ALL YOUR FRIENDS online at StudentOrganizing.org!

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Much Ado About Nothing

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MAKE SOME NOISE!!! Are you going to be a part of one of the largest student-led actions in American history? I WILL! Join me and take a stand against anti-LGBT name-calling and harassment in America's schools! Simply register online at StudentOrganizing.org and then download all the awesome resources from DayofSilence.org. It's EASY and FREE! Once registered you can even see all the other Day of Silence events going on in your school district or state! Once you've registered, get the HTML to share this same thing with ALL YOUR FRIENDS online at StudentOrganizing.org! Current Time: 1:13 AM Current Music: When Can I See You Again? - Babyface Current Mood: Awake Current Food/Drink: Nothing -- Lyrics -- When can my heart beat again? When does the pain ever end? When do the tears stop from running over? When does "You'll get over it" begin? I hear what you're saying, But I swear that it's not making sense. So when can I see you... When can I see you again? When can my heart beat again? When can I see you again, babe? When can I breathe once again? And when can I see you... When does my "Someday" begin? When I'll find someone again. And what if I still am not truly over? What am I supposed to do then, baby, baby...? Do you see what I'm saying, Even if, if it's not making sense? So when can I see you... When can I see you again, babe, yeah? When can my heart beat again, yeah? When can I see you again, yeah, babe? And when can I breathe once again? And when can I see you...again? Mmm... Yeah, baby, Please hear what I'm saying, Even if, if it's not making sense, baby. So when can I see you again? When can I see you again, yeah, yeah? Can my heart beat again, baby, yeah? When can I see you again, babe? And when can I breathe once again, yeah? And when can I see you, yeah, again. Wanna see you again, Again... -- Lyrics -- Mondays are such a pain, but in seventh period I found out we only have about 27 days left in this year. I'm still trying to figure out where the year went. Siris: Shouldn't you be sleeping? Yes, but I cannot find sleep. So, why not update? Like I really have much to say. Siris: Riiiiight. Oh wow, I lost my train of thought. One of these days I have something worth posting about, but until then, I hope you all enjoy your lives. EDIT: Oh no, I over slept. I can't go to school today, and my mom was like I guess you have a day off then. Yeah, but I really didn't want one. I need a car... --Lemony <33

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Monday, April 24, 2006

Seventh Installment: Ennui

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Current Time: 5:00 PM Current Music: Ghost of You & Me - BBMak Current Mood: Irritated Current Food/Drink: Water and Fruit Cup Not really a post today...to irritated among other things. Well, looks like I won't be changing my layout soon unless I can somehow get a copy of Photoshop. My trial ending. Curse my other compy for dying. Siris: You okay, Lemony? Yeah. Just bummed out. How about you? Siris: *falls on bed* Bummed and bored. The usual. Rajah: *meows at Siris* Siris: *pets cat* Awr, I'm glad you've realized your love for cats. Siris: I'm sure. So how was everyone's day? --Lemony

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