Sunday, May 14, 2006

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Current Time: 5:30 PM Current Music: Where'd You Go - Fort Minor Current Mood: Thoughtful/Pissed --:Lyrics:-- Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone She said some days I feel like shit Some days I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home You know, the place you used to live Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile but now you only stop by every once in a while Shit I find myself just filling my time With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind I'm doing fine and I'm planning' to keep it that way You can call me if you find that you have something to say And I'll tell you I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home I want you to know it’s a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating' Tired of sitting and hating' and making these excuses For why you're not around, and feeling sort of useless It seems that one thing has been true all along You don't really know what you've got till its gone I guess I've had it with you and your career When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home Please come back home --:Lyrics:-- Life is so two-sided. Everything can either go one of two ways and you're forced to choose one or the other. There's hardly ever an in-between, and even then there's bound to be more problems. So basically life is an equation with two variables that play off each other in hopes of creating a equal plane of life (Hence: Living life to the fullest). Siris: *ponders* This has been on your mind a lot, has it not? It has, and I want to actually writetype it so I don't sound crazy, but I'm pretty sure I sound crazy all the time. That's beside the point. Fifteen days of school left and I have so much on my mind right now. This week should be very easy as I would have gotten rid of all the THREE projects and other homework, thus allowing some stress to fall away there. I can't help but be slightly ticked off at the circumstances in my life now. I want to make so many people happy, and yet to do so, I'd have to literally tear myself into equal parts. There are basically T W O ways out. See!!! Two. Dos. Deux. Ni. II. Both of which have their pros and cons, you know, so it's like, which one do I f***ing pick. >.< Siris: Lemony, you lost me... Rajah: Mew! That's okay thief, this was intended to be more of a rant to myself than anything. You don't have to try and get it. After all, you're one of the FEW persons who does understand me. Next year, I'm going to be a junior...The pressure for getting into my college of choice seems to be at my doorstep. I know where I want to go, and what I want to do. I just don't know if everything will turn out as it planned. I would really like to go to college with all my current friends, but there are chances that we won't all make it. Some don't seem to see how important grades and high school is in general. It irritates me to the max, but I'm not going to sit there and keep telling them so. There are certain things in life that you have to want in order to get them...I guess I'll just have to see how things turn out. You know what WOULD be nice? If people could just grow up and not rely on others to make life interesting. It just doesn't work that way. The simple reality is that there are going to be days when everyone you know is busy, leaving you to think of something to do, which isn't all too hard - especially for a teenager. Don't get me wrong there are times when you feel like there's nothing to do and that everyone else is trying to shun you, but to be immature about it...makes me wonder why I put up with such people. Siris: Take a chill pill, eh? Don’t start with that, but maybe I should. I still need to do one project and an assignment that is the equivalent of a mini project. I do have a question for you all today, and would really appreciate it if you would answer it. Question: Do you think with your heart or you head? Why?

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