Sunday, April 23, 2006

Sixth Installment.

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So tired...and too much to talk about. I'll have to post later when I have time. I think I'm going to change my theme soon. The new theme is going to be Moon Child. xD I know I change my layout a lot, but I can't help it. 'Night to you peoples and other creatures of the night. --Lemony <33

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

Fifth Installment: O-con GO!

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Current Time : 12:30 PM Current Music : Quit Playing Games - Backstreet Boys Current Mood : *listen to toilet flush* Wha? Current Food or Drink : Water -- Lyrics -- Baby...Ooh... Even in my heart, I see You're not being true to me Deep within my soul, I feel Nothing's like it used to be Sometimes I wish I could Turn back time Impossible as it may seem But I wish I could So bad, baby Quit playing games with my heart Chorus Quit playing games with my heart Before you tear us apart (with my heart) Quit playing games with my heart I should've know from the start You know you've gotta stop (from my heart) You're tearing us apart (my heart) Quit playing games with my heart I live my life, the way To keep you coming back to me Everything I do Is for you So what is it that you can't see Sometimes I wish I could Turn back time Impossible as it may seem But I wish I could So bad, baby you'd better quit playing games with my heart Chorus Quit playing games with my heart Before you tear us apart (with my heart) Quit playing games with my heart I should've know from the start You know you've gotta stop (from my heart) You're tearing us apart (my heart) Quit playing games with my heart Quit playing games Baby, baby The love that we had was so strong Don't leave me hangin' here forever Oh baby, baby this is not a lie Let's stop this tonight Baby, ohh, quit playing games Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah nah baby Nah nah nah nah Sometimes I wish I could Turn back time Impossible as it may seem But I wish I could So bad baby Quit playing games with my heart Chorus Quit playing games with my heart Before you tear us apart (with my heart) Quit playing games with my heart I should've know from the start You know you've gotta stop (from my heart) You're tearing us apart (my heart) Quit playing games with my heart Quit playing games Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah nah baby Nah nah nah nah Quit playing ganes with my heart With my heart, with my heart With my heart, with my heart -- Lyrics -- Today pretty much sucked. Sucked hard, but you know what, it still sucks. I'll try not to let it bother me though. I can tell tonight's going to be a long sleepless night, but that's okay because I'll finally get to spend some much needed time with my friends: Bishojo Tenshi, Kawaii Seth, and muun purinsesu. I need a break from life, and hopefully tomorrow (today if you want to be technical will be fun). Here's the basic jest of my day: I got to school tired as hell. I didn't get much sleep the previous night and my morning was oddly strange. o_O I woke up yen minute before I was supposed to catch the bus, so I grad whatever clother and ran to the bus stop. Along the way, I could of sworn I saw the shape of a wolf disappear around the corner, and some other weird things. I got on the bus and realized that my iPod didn't charge last night so I would have to use it as least as possible. That's hard for me when I listen to it every class period. It's the only thing that keeps my sane. Come to think of it, maybe that's why I had a shitty day. SO, I got to school, and my twin had thankfully provided a source of caffeine which helped keep me awake, but that's where it went downhill. I don't know why I let something so small get to me, but it did. I rather not say what it was because I feel very very stupid for letting that affect me so. Anyway, I don't think anyone knew, but I was crying. On top of that, I had to make my way through the massive crowds of people and stuff. It was horrid. Then TAKS came, sitting through hours of test is not fun. I finished within the first twenty-five minutes so had to sit there for a good two and a half hours. I listened to my iPod for fifteen minutes and decided to save the rest for the ride home otherwise I would have went crazy. >.> I almost broke down in the middle of TAKS but it's not like me to cry in front of people. The rest of the day sucked... Siris: No, it was interesting to say the least. Yeah, you skipped. Thanks, the first time I skipped all year...I was trying to get through a year without doing that. I heard you had an interesting conversation and I really would like to know what about! Siris: Oh, nothing really. Just...our top ten favorite desserts. I find that hard to believe. Anyway, I got home and cried...hardcore. I love my friends...a lot. They mean the world to me, you know. Even you guys on the internet. It seems that every friend I've had in the past has been false so I've started to believe that maybe it's me, and maybe I don't deserve the friends I have, like they'd be so much better without me, you know. In all honesty, I'm a horrible person, and I can be very hard on myself. When I break, it's in a million pieces and it really ruins my life. I'd rather not go there though. I love them, and sometimes I hate them. I want them to be my friends forever, but what I want has never come true and I don't know what's real of fake anymore. Okay, so I went to work. It was okay, but I have to close all weekend and next weekend. My parents don't like me closing and told me to tell them to change my schedule. I just hope everything works out. =D My parents...I really think I hate them. I first I thought that I would get over it, but I really would just like to leave. I wouldn't mess them. I'm tired of their shit and wanting me to be what they want me to be. I sorry but that's not going to happen. They want me to work and get As and have no life, but I will not let them do that to me. So a big F.U. to my parents. Wow, I have a lot of other stuff to say, but I think I'll break it up and post the rest tomorrow. --Lemony

