Thursday, April 26, 2007

   HI Guyss..

I've not written in here for months. NOthing exciting's happened exept for me loving zt a bagillion times more than in the previous entry:) and track is going well. Anyway I keep a real diary now so this one is pointless BUUUT My gym class friend Catie B. has inspired me to want to write a silly story and post it on here!

Here we go:

"Je T'aime?", Pt 1

"If love be rough with you, be rough with love. Prick love for pricking, and you beat love down." Daphnie repeated to herself. She was sitting on her bed, legs crossed, pondering this line from Romeo and Juliet. She gazed out the window wondering what to make of this wimsicle love story. "If only I had love." She sighed. "Love's arrow has yet to fall upon me.."
The Alarm sounded. Seven o'clock. " Oh god Oh god, I'll be late." Daphnie grabbed her bags and fled her room, catching one last glance in the mirror to be sure of her appearance. Strawberry-blonde hair swayed near her elbows, Bright blue eyes looked from here to there, and a slim body was wrapped in her highschool's uniform-a neat white shirt and a knee-length maroon skirt. She walked to school holding her books and picking small flowers the whole way. Daphnie was on her way to a new highschool where she knew no one. "Hello," she said answering her phone, "Mathieu! Thank goodness..
Mathieu is Dapnie's older brother, he is 18 she is 16. Mathieu is a freshman at the University of Gene Stephens, while Daphnie begins her lower middler(sophomore)year at the Brightondale Acadamy.
"Are you nervous?" Mathieu asked.
"Of course!"
"Don't worry, you'll make friends in no time. I just wanted to call and remind you not to be too nervous" Mathieu smiled as he said this. "But I need to be going, call me at your lunch if you need to I won't be busy. Later alligator."
He hung up before she could answer. At this point Daphnie was on campus ground. She scrambled around with her bag trying to put away her phone. She stumbled as she accidentally ran into to someone and there her bag went spilling her notebooks and paper everywhere. The blood rushed to her cheeks as she picked her things up mumbling apologies to the boy. Four other boys stood to the side, two trying not to laugh. The boy she ran into picked up a paper labeled "Daphnie"
"Sorry, sorry..thanks" she stammered, grabbing the paper. He laughed.
"It's really okay... Daphnie" He said, standing over her. She looked up at him blushing, and quickly turned her head. Daphnie hurriedly walked off to class saying one more thank you.
"I'll see you around?" The boy said, but she did not hear him.
"I've never seen her before" said one of his friends."
" Yeah.." he replied watching her walk to class.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

   Birthday weeek!

Sorry I haven't written in a week but it was my birthday week;) I was busy I guesss.

Oh man. Where to start? Monady was my birthday, I am fifteen now! Yay.. Hmm It was really nice everyyone said happy birthday and on 3ntv they said "and a very special happy bday to marcie.." hehe^^ 3ntv is our school's channel thing I guess I don't know. Then at practice the seniors made everyone sing to mee! Bleh. We ran 400m repeats. I hate speeed! You're suppose to practice what you dread though. I think Wednesday we did 800m repeats. It really bummed me out that day like Cassy was in the lead and I was right behind her a lot, but I just felt like I was doing awful. Thursday I was so happy tough! We did farlecks but it was optional (my coaches are pushoverss!) BUt I felt really good when I was running and I ran really well. JEEEZ Our first meet is this Friday!! I'm incredibly nervous!!
Ah anyway yesterday was my birthday party! Crazy. I had a lot of people at my house mm: Me, Zach, Carly, Samantha Cress, Caty, Andrew, Nate, Lucas, Nicholas, Belton, Chad, Allie, My brothers, Sam, Sara, Abbey, and Devin. I think that's all. The last four were my brothers' guests. Jeez The first like 11 people I mentioned were all crammed inmy room and we hung out and they read my old journal. JEEEz, it had all this mean stuff about zach in it bc he was a jerk at hoecoming etc and then my latest entry was like "Wow reading through this makes me feel like an idiot for dating Zach buuuut we're perfect now" and they all laughed and just about everyone signed it. Jeez. I hung out with nick a lot and I think it made Zach mad=/ I didn't mean to. Ahhh me and Zach had a lot of fun together thoughh! Here's a few picturess! Me and Zach:D Belton looking very freshh.. Me and Nicholass he looks funny in this one and I'm all distorted=/ Nick thought this was amazinngg haha From the right it's me, Zach, Belton, and the last person is carly I think

I'll write more later Thanks for reading!!

