Friday, June 9, 2006

so close yet, so far away.
....only four days left, right?

I think so.

all of my finals are finished.

except:

physics presentation
algebra exam[I hate my math teacher, Bipolar I swear]
Phys Ed

Physics: no problem, I like to talk
Algebra: took the practice exam recently, 50 percent on both runs. Lady Fate, Jesus, God, If you guys are reading this...PLEASE BE ON MY SIDE.
Phys Ed: I dont know too much on how this'll kill me, except for the fact that I have difficulties running long distances.

I dont know which exam I'll have first, but I dont care. I'll take it, and try to pass.

On Thursday(?) my brother's coming to visit.

I get to play KHII and[possibly] SCIII

^___^ yay.

I will pwn whoever comes over to my place to play soul calibur3! hopefully ^___^' cos all my other friends have played it....AND THEY KICK ASS AND TAKE NAMES.

as for KHII, just want to play to see if it's better than the original, needs less disney oriented bs.

I'm going to go see XIII: The Last Stand, tomorrow.

but living on a big base and having one cinema with only 500 seats, will be a problem.

that's why I'm getting my tickets tonight.

I invited a friend, just hoping that she'll turn up. if not, I've got another friend, I know she'll turn up.

I built my yearbook today.

just a notebook.

got all my friends sigs and email addresses and such.

two that stuck out the most:

1. When life gives you lemons, stick them in your bra & make your chest look bigger<- wise words from alyssa. ^___^'

*hello? I'm a guy.

2.What's up gansturr? you rock, dont change! peace <3, Alex.
*erased line*

* what she doesnt know is that I read the line before she erased it, cos we were in Phys Ed and I took the yearbook inside to see if anyone else wanted to sign it.

it read:

(I like you)

then I went back outside and she erased it.

now what bugs me is...

was she joking? cos, she's got a boyfriend already....And I'm really closed minded to relationships.

I gotta see her monday about it.

If I can find her.

well that's all for now!

have a good weekend everybody!^__^

Leon.

Now: Red Sky
Artist: Thrice
Album: Vheissu [<- try to pronouce that! I dare you.]

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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

is it just me or is this place like not as lively as it used to be?

right now my page 19 thousand something in popularity, out of 45,000.

weird.

yah I kinda like the popular thing.

it's a small margin though.

Leon.
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eight days left.
and my physics thesis is due in four.

dont worry I picked something easy.

so close yet so far away.

next tuesday, I get to play KH II.

YES.

I played the first one all they coulda left out was those disney references, annoying they are.

and my trip to france is next friday.

woo. */sarcasm*

I cant belive it , I've been up since 0256 hours, and it's now 0615 hours then I got to go to school.

grr.

today my inner demoin's going to have a really great day.

look at the date.
look at the month.
look at the year.

I can tell he's happy.

ok that's for now.

have a great day this mourning.

watch out for y'know "supernatural" crap, too.

Leon.
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Friday, June 2, 2006

   two weeks left.....
I'm kinda sorta amped....

as I told you guys yesterday, no one's going to be here this summer.

except my little brother.

I'm kinda sorta amped for that cos he bought Kingdom Hearts 2, the day before I left Vegas, and I havent played yet.

It'll sound weird though...

none of that j-pop/orchestrated stuff, head towards my ears, just alot of punk and electronica.

they're mouths'll move all I'll hear is:

[for any of my readers who listen to hikaru, gomanasi! ^____^']

1979[New Orginals Crystal Method Remix] / Smashing Pumpkins

Banquet[Phones Disco Edit] / Bloc Party

Beautiful Day[Brian Walker's Zer0 hour Twilight Reworking] / U2

Bite To Break Skin[The Legion Of Doom Remix] / Senses Fail

Burn[Allegded remix] / Alkaline Trio

Clockworks / Autopilot Off

Dance, Dance[Brian Walker's Double Agent Mission Failure Reowrking] / Fall Out Boy

Everyone Is Someone In L.A. / Felix Da Housecat

Start Today / Fall Out Boy

Firestarter / The Prodigy

First Day[General Midi Remix] / Timo Maas

Minority / Green Day

Helena / My Chemical Romance

Helicopter[Whitey Version] / Bloc Party

I Dissapear / The Faint

Image Of The Invisible / Thrice

Insitutionalized / Senses Fail

Today / Junkie XL

Club Foot / Kasabian

Luno[Bloc Party vs. Death From Above 1979] / Bloc Party

The Bitter End / Placebo

Plans[Replanned by Mogwai] / Bloc Party

Ready Steady Go / Paul Oakenfold

Seeing Red[Screaming At The Wall] / Thrice

I Know What You Buried Last Summer / Senses Fail vs. Taking Back Sunday

Somebody Told Me[Brian Walker's 5th Circle Of Sin City Reworking] / The Killers

Song 2[Brian Walker's Amphetamine Fueled Death Trip Reworking] / Blur

Speed Of Sound[Brian Walker's Fully Anesthetized Anti-Gravitation Reworking] / Coldplay