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Friday, April 21, 2006

Fourth Installment: Irate Camels

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Current Time : 11:04 PM Current Music : Move Along - The All American Rejects Current Mood : Irascible Current Food or Drink : Air -- Lyrics -- Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking When you fall everyone sins Another day and you've had your fill of sinking With the life held in your Hands are shaking cold These hands are meant to hold Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along Move along So a day when you've lost yourself completely Could be a night when your life ends Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving All the pain held in your Hands are shaking cold Your hands are mine to hold Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on) When everything is wrong we move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on) When everything is wrong, we move along Along, along, along When all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through [x3] (Move along) (Go on, go on, go on, go on) Right back what is wrong We move along -- Lyrics -- --- Someone Needs To Grow Up --- Some things I don't get, and sometimes it seems that I never well. This world is a constant whirlwind of conflicting emotions and the people in it who try and make sense of them. Oh, how I wish I could understand the world as I know it. Maybe I would be better off, or maybe I would be sickened by the inner-workings of the world. Nevertheless, I would for once like to find a place where I didn't have to put up with such bullshit as whiners, lairs, and insecure people in general. People who talk shit about people behind their backs to people are their friends fit the above category, and naturally, those people are the people I can't stand. It's obvious that if you talk shit about someone behind their back that you obviously have feel inferior to them and crave attention from them and the people who look up to them. To make false accusations about people too! Seriously, I can see that in a second grader, but in high school? It blows my mind away. I fear the worst for this generation as people like this are becoming more frequent. Another thing, how can you say you love someone and talk shit about them behind their backs? Whatever happened to unconditional love? You can't swear to love someone unless you love all of them, no matter what. Saying that they're in to themself is another no no, especially when they really aren't and talk more about their friends then themself. It's very aggrivating to know that I know someone like this, and I can only wish that they can really grow up and see beyond what they so illogically believe. My mom got on my nerves a lot today. She always wants me to do stuff for her, and have time for other things like friends, the computer, or a life. Well, according to her, I don't have a life. We don't get along, that's obvious, I just wish she would go away for a bit. She doesn't get out much and am sure a vacation would do her good. xD She more committed to my current job than I am. She basically said that I shouldn't take days off, and that I should prioritize my life. She can be such a bitch sometimes, I mean, she's twice as bad as I am, and I hope that I don't turn out like her. Sorry I didn't around to peoples sites yesterday. As you can see, I wouldn't have been much fun anyway. I don't want to comment on you guys posts if I'm going to do it half-ass like. I'll be back around once I have some spare time. Right now I seem really swamped with work and I have no idea where it all came from. >.> Siris: *sleeps* ^He hasn't been saying much of anything lately. It's weird, but not to worry, I'm sure he's doing as well as he can be. Well, that's pretty much all I have to rant about and so I leave you with this question: Let's say you fall in love with someone, do you tell them up front or do you keep it hidden? --Lemony <3 "Once tainted by love There's no turning back A lover's kiss is the key To the heart, the soul Thirsting for more Can you be my escape? My salvation Only time will tell Until then I will wait for you Always and forever"

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Third Installment: Naners Are Tasty

