Friday, March 3, 2006

Wot U doin'?!

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Time: 11:04 pm Music: I’ll fly with you By: Gigi D’Agostino Mood: On task. I still believe in your eyes; I just don't care what You've done in your life. Baby I’ll always be here by your side; Don't leave me waiting too long, Please come by! I, I, I, I still believe in your eyes; There is no choice, I belong to your life. Because I, I live to love you some day; You'll be my baby And we'll fly away And I’ll fly with you, I'll fly with you, I'll fly with you!!! You are, are, are, are, are, are!!! You are, are, are, are, are, are!!! You are, are, are, are, are, are!!! (Male voice) Every day and every night, I always dream that You are by my side. Oh, baby, every day and every night, Well, I said everything's Gonna be alright. And I’ll fly with you, I'll fly with you, I'll fly with you!!! You are, are, are, are, are, are!!! You are, are, are, are, are, are!!! I’ve been able to wind down and get some time to myself. Today was nerve-racking, but it’s over. I had a heated discussion with my parents over my current life situation, and of course they think I’m being selfish. Maybe I am, but how can you sit there and take away what I enjoy most about my life: getting away with my friends and hanging out with a whole bunch of anime obsessed people who I can relate to more than the absentminded freshmen who sits next to me in class. The problem is that I am to get my license soon, and we start looking for my car next week and such, but I have to pay gas money. I wouldn’t mind that on a normal basis, but I do not have a job and my only source of money is the twenty bucks I get for allowance every Friday. Yes I’m thankful for having parents who actually buy me a car, yes I’m happy to even receive an allowance, and yes I’m glad to be able to drive and have more freedom in my life. That’s all I’ve wanted for the past five years. I made plans that I would go to Akon, and now only Oni-con every year, because I enjoy going to conventions a lot. It just makes me mad that my parents don’t see how much cons mean to me. I asked if they could still drive me places so I could save, but they’re all, “No, once you get a car, you’re responsible to get yourself places.” Fine by me, but come on, help me out. It’s like I want there help because I expect them to help, the are my parents, and then the fact that I’m very stubborn and independent comes in, thus making me have the mindset of ‘I don’t need or want your help’. I just don’t know. I'll start looking for a job now, the sooner I can support myself, the sooner I can leave the house for college. I just realized something that made me feel like a total dork. I was going to take pre-calc this summer so I can take Calculus AB next year, but that I realized there’s no point because I have all my math credits. I’m such a nerd. Not really, I’m just trying my hardest to graduate early, but that all depends on a few factors. Even if I do, it’ll be to obtain a full-time job so I can pack some money away for college. I guess I’ve realized how big my dreams are for the future. I want to be a successful graphic artist and be part of an anime company, and that’ll be hard. I still don’t want to forget my other dreams of becoming a DJ and I still want to have at least one book published before I die. Man, that seems like a lot, but I think if I achieve those things I'll never be bored in life. All of those dreams point toward my ultimate dream of me and my three best friends chilling in our top story apartment, all sitting in comfy couches with glasses of wine in our hands, looking out at some nighttime skyline of some big city. Well brake out the photos and remember when’s...yeah, that’s my life’s goal. Woo for finding a purpose in life. *looks over shoulder* Siris: *quiet sleep* Awr, that’s cute. He’s worn out. His thoughts have been recently plagued with nightmares of the bad sort. I’m happy he’s able to catch a few Zs. Ever since Kawaii Seth brought up summer break, that’s all I’ve been thinking about. Eleven freaking weeks and I'll be over. It’ll go faster once March is over as spring break just kind of sets the pace. After that, everything’s a snowball of lost friendships and gained relationships, good and bad times, and grades and class ranks. I cannot wait until summer. I hope to hang with my peep and goof off. Not like I normally would, but I mean like we actually do stuff, like go outside and play stuff, do pranks, ride bikes. Dudes, the last time I rode bikes with a group of friends was in the fifth grade. Come on, I don’t want to forget how that feels. In other news, I’ve found my new target purchase. Want to know what it is? Siris: *snore* Of course you do! It’s a new computer DJ program, I lost my last one two computers ago, and I’d really like to get back into mixing. Music is a big part of my life and becomes a bigger part of it everyday. It defines me, and I’d never give it up. I don’t know what I want through so off to searching I go. I'll definitely have it time for my summer bash though. Ooh, just got a great idea. I’m thinking about inviting friends from Austin and Chicago plus my friends here. XD That’ll give everyone a chance to find their clone counterpart. I find that everywhere I move my friends remind me of so and so, it’s funny, but then there are some friends who are just so unique, you can’t copy them. I need to actually rest for school, so I guess I'll go lie down and watch the tube. Ciao! Lemony Slash <3

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