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Monday, November 21, 2005


   Same Old Story
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Time: 10:29
Music: Some Bleach Song
Mood: Frustrated and very much confused.

I don't really have much to say today as I don't do much. Instead of whining, I think I'll rant.

It's stupid. It's taken me 16 years to figure out that in order for me to be happy, I really should stop trying to please others. I may have less friends, but what's losing a few aquintences over happiness. Most the people I know I wouldn't even consider to be my friends. Just annoying people always wanting to fit in or whatever. Clinginess and being obnoxious isn't very flattering. I think if I start speaking my mind I'll be a lot better off. Oh, but that would be cold-hearted, wouldn't it? I don't care. I'm not really that nice of a person...I've been through too much to be 'nice'. What they hell does 'nice' even intel? Useless word. So, I've been looking at things differently for the past two days, and my mom thinks I'm crazy. Well sorry for being a teenager mom. Two more years I swear. And what teo fucktastic years they will be?

The tears stop falling
I begin to understand
The truth never existed
No more will I hold your hand


^Excert from one of my recent works

Anyway, to put it simply, I'm not holding back anymore.

Whilst I was listening to Christmas music, today I realized that I wouldn't have a white Christmas nor friends to have a X-mas party with. I don't know what I'll do this year then. (I knew I should've kept that snowball from 5 years ago). If anyone has any ideas that'd be cool.

My week has pretty much sucked so far. Nothing to do, no one to hang with, well except my dad, but after five hours of Splinter Cell, I think I'm done. What to do what to do. Feel free to PM or something. I don't have my Instant Messengers because our computer is still incapacitated.

Mr. Shishio spontaneously combusted...again!

So, how is everyone? Got any plans for Christmas?

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