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Friday, October 5, 2007


   Suteki Da Ne?
In case some of you didn't know, "Suteki Da Ne" is the song from Final Fantasy X and it's translated to something like "Isn't it Lovely?" I can't remember the exact translation... Well at the moment I'm extremely relaxed. Perhaps it's because I'm allowed to have my shoes off in school and though it's hot, the fan is blowing and giving me a steady stream of air. Ahhh...

Sorry, I know you all probably don't want to read how I feel lol. I'm also pretty happy because I did my homework already so nothing for the weekend, homecoming game's tonight and I'm sure my sister is going to be queen. Though I'm still quite envious of her popularity, I'm happy. No matter how many times I pray I can't seem to get rid of my envy, but I also am glad that something good happens to someone as wonderful as her, so I don't feel as bad. Still feel bad, but at least I have no hatred towards her like some people would.

I'd really like to thank all of those who told me to try and not live in her shadow, or my brother's, because I really appreciate that someone cares enough to say so. I'm just glad I can vent out some of that online because nobody here knows me or can judge me by looks. Truth is I'm a very crude and sarcastic person that doesn't look happy and of course I'm not involved in anything. For a while there I felt as though I needed to be someone because both my bro and sis got onto homecoming court and I'm sure my sis is gonna be on prom's court, too. But high school isn't really all that important. Sure it's where you start out and learn all your 'mannerisms', but nobody you'll meet later on in life is gonna care how popular you were or where you went. So in an odd way, I'm trying to live in the future.

Gah, didn't mean to write this much. Sorry if I made any of you lose your braincells ^^;

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