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

   Yeah Yeah Yeahs

I wanna make them my music slavess! If you're interested in any Kill Bill movies and or the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, listen to the song "Warrior" because it makes me think of Kill Bill II like crazy!

Ah so yeah I had a really great day! I painted in the morning then called Zach and we hung out at north marion and we were going to play tennis all day but it rained all day. So we just talked for an hour in the rain, then we walked over the hill to my house and no one was homee. We were in my room and he kept looking through these old notebooks of mine and one was from 6th grade and I had a list of boys I liked and it was soo funny. Then we went back to north marion and waited in the rain for his mom to come. I don't know how to write it! But I'm so crazy about him! We always have so much fun together, and it's not like this over-sexed makeout relationship like evryone else seems to have these days. We haven't even kissed since we started dating haha jeez he's like so shy about stuff like that I think. I guess I am too. It's so funny. Don't laugh at me, but I was planning on kissing him randomly at school after 6th period friday and my whole french class was talking about it and I guess I chickened out! Jeez I can't believe how rediculous I am. hahaha I might do it Monday since it will be my birthday and a nice day to remember it. AHH I'm turning into a sappy girl!
Jeez anyway, I wrote Dorothea the longest letter ever. because I really miss her! We used to be together all the time, and we'd do the craziest stuff!I don't see how anyone can go through life with out a best friend. hah She called me the other day because she was religion confused. She said Maryjane (her bfs mom) said that when you die memories run through your mind, and if they are happy memories then you are a good person and sort of go to heaven and if they are memories of like lies and sex then you are a bad person and you sorta go to hell, I forget how she put it. But she said Maryjane was an athiest so ah I don't know. We talked for hours about it.
OMg! I love my life right now! I love Zach, I love Dorothea, My brother are so great me and josh had a serious conversation today and I feel like I actually helped him out with his gf problems lol and I'm like seven years younger then him :) Um My mothers a crazy bitch and I guess she's sleeping with a married guy now. Uhg I wish I didn't almost hate her. Back to the good. If I consider today Sunday (It's 1AM) Then my birthday is tomorroww!!! Yay.
I need to go to bed. Have a nicee day!!
thanks for reading:)

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

   Things are going so well lately.

EEee!! Where to begin?
1. Track
2. Zach
3. birthday!
4. Everything elsee^^

First off, I had a really nice day aside from English class! It's like every other day I'm in a great mood and am able to laugh easily, other days I don't I get nervous or anxious or something. But that's very seldom now:)
AH TRACK! Okay so I've been working my butt off the last couple of weeks and when I went to Zach's flyers race it was crazy inspiring so that helped. &on our first day of hard-work practice I killed all the long distance runners! We did mile and a 1/2 repeats, and on the first one Cassy and I finished together first (which is sweeet because we're both only freshman:) and then we didn't know we were going to do it again so we went all out and raced at the end, we're so competetive but it's in a nice way It's so cool I love Cassy! Then on the second one I was the only one to finish under 10 minutes:) Mr. Moffa said in a couple weeks I might have my mile under 6 minutes:) I had around 6:30 during the repeats and I pushed it in the last half mile. It was so great, Zach is like a running phenom and he was there to watch me finish. YAy! I'm sorry if I'm bragging or anything, I'm just really excited about it. Today at practice we just did an easy run. Mariah ran cross country with us and she was way better than me but I think I can beat her now. She's a junior. She always acts like she doesn't want us to push it and stuff it's weird I wish I could just run with Cassy:) Or Jordan M. She seems nice. She was better than me in track in middle school, but now I can beat her yay! I hope she runs cross contry next year.
Now Zach! We're like best friends! It's so nice, we are completely perfect for each other! Sometimes he'll get real sappy and tell me funny stuff like earlier he was saying how things are going so well for him and he's never been so happy haha:D I think I'm about at the point where I can say I love Zach and really mean it. I always avoid serious things like that. Eeeh I just don't wanna be in too deep and get my heart stomped on again. Uhm I'm teaching him how to play tennis tomorrow :) haha

OH GUESS WHAT! My birthday is in three days! well I guess two now because it's passed midnight. BUT JEEZ! It's been really warm lately so if it stays like this until the weekend after the 12th I'm going to have maybe a bonfire bithday party. Which are do fun! I know I can't prevent it from getting big so I don't know I just hope no one brings like alcohol, etc, etc. Whatever it'll be sooo fun!
I'm going to take a guess now that ZT will get me a CD for my birthday. Haha I don't caree I told him to draw me a picture and that would do haha. Oh My painting skills are increasingg! Painting is tough stuff. I drew a runner the other day at school and I really liked how it turned out so I started painting it today and it looks nice so far. I just couldn't make a good skin color. He looks sorta orange:(
That's all I think. Have a nice Saturdayyy!!
Thanks for readingg!

