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• A Time wasting ginger
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• I got to no.1 in the highest rated artists list on the Otaku once...and more recenlty a green belt in jujitsu...
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005
I lie deep in pensive mood sometimes for hours
Digging deeper and deeper my own grave
Each dark thought pulling me down, unable to resist I fall
I slip into my coffin, each moment pulling the lid shut
I lie in silence unable to escape – I cannot get out
The darkness consumes – I need to escape, away from these feelings
I cannot get out
Trapped within my thoughts I try to ignore but they stain
Ignorance no longer an option, the word “futile” comes to mind
Empty inside – the loss I feel yet I do not know what it is I miss
My mind in free-fall- nothing to grab onto and hold close, nothing to comfort
Anger and despair eat away at my soul
Soon there will be nothing to leave my body along with my last breath
I need to escape – I cannot get out
I am different, I should not feel this way…but I do
I should not feel, just exist, just obey
No one truly caring for me until the day I die
The funeral the only respect I am paid
The tomb the only rest I am given
Forced to wander among the graves until the end of time
As alone as I was from my first waking moment
This is my Fate, chosen for me before time began
I cannot get out
Doomed to endure the hand I am dealt
Doomed to endure the haunting feelings I harbour
Until I am no more
I cannot get out.
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