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Current Time: 11:04 PM Current Music: Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me – Fall Out Boy Current Mood: Lackadaisical Current Food or Drink: Banana ------------------ Isn't he adorable?! --Lyrics-- I confess, I messed up. Dropping "I'm sorrys" like you're still around. And I know you dressed up. "Hey kid, you'll never live this down." You're just the girl all the boys want to dance with. And I'm just the boy who took too many chances. I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming. She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?" I don't blame you for being you, But you can't blame me for hating it. So say, what are you waiting for? Kiss her, kiss her. I set my clocks early cause I know I'm always late. Write me off, give up on me. 'Cause darling what did you expect? I'm just off, a lost cause, a long shot, don't even take this bet. You can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlights, Get all the sighs and the moans just right. I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming. She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?" I don't blame you for being you, But you can't blame me for hating it. So say, what are you waiting for? Kiss her, kiss her. I set my clocks early cause I know I'm always late. I'm just always on. You said you'd keep me honest, (Always on, always on.) But I won't call you on it. (Always on, always on.) I don't blame you for being you, But you can't blame me for hating it. So say, what are you waiting for? Kiss her, kiss her. I set my clocks early cause I know I'm always late. I set my clocks early cause I know I'm always late. --Lyrics-- My mom yelled at me for not eating all the bananas, so I’m eating a banana. Yes, I told her specifically to get five, and yes, I intend to eat. STILL she rushes me. She does that with just about everything though, so I guess you could say that I’m used to it even though it still bugs the shit out of me. It’s like, “Chill out woman.” Siris: Maybe you should put a little something in her drink. Yeah, but she’d have to wake up eventually, and then it would be back to hell 101. Two more years I will be free. In fact, I’m looking so forward to the future that I’ve basically proceeded to predict how my life will be, or what I hope it will be. At this rate, I don’t know though. So many factors play into it and something drastic could always happen, and postpone such things from happening. I spent a lot of today thinking about the next school year as well, but I don’t want to get into that. Siris: I really do not wish to put up with that place any longer. Why can’t we just leave? Hello, I’m not just going to leave my friends, and besides, where would we go? Definitely not back to the previous places we’ve lived. Siris: I know of a place or two. No. I don’t just go off and disappear, though sometimes I wish I did, and you seem to fancy doing that. By the way, did some of our commentees answer your question? Siris: I really do wish you would stop with that. I’m sorry I left, alright. Yes, more or less... I can’t help bringing it up...you came back yes, but you’re not the same thief I once knew. Siris: ... I do not wish to speak of this. *walks off* Mr. Poopity Pants has gone to his room it seems. I worry about him sometimes. Oh my me. I have a twin. o_o Kawaii Seth is indeed my twin. That’s it for today. --Lemony --Comment Replies-- LadyMalik: Thank you so mush for the code. I really appreciate it. Lady Knight: Sure you can have the link, and here it is: LK Button PaganAngel: It is very contradictory and I love it because of that. xD Forgotten-Heart: No way, you live in the same state as me, that awesome. Where about in Texas do you live?

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

2nd Installment

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Current Time: 11:19 PM Current Music: Ohio Is For Lovers ~ Hawthorne Heights Current Mood: Thoughtful Current Drink or Food: None --Lyrics-- The lyrics to this emo-tastic song are very long and I don't want to post them because of that. It would simply take up to much space. --Lyrics-- First things first: LadyMalik, here's the link to your button - Button and Magnus, of course I'll make you a button or anything of the sort. ^^ Oi-kun. Doug rocks my socks! --------------------- Today has proven to be quite the oppisite I thought it would be. I expected chaos [well, there was chaos to some degree] and in all cases, for my mood to resemble my thoughts towards these stupid state tests. Not so. There was a lot of mellowness to my day and even periods of high energy, like lunch for example. We went around collecting french fry cups and built a pyramid out of it. Other than that, I've gotten to sleep for the majority of the day leaving me with a sore arm and the urge to never sit down in one of those school desks again. Maybe it was that lovely caffeinated beverage my twin brought me. "I never stopped loving you, I just stopped letting it show." Siris: *sigh* My thoughts are very scattered now for some reason, and it's weird because it's just as of now. Before I knew everything that I wanted to address in this post, but now it all seems like my thoughts are all portions of a soup that keep getting stirred around. I really do hate that though, I have a lot on my mind now. The strangest thing is that it's not reflected in my mood. I feel so carefree and mellow now, but what's going on in my head is not that. Wow, that's kind of frustrating now that I think about it. "Sometimes, no matter how long or hard you've loved someone, they will never love you back." Siris: *lazily sits on bed playing with cat* And him, I don't know what's wrong with him anymore. Something's gone to his head, and I'm not entirely sure I like it. I mean, he's being nice to the cat. The C-A-T. He's not really hearing any of this either like he's caught up his own little thieving world. Sometimes I wish I could see his dreams, but that's only a small amount of the time. He's dreams are tad bit extreme for me, especially when they're troubling. "Is it wrong for me not to want to fall asleep because I'm afriad that I will dream of him?" Siris: Lemony... Quiet! Thief speaks! *listens intently* Siris: Do such things as friendship, love, or even happiness really exist? o_o I don't know the answer to such things, but I believe the are viewed in the eyes of the beholder. Why don't you ask everyone else what they think. Siris: You guys, what do things like friendship, love, and happiness mean to you? I think that's it for us tonight. For some odd reason or another I have the sudden need for sleep. *huggles Sirs* Night everyone! --Lemony "I fell for you, but you didnt catch me. Now I'm lying on this cold, hard floor and I dont know what to do..."