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Sunday, March 4, 2007

Interpol broke my heart.

(background=interpol)
Well, one of my favorite bands is said to be breaking up after the release of their next album.
It is Sunday, March 4th, 2007 1:59PM.
I just finished reading a book for english. I really don't like my English teacher. She's a cool lady but all she does is makes us read, like my brother teaches me anything or everything I knowabout grammer and etc. etc. He laughs at me for not knowing sertain things, and says the only way to improve in French is to better understand English. AH, j'aime mon frére:D
Oh anyway the book I finished was Pride and Prejudice! I loved it. If I were to marry a Mr. Darcy, I would be Marcie Darcy hahaha.
There are so many books I neeed to read! next I might read "Peace Breaks Out." I love war books, and it's the sister noval to "A Seperate Peace" which is my favorittee:) Yesterday I bought "Saving Fish From Drowning" It looks so good! But "Peace Breaks Out" is way short so I can finish it soon. blah Then I need to read "The Prestige" I've read half of it but there were so many interuption with school I'm just going to start over. I wish I had someone to talk about books with haha.
Oh and yesterday I bought the tenth volume of bleach. I really love Tite Kubo, and I thought he was like old, but he's really only close to thirty and he's attractive haha:)
I didn't watch very much anime last night, just Ereka 7 and Samurai Champloo. I love bothh of them! Samurai Champloo has had a song on the last couple episodes that is reaally sad and pretty. I need to figure out what it is!:)
Oh we went house hunting today and it was so fun! We're looking for a house in Farmington which is a nice place and it's closer to Zach^^ I'm so happy though, we went to the house I was writing about yesterday and my dad and brother didn't like it and decided against it. YAY
Uhnn I have to go get ready for my little cousin's birthday. I got her this little diary from claire's and I just realized it has skulls on it.. haha damn oh well. She might still like it. When I was little I loved buying diaries from there and apparently still like diaries:) I also bought her jewery and stuff, she'll be ten! Woooh^^
Thanks for readingg

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Saturday, March 3, 2007

   Night Songs

That's a sweeet album name.

I wish there was an exploding emoticon.

UHG I was having a really good day, and I swear earlier I wrote somewhere that I knew being happy like that would not last long and something bad was going to happy. Wouldn't you know it. A couple things to make me either really mad or make me feel really bad. First off I had already written this big post on here and as soon as I was about to post it my computer like went nuts with pop-ups and the site was gonee along with the big post I slaved over. Grrr I was just writing like a half an hour ago about how happy I was now I'm an angryy girl!
I wrote earlier about my happy, first track practice etc. etc. &about how me and Zach are doing really well, we talked on the phone alll morning and had planned to go to the movies at seven. BUT now we're probably not going, because he doesn't feel well. He says we're definitely going next weekend. WELL THAT'S REALLY stupid. I do hope he feels better I guess. I need to entirely quit getting my hopes up about things. I hate feeling let down. We probably won't even go next weekend, because we have an unconventinal relationship.
Before that my face almost exploded with embarrassment! Okay so this morning my dad took me to this house that he might buy. We're moving in the summer, because this current house sort of sucks. I used to live with my mom. Um so we went to Shinnston and looked at a house he wanted, my dad is cheap and picked a sorta crmmy house to look at. Later my brother was asking me about it before him and my dad went to go look at it, and I was explaining to him all the bad points of the house in a very cynical way, and I guess my dad maybe heard it all. Oh jeez I've never felt so bad. Why can't I just shut up and be happy with thingsss :(
I wish I didn't get so mad about things. There are people with waaay worse problems.

IT's amazing how quickly your day or mood can change. Right now I'm in a very angry, mean mood from not going to the movies... I was just getting ready and he tells me this like an hour before the movie is playing. I guess it's good that this angry feeling is taking over the guilt about my dad. NO IT JUST STARTED SNOWING!

Mmmm I don't feel like writing anymore.
Thanks for reading.
I hate you.

