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Monday, December 11, 2006
hey everyone hows it going? pretty ok here i guess. i'm SO bored out of my mind! all day i've just been asleep and when i wake up i go to youtube and listen to random jrock or kpop....who am i kidding? this is what it really should say "i've been listening to a list of jrock bands, half of them being pretty bad, and to sooth the pain in my ears, i listened to DBSK from time to time." there thats better XDDD! yes, yes, i'm still obsessed about dbsk, i think i'm gonna do my layout to suit their Balloons pv...yeah, i'm retarded XDD. *ahem* only a handful of the bands i listened to actually stood out. i think the one that suprised me the most was Unsraw. all these ppl kept saying that they were too heavy, but i was like "whatev" but then i listened to them and i was like "woah, this is really heavy!" i don't like heavy metal too much but i like them because they're different. they're a vk band also but their style is unique as well. heres 2 of their songs, enjoy.
-9- (a heavy song)
and [REW] (a semi heavy song, you can at least hear the vocalist sing in this one XDDD)
lets see what else. lynch is pretty good. viored is too. but i checked about 13 bands today and it was frustrating how many vk bands sounded alike. meh, at least i know that in a handful of vk bands you are bound to at least find one good one :3!
oh yes i'm also sorry for not posting, wishing teruki a happy birthday and yesterday was kenzo from ayabie's birthday too. *sigh* too many jrocker b-day's i swear. haha i just noticed something. karyu, teruki and kenzo all in a row! that's great X3!
*its been about 5 minutes later* w00T!~ i needed some an cafe to cheer me up. i went to their website and they have new pictures up :o! i'm so gonna jack that hat from miku X3. i also watched a recent little comment of theirs. its been forever since i've watched like an interview or comment from them. teruki has such a high pitched voice X3! but miku's voice is my fav :3! dunno why though!~ now i'm listening to magnya carta 8D! i love that cd, its like eating a bowl of pink for breakfast. speaking of cds, i have way too many jrock mp3s on my computer XDDD i have just cd's of bands i hardly listen to on here, haha but hey, the bright side is that if any of you need a certain jrock song, theres a good chance i may have it :D
what else, oh yeah. i hate going to the psychiatrist TT_TT. i know i kinda need the help but all she does is poke and poke and i'm just like "ok ok! i'll tell you anything you want if you just leave me alone!". she gets upset that i don't take my medication either, i just don't like it. *sorry this is random but as i'm typing i'm looking at my pug alucard and hes squealing in his sleep, is that normal?* she's trying to make me less anti-social, i mean, there's nothing wrong with being anti social its just i don't even leave my house or go with friends. i have a rule with my friends that they can't call me, if they do, they know i won't answer. its kinda weird but if i'm around friends too long, i just can't take it and i feel like vomiting. if anything upsets me i try and throw up. last year i went through a bad depression and missed alot of school because of it. my mom didn't know what was wrong and i was sent to the hopsital 3 times. its really gay and i feel like i can't help it.
i'm also not very compassionate. "apparently" i'm either blocking ppl out or keeping myself blocked in. its rather annoying really. i have friends that i've known for years and one time alex's friend died and she came in crying and i didn't know what to do, i knew it was wrong but its like my mind was like "he died...what's that go to do with me?". i know this is weird but sometimes i wish i could just cry in front of ppl, i can't even do that.
well, i guess i should stop bitchin' you're probably getting sick of it already.
~bai bai~
-Kayla
p.s. i'm sorry for not being able to go to ppls sites today. i've been kinda busy.
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