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Enter: Saiyuki --

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Current Time: 11:19 PM Current Music: Build God, Then We'll Build ~ Panic! At the Disco Current Mood: Surprisingly content. Current Drink or Food: Water -- Lyrics -- It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Freemont Street. Appealing, only because they are just that un-appealing Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering. The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe a just dash of formaldehyde, And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalalala) eyes. Along with the people inside What a wonderful caricature of intimacy Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie She's getting a job at the firm come Monday. The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney moonlighting aside, she really needs his money. Oh. What a wonderful caricature of intimacy. Yeah (Yeah) And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin" Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business" as he said to the Mrs. only hours before. Well after he had left, as she was fixing her face in a compact. There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash) Between her and the badge She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind. Along with the people inside What a wonderful caricature of intimacy Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy There are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses. It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses The shade of the sheets and before all the stains And a few more of your least favorite thing. Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses At the shade of the sheets before all the stains And a few more of your least favorite things. Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses At the shade of the sheets before all the stains And a few more of your least favorite things. Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses At the shade of the sheets before all the stains And a few more of your least favorite things. -- Lyrics -- Well, it would appear that Saiyuki won, now wouldn't it. This is a complete contrast to the last layout, but I'm pleased with it. I also will be adding a button set of links to all my friends sites. They take a long time to make since I have so many friends, but I'll finish them eventually by adding a few each day. They're in no particular order. Uh, what else. I wanted to add a few more things, but I still need to get the code for some of those changes. So, what's everyone overall opinion? (I would appreciate it if said more than "it's great.") Today apparently was Monday, but to me it really didn't feel like a typical Monday where everything seems be 'bleh' and such. I don't know, I can't really describe what today was. It was different, adn that's good seeing how I'm getting extremely tired of the norm. And you know, even Siris seems a bit cheerier today. Siris: Do I? Yes, I do recall you actually petted the cat for a few good minutes, and you probably would have continued had I not pointed it out. Siris: About that...I've come to the conclusion that cats are...alright. o_o Are you feeling well? *touches forehead* Siris: *smacks hand away* I'm fine, thank you. I'm going to go feed Rajah. Wait...what?! You named it?! Siris: *closes door* Well fine! Oh my, today has been an interesting day. Filled with ups and downs, but I'm a bit worried about tomorrow. We have state tests starting tomorrow. First is math, my best subject, but I fear I may not be able to concentrate on it or even stay awake. *sigh* I should be getting some sleep. o_o Killer Tofu. --Lemony Slash <3

