Tuesday, June 27, 2006

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current time: 12:00 current music: somewhere only we know - keane current mood: perplexed, drained current drink: water --Lyrics-- I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin So if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? (break) Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin So if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go So why don't we go HmmmaaaAAAA.....Ahhhoooooo.... This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? --Lyrics-- [rant]And so, I had a very strange dream last night, the left the majority of my night interrupted and very bothersome. My dreams seem to always take places I have never been before, because I have no idea where this was, but it was at some sort of park with a whole bunch of people that had just smiles on their faces. No eyes, noes or anything. I was there with my closest friends and we came across the water filled ravine so to speak. The water was quite comfortable and the first time we went in eveyrthing was fine, but the second time I slowly drifted to the bottom and I was drowning. My friends...they didn't help me. It was really weird. When I died, I starting falling to the the bottom of nothing and woke up in this desert wear I was being buried by sand. I woke up, and I was very cold, which is usual for me. I looked up some on the meaning to my dream and this is what I got: Dreaming that you are drowning means that you are overwhelmed by emotions or repressed issues that is coming back to haunt you. You may be proceeding too quickly in trying to discover your unconscious thoughts and therefore must proceed more cautiously and slowly. Dreaming that you are walking through a desert means loss and misfortune. You may be suffering from an attack on your reputation. Deserts are also symbolic of barrenness, loneliness and feelings of isolation and hopelessness. Dreaming that you fall and are frightened indicates a major struggle and overwhelming problem in your life. It may denote that you have failed to achieve a goal that you have set forth for yourself. ----------------------------- That IS my current state in a nut shell. My close network of friends isn't so close anymore, and I really just don't want to be around them right now. When I am, I can feel the tension, and the clashing emotion, it just doesn't work. Hell, if staying away from people for a bit can allow me to keep my sanity, then I'm all for it. You can take it as me a v o i d i n g you, but whatever. Maybe I am, maybe I'm not. My life is pretty stressful right now, so don't take it personally if I can't do as much. Hell, it's called growing up. I can't go for sleepovers all the time like it used to be when I was kid. Siris: o.o;; I just want to asplode, I don't want to even go into what I'm going through right now. I just might break. Playing with fire looks like fun, but not if you get burned. Chores and a sleepless night await. If I said something you didn't like. Tough shit, I need a break.[/rant] --Lemony--

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