Stare At The Sun / Thrice

Stupid Kill / Alkaline Trio vs. Thrice

Suburbian Home[I Like Food] / Taking Back Sunday

The Quiet Screaming / Brand New vs. Dashboard Confessional

The Pioneers[m83 Remix] / Bloc Party

The Rock Show / Blink 182

Time To Escape / Hot Snakes

Time To Waste / Alkaline Trio

To The End[Brian Walker's AntiSocial DoomsDay Banquet Reworking] / My Chemical Romance

Tuned To A Different Station / Dogs

Way Away / YellowCard

Rough Landing, Holly / YellowCard

^ and that's just my psp playlist.

but first, exams.

shit. I'm screwed.

at least I passed my gutiar exam.

^____^

all I have to worry about is: english, physics and algebra.

but the hardest final I'll have is Phys Ed.

[for those ofmy readers who know me personally, we know why.]

So amped.

so amped.

so amped.

just have to pass my finals, and I'll be ok.

but....I'll have to find a way to make up for the wrecked social gathering....*see yesterday's post*

how?

Leon.
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Thursday, June 1, 2006

   the end of school is almost here and, I've just learned.....
THAT MY SUMMER WILL SUCK.

I had all this stuff planned out....

and a couple days ago, most of my friends told me: "Leon, I'm working all summer" or "Dude, I'm grounded." or [I hate this one A BLEEDING LOT.] "Sorry Leon, I'm off to the states."

*scoff* if it's for their own benefit, I'm ok with that. I'm not joking.

Well, I do have something of very very very very very very very very very slight interest happening...the rest of my family is coming out to London and we're heading out to, Paris, France... for one reason....

Euro.

Disney.

Land.

oh, joy....*said dripping in sarcasm*

Well hey it beats having to stay home right?

and besides, I might bump into a French chick and...just,y'know....talk.

HA!

I got you!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

[I hope that made sense, I'm just full of energy right now...]

there's the rest of June, Then comes July.

partying nonstop.

yes.

yes.

YES!

but living in London, the weather's almost always unpredictable....

damn.

and I'll be partying with a bunch of my mum's friends kids who are either:

1. really really annoying
2. are younger than me.

damn, again.

then comes August.

I had this social gathering of the 15th celebration of my birth all planned out....

seems like I'm going to have to call it off.

seeing that half my friends have planned ahead...

I'm just going to get alot of cash from relatives on the other side of the pond, now i wonder what I'm going to burn it on.....

Games?

Manga?

another skateboard I wont really use?

....I dont know yet.


then I have to prepare for my second year of high school.

I'll see everybody again.

but I'll be different, and probably look different.

same with my friends.

then I get to be a tour guide for new kids in the school.

and continue to do what I did last year...

convence the teachers that I'm paying attention

by then it's already fall.

homecoming dance.

I dont know if I should ask her.

probably not. -____-'

she's "taken", I'm "taken"

she doesnt like me, I like her.

hopefully I'll change by that time.

then winter comes.

yay! cold weather!* said dripping in sarcasm*

but I'll only have three more weeks in London.

then, I'm leaving to head back to Sin City.

almost there.....

just gotta hold out a little longer....


^___^

now: Beautiful Day[Brian Walker's Zero Hour Twilight Reworking]
artist: U2
album: E-Day: Part 1 - The Revolutionary Endeavour

Leon.

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

   My Current State Of Mind.
Well, I've been in England for about seven months now.

I've made friends at work.

Our Friendship is falling apart as I speak.

It started in October, I was just going to sit by myself in study hall, but I saw this lonely chick, so I had aquained myself with her. We just talked and talked. until a couple months later, tow more new people came, I had aquainted myself with both of them. I decided to take both of them out to the shop. They both had enjoyed my jumpy attitude towards everything, and my company.

It stayed that way until now.

I tried to make my relationship with the girl, that intro'd this place to me and other anime related things, to go from just friends to "ok, let's go to the prom together."

I tried five times.

Shot down.

All five times.

She doesnt want to be my friend anymore.

I'M TRYING TO MAKE AMENDS. THEY'NRT WORKING.

I'm getting closer and closer to my inner demon.

He's pushing away my friends.

What do I do?

Drowning In His Sleep,

Leon Fury.
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