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Monday, April 17, 2006

When I Say Shotgun You Say Wedding

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Time: 12:45 PM Music: Everything Is Alright By: Motion City Soundtrack Mood: Sleepless ///Lyrics\\\ Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, That everything is alright. Give me a reason to end this discussion, To break with tradition, to fall and divide. 'Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes, Talking with strangers, waiting in line. I'm through with these pills that make me sit still. "Are you feeling fine?" Yes, I feel just fine. Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, That everything is alright. I'm sick of the things I do when I'm nervous Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires Or counting the number of tiles in the ceiling Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire! I used to rely on self-medication, I guess I still do that from time to time. But I'm getting better at fighting the future, "Someday you'll be fine" Yes, I'll be just fine. Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, That everything is alright. Give me a reason (I don't believe a word.) To end this discussion (Ff anything I've heard.) To break with tradition, (They tell me that it's not so hard.) To fall and divide. (It's not so hard.) So let's not get carried (Away with everything.) Away with the process (From here to inbetween.) Of healing relations. (The long goodbye.) I don't want to waste your time. Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that that you're alright, That everything is alright. Tell me that you're alright, (Hi everything's great.) Yeah everything is alright. (Hey everything's fine.) Oh please tell me that that you're alright, (Hi everything's great.) That everything is alright. Hey everything's fine. Hey everything's fine. Hey everything's fine. ///Lyrics\\\ Oh mans, it's almost twelve thiry at night and I have accomplished nothing today. -_- I went to work and half-assed some of my chores. Well, if I really think about, I guess I got some things out of the way...some, not much. Siris: Not much of anything if you REALLY think about it. What, goof off on the computer and such? Hey, I got a lot done...on the computer. o_o Wait, when did you wake up? You'd been sleeping for so long I was wondering if you were going to get up at all. The entire time I was wondering, don't you have to go to the bathroom? Siris: I- ... *hobbles off to the bathroom* Hey, take those bandages off while your at it. I got you some new ones that I took the liberty of coloring. The look all spiffy and you'll be making a fashion statement. Siris: Oh joy, something I've always wanted to wear...rainbow bandages. You have to come out sometime. Ahem...my thief has somehow acquired a nice set of bruised ribs from his nice little disappearing act of an adventure. Anywho, there was something I was going to say...something important by any standards. Oh well, must not be that important if I can't remember it. ^_^;; *carefree grin* Thanks to all of you who posted the kind words and thanks to those of you who wished me a happy candy day even if I don't celebrate it. I figured out, through many sources, that Easter is apparently the day Jesus (Hey-zeus) came back to life. That just led me to a multitude for confusion questions that I did not want to ask let alone hear the answers to. xD Siris: *sneaks out of bathroom and hides in the closet* Don't forget to vote for my next layout at the bottom of my page. The first to ten wins and will be released in a couple weeks. If there are a lot of votes or a tie, I'll increase the number needed to win. ^^ Oh, and if you plan on staying in that closet, then I'm very proud of you Siris. Siris: *sits in darkness* Wha? On nothing. *rolls eyes* Turn on the light. Siris: o_O WHY IS THERE A CAT IN HERE?! *scrambles out* I needed some company while you were gone, and well, I couldn't resist. Can you ever forgive me? Siris: To hell with that. *sits on bed* You know, aside from the purple spots, not bad. ^_~ Siris: *pulls blanket up* Ma'as salaama. I wish you would speak in languages I know. *throws pillow* Nighty night, don't let the cats bite. Signing out. --Lemony

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

There's a holiday today, and I think it's called Easter.

