Monday, September 19, 2005

   If only I had a bottle...

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Time: 6:27 Mood: Weird Music: Obscure~ Dir en grey I have no idea why I feel like I do now. So many confronting feelings. Damn teh mind of me ish weird. Hokai, so today was pretty uneventful. I mean nothing extreme happened...just drama. Fights, friends, enemies- you name it, my school has it. It happens to be hard not to notice it, and things get a bit awkward sometimes, but hey, so what. I realized something today, xD, not funny, but ironic, Seth-kun and I a lot alike. We wore the same shirt today for crying out loud, but not becuase of just that. I don't want to say more as I don't roll that way. <-- Ha ha, so not a gangster xD. You ask me about it if you want I don't care. I don't think I've recovered from my bi-ness yet. No, not bisexualness, bipolarness, it seems to get increasingly worse...today. I'm glad I haven't blown up at someone. Although I know it'll happen eventually, which I hope it's not at one of my friends nor myself(I'm trying to get away from that). Usually, I wouldn't be written any of this, but I am...why I don't know. I tend to be not so public with 'me'. I guess I'm just trying to get away from other methods of dealng with this. On a more spazgasmic note, I think I'm going to get OJ tomorrow so I can play with the bottle at home. ^________________________^ Random Lyrics (I like to post lyrics sometimes that match my mood): ----------------------------- Eybryo~Dir en grey Sou kawaranai mono kusatta yuku mono shinde yuku mono watashi no aishita mono wo subete kaeshite sou umarete yuku mono umutsukeru mono okashite yuku mono hito no kutsuu gako no toki kara hajimaru Those who don?™t change, those who continue rotting those who continue dying, those who I loved, return them all those who continue being born, those who are giving birth those who sin, it begins from people?™s pain Shinde yuku mono ureshisou na kao umarete yuku mono kanashisouna kao bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye Mother yononaka no hito wa nanimo kizuku kazu yononaka no hito wa shirazu kizutsuke watashi wa hitori Those who continue dying, the thing that continues smiling as it is born The sad face bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye Mother Many people in the middle of the night notice People in the middle of the night unknowingly hurt, I am alone Without a Face mure wo nashi Without a Face nomikonde Without a face there is no group Without a face, swallow Hora imanimo oshitsubusare kokoro ga harisake sou tada atatakai ryoute ni idakarete nemuritai Look, even now my crushed heart looks ready to burst I just want to sleep, held in warm arms My Sweet Mother hohoende atatakai nemuri wo saigo ni Deadly Sweet Mother hohoende yoru no naka itami wo nigirishime nemurimashou My sweet mother smile The warm sleep at last Deadly sweet mother smile In the middle of night let?™s seize the pain and sleep Sou jiyuu wa nakute jiyuu no naka de jiyuu no kabe ga watashi ka aishita mono wo subete kaeshite sou kimetsukerareta kimetsuke koto ni kimetsuke hito wa sorera no naka de jiyuu wo nakusu I didn?™t have that freedom, in my freedom The free wall I??return all those I loved That piece of my mind I want to tell that person In that I will loose my freedom Shinde yuku mono ureshisou na kao umarete yuku mono kanashisouna kao bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye Mother yononaka no hito wa nanimo kizuku kazu yononaka no hito wa shirazu kizutsuke watashi wa hitori Those who continue dying, those who continue having a happy face as they are born The sad face bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye mother Many people in the middle of the night notice People in the middle of the night unknowingly hurt, I am alone My Sweet Mother hohoende atatakai nemuri wo saigo ni Deadly Sweet Mother hohoende yoru no naka itami wo nigirishime My Sweet Mother hohoende atatakai nemuri wo saigo ni Deadly Sweet Mother hohoende watashi mo jiyuu ni saigo no o wakare wo My sweet mother smile The warm sleep at last Deadly sweet mother smile In the middle of night let?™s seize the pain and sleep My sweet mother smile The warm sleep at last Deadly sweet mother smile I too shall freely separate at the end Transliterated by Hikaru-Fujimiya http://www.nichiboku.net/knkashi Translated by LSR_7

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