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Thursday, March 1, 2007

   Tired Again

Ahhhg I've been at North Marion since noon, I just got home and it's 5:30. Sleeeppy. So I have school tomorrow! Finally! YAY!! I can't believe we haven't had school all week. The water in Fairmont is still out, but I guess they plan to work around not having water. Weirrd, we shouldn't even have school. I seriously have nothing better to do. :)

Ahh I think my mom is drunk? She just called and she sounded a little slurred.. Christ I can't stand her. When I answered I was like uhhh are you drunk and she said WHy would you say something like that front of your dad and continued in a drunk manner. Who the hell drinks at 5:00??
Uhg anyway, today was so fun.:) I saw Cassy and ran with her just like back in the cross country days. Man I miss it so much. Zach's indoor track coach told him to 8 1000s. Jeez, and of course he did. -and we had the chance to hang out! HAH then my dad came and I guess he really likes Zach so they talked for a while. Poor Zach. My dad is a highschool math teacher(geometry, calculas uhh other stuff), and the cross country/tennis coach. I actually have him for class to. He's known to be like the big, mean, teacher of the school. He's not mean at all:) Like I guess he can be, and I've seen him flip out on someone a few times. He's a coool dad though.
I think I'm gonna go get a shower or something.
Later alligatorr

Oh btw! Thankss a lot Heero Yuy &Magnus Lensherr(sorry I don't think I know your names) But yeah thanks for the help!!

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   HTML WIZARDSS :

Please help. How can I get rid of theses big, ugly, white inner boarders and how do I maybe get rid of the dumb ads? ??
:(

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

   TEEN ANGST

angst 1 (ängkst) Pronunciation Key
n. A feeling of anxiety or apprehension often accompanied by depression.

HAHAH How about I overheard this woman talking to other ladies about her children going through teen angst with their angry music and whatnot:D
They also mentioned something about myspace being dangerous.

I'm sucha eaves-dropper:D

Ahh Me and Zach are suppose to have our big talk at nine. hahaha Like when I'm thinking solitarily I get totally angry with him, then I talk to him and I'm like "<3".... :D haha
Okay key points to get across to him:
1. You're a bad boyfriend
2. I'm being jipped in the relationship department.
3. you never call me and we don't hang out very much, I feel like I'm in an internet relationship like a little kid AND THAT"S NOT COOL, or normal.
4. uhhh that's it?

I'm sucha loser:D

I get nervous, and I never get madd when I should &I need to thoughhh!

Meep I can do this, I just need to yell at him. I just know he's going to think I'm breaking up with him and that stinks.

Anyway..
I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY PLAYING TENNIS! I loveeeee it:) We were up at NM from 3-7 haha but I ran for a half hour of it. I LOVE THIS WARMER WEATHER!!

I love my friend chad! I made him listen to one of my top bands todayy and..
Chad: MAN..
The Format is Chad's beat today!

I laughed so hard! I like my guy friends more than my girlfriends most of the time. Except for Dorothea she's my besssst friend
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Okay we talked.
Wasn't so hard I just felt like a jerk
haha I hope things get better between us now. :)
Me: Do you know what the kiss test is??
Zt: no i do not :)
Me: hahah
Me: I'll try it on you! :)
Zt: oh my :D

HAHAHA
Nate told me the kiss test is when you hug someone (someone you're not really dating or anything) and then you kiss them unexpectedly to see if the other person likes you!
hahaha
He said every boy should know what it is!


Um, gotta go.
Bye! thanks for reading, anybody!
;D

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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

   Ahh so tired!

It's only 8 and I'm totally beat. I'm beginning to think I write way too much on here sometimes- pointless things I just ramble on and on about my day:D So I'm going to try and make this short.^^

So today I had another chance to play tennis! I recommend tennis to anyone it's so fun and nice. UHg but it was definitely not tennis weather. It was 34 and I was chilled to the bonee. I quit playing after a while and decided to get the running over with. Jeeez it was cold, I'd never been so cold in my life. Like my hands still hurt. There's this boy, Matt Serian that plays tennis and he's so cool. I used to have a major crush on him, I think I go for boys with long dark hair Oh! and he has the most amazing blue eyes!.. But I only like Zach now:D

Uhg but matt serian pegged me in the leg with a tennis ball, that jerk! I guess I had it coming though. I was trying to do the same to him when we were playing:) BUt still.. I will complain about it!

So here's the plan! I'm going to have a "talk" with Zach today. It's like I'm the kind of person that doesn't say anything when I'm mad, but I really need to get it all out with him or else I will be a miserable girl. I was planning what I'd say to him all morning:) I just hope I don't break up with him. I'm impulsive sometimes and I don't wanna do anything I'll regret. blaah But that isn't going to change my mind!

Wish me luuckkk^^

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