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Time: 1:10 AM Music: Million Tears By: Groove Coverage Mood: Addled, agitated, anxious, beside oneself, bothered, concerned, confused, crazed, crazy, discomposed, distracted, distrait, distressed, flustered, frantic, harassed, hysterical, mad, muddled, nonplussed, nuts, overwrought, perturbed, rattled, raving, shook up, thrown, tormented, troubled, unglued, unscrewed, unzipped, wild, worked up, and/or worried. ///Lyrics\\\ [Verse 1] I wanna know where you belong I wanna know why I sing this song I tried to show how much I feel Is that a dream or is it real? I never look where you belong Until I gotta sing my song Is it a lie or is it true? So many tears I've cried for you [Chorus] Woh ohh, a million tears for you Wooho ohh, a million tears for you Ohh, a million tears for you Wooho ohh, a million tears for you [Verse 2] A million tears that I have cried I wish you were right by my side I tried to show how much I care Beleive in me I will be there I never knew where you belong Whenever you just hear my song Is it a lie or is it true? So many tears I've cried for you [Chorus] Wooho ohh, a million tears for you Wooho ohh, a million tears for you-ou-ou-ou... ///Lyrics\\\ *looks up at list of moods* Wow, that's a ton-o words, but in all honesty that's how I've felt over the past week or so. All of the above still seem to be lingering around. I just got off of work, and I am dead tired. I worked yesterday and today until , midnight. Both days were quite nerve-racking and all that good stuff, but that's the price I have to pay to make good money. Siris: *squirms in blankets* Yesterday (Friday as my posts are always a fay behind), I broke down crying and I even woke up crying the next morning, but you know what the weird thing is? I have no earthly idea why...well, I did eventually come up with a few reasons: 1. The sudden realization that I am growing up; otherwise known as growing pains. I'm sixteen years old and finally have my first job, I'm soon to have my own car and pay for all my expenses, and on top of that I am going to be a junior in high school. Where did my life go? I mean, I can remember when I was in middle school waiting for the day when I would be older and have more freedom. They only thing I was forgetting was that with more freedom comes more responsibility. sometimes it's just really hard being a teenager, and sometimes I feel alone as most of the people I know aren't in the same boat as me and others just have it made for them and will end up having a hard time in life. I'm glad to be going through all of this, but it's hard to deal with. Siris: *rolls over* 2. I'm lonely. I've also come to realize that there is a growing void claimly more and more of what was me and changing me into a different person. When I look at the world around me, I feel so alone. Everyone has felt this in some shape or form, but it tends to affect me more as I have this thrist for comfort and to be all-knowing. I feel as though I don't have anyone that really needs me or someone to protect. And so, it makes perfect sense. I'm one of those people that on the outside can seem so strong and distant at most times, but on the inside, I'm really screaming for someone to understand me and fill this void. And you know what, all of you should feel special because I've never told anyone that. Wow, that makes me seem like I have no friends when really I have the greatest friends in the world. I heart them dearly and know that their always there for me, alas I have a difficult time going to people and much rather rot in my own problems then burden them on others.^^ Siris: *kicks blankets off* 3. I don't know my parents anymore, and they don't know me. This problem has been increasing in the past few years as we've been through a lot. Most of it just happened to be bad causing us to grow apart. I used to be able to go to them for anything, but they barely comprehend my daily life, much less all the complications of my life. I tried to explain why I was upset to my mom, but she just give me a bunch of bullcrap stories and how it'll get better. Seriously, I'm not ten anymore, and I don't need to hear your life stories. They don't do anything for me. Then when she tells my dad about it, he'll give me the same talk in different words. So annoying. And always the few days after I'm upset my mom will accuse me of pouting and tell me to get a life. Seriously! I hate her so much sometimes. Two more years. 4. The final reason that I came up with is that it's hard watching someone's world fall apart, especially when you care about them dearly. You're basically watching them deteriorate before your eyes, and you don't know what to do and you don't know who to ask for help. 'Tis a sad thing. Siris: *shivers* Awr...*pulls blankets back up* So today's Easter. I don't really even remember what the holiday's about. My family doesn't really get together because my parents are anti-social, but I don't really mind. I just get tired of hearing about everyone and what they do with their families. It just makes my family seem even more lame in comparison. Happy Easter, guys. ^^ Hope you guys like white chocolate, because I've got e-white bunnies to hand out. *hands out bunnies to commenters* Siris: *mumbles* Ana ba-heb-bak... --Lemony Slash

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

Around The World

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Time: 12:04 Music: Lullaby For Love By: Groove Coverage Mood: Uncertain ///Lyrics\\\ I see the soul in my eyes, Once it was beauty, but now it's blind, All that remains is the pain inside, The memories of time that were lies, They told me time is a healer, Healing hearts to bleed. But it can put a smile on my face, And I don't wanna wait. This is my lullaby for love, And I hope it will never wake up, This is my last goodnight kiss, To save me always from my tears. My way of life changed because of you, I hope you feel that my smile isn't true, They told me time is a healer, Healing hearts to bleed. But there's not one glamour of hope, And someone sing my song. This is my lullaby for love, And I hope it will never wake up, This is my last goodnight kiss, To save me always from my tears, from my tears. This is my lullaby for love, And I hope it will never wake up, This is my last goodnight kiss, To save me always from my tears, This is my last goodnight kiss, To save me always from my tears ///Lyrics\\\ ----------- Guess who's back? Back again. Siris' back. Tell a friend. ----------- Other than that, I really don't have much to talk about... Have a good day everyone. Oh, I bought a Gackt wallscroll and a Trigun calender. Two things I won't have to buy at A-kon. Five things for Lemony: 1. Move out of San Antonio 2. Learn to speak fluent Japanese 3. Visit a few places 4. Steal the Declaration of Independence 5. Get away with stealing the Declaration of Independence Five things for Siris: 1. Steal a star 2. Help Lemony steal the Declaration of Independence 3. Live in a house without cats 4. Go home 5. Find happiness ///Question\\\ How often do you listen to music? Does the music you listen to greatly reflect your mood? ------------------- Lemony Slash <33

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Friday, April 14, 2006

The One That I Love

My Info ♥ Lemony Slash ♥ Since: 08.25.05 Hits: 1891 Ranking: Unknown -------------- Best view: 1024x768 | Firefox 1.5 My Links - REVOLUTiONiSTS - THAT - SLACKEN - RealFuckinAnime - Crèche - Crystal Zenith - Egyptian Rain - death by JROCK - GOTHic j ROCK - JrockTributeSite MyOtaku - Backroom - Add Me - Guestbook - Message Me - Logout My FRIENDS - Kawaii Seth - ShadowLight - Seto Kaiba Freak - PeachesXCream - loveLIESbleeding - Forgotten-Heart - TaNi-chan - Dark Phoenix

Time: 11:02 PM Music: First Date By: Blink 182 Mood: Tired ///Lyrics\\\ n the car, I just cant wait... To pick you up on our very first date Is it cool if I hold your hand? Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance? Do you like my stupid hair? Would you guess that I didnt know what to wear? I'm just scared of what you'll think. You make me nervous so I really can't eat Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over Honest... lets make... this night last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever When you smile, I melt inside I'm not worthy for one minute of your time I really wish it was only me and you I'm jealous of everybody in the room Please dont look at me with those eyes Please dont hint that your capable of lies I dread the thought of our very first kiss A target that I'm probably gonna miss Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over Honest... lets make... this night last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over Honest... lets make... this night last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever Forever and ever... lets make this last forever ///Lyrics\\\ I'm actually typing my post right after school so I don't forget all of what happened. I have a tendency to forget things really fast as most of the content of my day only consists of music, friends, putting up with the stupid shit at school, and more music. So yeah, about the whole thing with the 'ignorant chick'. What happened was that yesterday in class we had to recite a sonnet from Shakespeare, well, at least the couplet at the end. The task given to us was to say the couplet and give the sonnet number. I do things differently from most people, evidentally, as I was planning on saying the sonnet number at the end. Okay, now here's where my procrastination comes in - I didn't look over the my assigned couplet until the five seconds before I had to go up there and tell about it. And so, I start to speak and her brother (in the same class) interrupts me causing me to lose my words. All because it thought it was proper for me to say the sonnet number at the beginning. Quite frankly, I don't give a damn what's proper and not. I do things MY way. I sit and give my sarcastic words of insult and his sister 'ignorant chick' has to go and start defending him. I told her to: "Shut the hell up or I will personally remove your selfish ass from your chair and onto the ground." Needless to say, I got to sit outside for the rest of class. Today, however, I sat in the very back bcause I didn't want to sit behind the stupid bitch. She's so stupid, inconsiderate, IGNORANT, and selfish. She's a senior, a senoir! She will get nowhere in life and I hope she fails in whatever she does because she does not deserve to represent this next generation. We are all going to send this planet into a world of chaos and if you want to know why, it's because of people like her. When I or Magnus take over the world the will be reeducated to the most degree!!! I have no idea why I didn't say that yesterday. Come to think of it, I could go into a lot more detail on my posts half the time, but I don't. Why? Because that's just me. ^^ So, well sitting in the back I listened to my iPod which is dying. T_T It's breaking apart. Anyway, I was working on our assignment for Monday: Write 100 Things You Want To Do Before You Die, and this guy comes up to and picks up my iPod. I was listening to Shakira and he goes, "I never thought you'd listen to music like that." I reply, "Of course you wouldn't." "Don't you listen to like angry hateful music?" "Oh yeah, because I dress in black and sleep during class, I'm out to get the world." He walked away, and I returned to my music. Nothing else is worth noting today. Lunch was pretty random from what I could gather outside of my music. I don't know what they we're doing, but my friends had a thing for playing with peeps today. I accidently ate the peep pharaoh, but somehow if Siris were here, I think he'd be very proud of me. From that point on I lost all concentration for the day and proceeded to slack off and sleep. I got to go to lunch twice, and I even got to hang out with my dear friend, PerpetualWolfSage. I miss hanging with her because her parents are being stupid and think that me and my follow partners in crime have a bad influence on her. What. Ever. I don't get why people can't see that you CAN"T CHANGE PEOPLE. *sigh* One day... By eigth period, I was dead tired and really unable to keep my eyes open. I think this will be the first time in a while that I take a nap. I can't stay up anymore...waiting for people to come back is very tiring, but I keep waiting because, I know he will come back. For those who have no idea what I'm talking about, my other half has left and has not come back. He left no note or anything. All of his friends miss him dearly and want him to come back. Get your ass back here you thief! Just kidding. Come back soon Siris. *holds out cookies and tea* Wow, this is one of those longer posts for me. ^^ I have one more thing to say, well two, and I'll let you all be on your merry way. One, I am a banana. Two, I want to get Laraku's Awake ablum. ///Random Question\\\ What are five things you want to do before you die? --Lemony <33

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