Monday, February 26, 2007

   Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs!

Sorryyy

I had the chance to put art stuff up when I was at my mothers but I completely forgot.

Blah I get so involved with my small problems then I feel like an idiot writing about it here hahah

Well back to Saturday. Zach ran indoor track through winter at WVflyers, and he wanted me to go to his last meet. IT WAS SO COOL.^^ He only ran the 16 (1 mile.) but he ran it in 4:46! I think I wrote that once already, but I'm completely amazeddd!
Okay so a rabbit is a pacer! There was this crazy girl there that was like a national running champion or something. NATIONAL!! Goshhhh ! But she paced these girls in the 32 I think. It was just so funny to me because I was watching them start and this coach guy was like "All right girls this is your rabbit..." I'm like WHAT?!^^ I told zach all about it and he laughed at me and told his friend about it.. Then he was teaching me running terminology. I still can't seem to grasp what a tempo is.
It was really fun and all but sometimes I can be pretty shy, and when zach was running, warming up/cooling down I had no one to talk to because I didn't know anyone. I just ended up making friends with strangers. I'm pretty good at that even though I'm shy but still it's hard to like do that all daaay. Josh F. was pretty cool about it though, he's soft-spoken and really tall and really cool.:D We got along perfectly because I'm soft-spoken too lol.. But yeah I did eventually find Keri Bland and I talked to her for a while. She's really nice, she was like what did Zach expect you to do while he was running?? :)I'm like exactlyyy>:(.. haha I was just getting mad at him like 20 minutes ago but thinking about saturday I'm over it hahah..
:)
I think way too much. &I get mad so easily sometimes. I need to just be normal and watch TV or something.

I only watch anime or the Daily Show.. or a few comedians here and there. and I can only watch anime on saturdays pretty much. So most of the time I'm running, reading or drawing. Tons of time to get mad about things.

SORRY I COMPLAIN SO MUCH ON HERE!

Listen to two weeks in Hawaii by Hellogoodbyeee:)
It's prettyy


Anyway. Remember when I said something about killing myself if we had more boring snowdays?? WELL. First off we didn't have school today because faculty senate maybe I don't know it might be a holiday haha.. BUT Tomorrow= No School because the fairmont water is like out or whatever. OMG I hate my school. We never have school. Okay so all through fall we had 3 bomb threats and one sniper threat. Sure was exciting but like totally weird. It was just stupid kids either calling the school saying "bomb threat!" and hanging up or girls leaving stupid notes in the bathrooms saying that they'll bomb the school. But the faculty had no choice but to take it seriously.. then winter we had weeks off from snow.. now the snow is melting so the water has been screwing up lately. Hm I'm sure once all that is cleared up we'll start having bomb threats again:D
I'm probably the only person at this school that hates not going to school.
I'ma freakk:) But I have nothing to do but sumo-wrestle my brothers or something and it's usually too cold to go outsideee=/

Blah I think I'm getting sick from running in the cold too lol
GRR
Goodbyee!^^

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   UHG

I'm sorry I planned on writing all about yesterday but I'm afraid I've had a slightly bad day and I only feel like complaining.

Please don't feel obligated to say something! I'll get over things soon enough, writing is just a nice outlet^^hehe

Hm. So I was having a really nice day. It was actually 54 degrees today and I was extatic to be able to play tennis in this weather, I was in one of those moods where I could hardly contain myself from laughing at anything, especially when playing tennis. Later in the day I played basketball with my brothers- kinda weird I'm not a basketball type:) .. then I took off for a short run. I ate before I ran so it was painful haha. so my main workout ended up being jack knives and push-ups (jack knives are a more complicated way of doing crunches.. they're not as painful as they sound:)

Goshh, I must sound like a major jock on here. I'm really not I just worry about my abiblities and track or tennis..

Um anyway when I got home my mother showed up (Oh I'm at my moms by the way)
Well, I have this cat Betty and she is my bby:( &my mom and brother decided they didn't want her any more bc she might be pregnant and gave her away! UHG! I cried in the bathroom for like a half an hour. I'm totally positive that my mother likes to make me cry.

&Now I'm angry with Zach again. I get like this every other day, I just feel like I'm trapt and I made a bad decision in dating him. I don't know we had a lot of fun together yesterday.. but he doesn't act like a boyfriend at all. He's the weirdest guy I've ever liked and yet I'm totally crazy about him sometimes. I feel like an asshole wanting him to change but I feel miserable sometimes.
I know I know. I should definitely talk to him about it, but I have no idea what to tell him. "you're a bad boyfriend?" .. uh "please do something to show your affection more apparently"
MM I feel like I hate everything right now.

I always tell my beest friend dorothea my problems and she told me just to act like he does towards me. That gets mee no where.
I always feel like a jerk when I do that HAHA

Gooodnight =/

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

   dhfjafhjkahHGAJKGAjsdkls;0-

OMG(oodness)!! I have so much to write about from tonighttt!!!!

I can't now bc. I'm extremely tired.
tomorrow I will write about :

1. WV flyers and the new extent of the wonderful world of running!!!!!!!!!
2. Zach runs a 4:46 mile!!
3. Oh god there are people called rabbits!
4. A 6 minute mile is slow.
5. I'm tired of winter and will kill myself if we don't have school next week.
6. I made new running friends, but most of them (like josh feather ;_;) are seniorsso I will see them next year

Have to go sleeeeeep! or watch mommy dearest
Later alligator!

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Friday, February 23, 2007

   Teapots are short and stout.

We did that crap in gym where you see how tall you are.. well

I'm short :(

5'1 1/2

Grr That's totally wrong and I know it.. I really thought I was 5'3 or somethinn then we did weight and bmi.. my weight was like 97 and bmi like 20.7? I can't remember.

I'LL NEVER GROW

hahah Whatev.. Holly helmick is a sophomore and she's just as tall and small as me^^


Anyway. I'm going to ZT's indoor track meet tomorrow. We're actually doing something like a normal couple. Ew I don't like the word couple. There's this girl, danielle that zach talked to for a while a long time ago and like she always IMs me and asks me about him and stuff. It's weird sometimes. Like I asked her how she was doin with her boy toy and she said something and I said "I'll beat him up" and she said "no I will" and I said "yes because you're a brute &can take him" and she said "no I'll beat him up in a sexual naughty way.."

Uhhm okaay?

Don't tell me stuff like that freeak :)

I think I'ma go draw^^

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   gydsjkgdhjhdgjkl

New background: The bravery.

Shit yourself now.
They're terrific:D

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

   I don't understand that emoticon.<

that's right, right? Emoticon. It might be kissing?

It is beyond me.

So I think ZT dieed:( He hasn't been at school for the past two days, and I haven't talked to him since tuesday nighht! I gueess I'll call him. Ewwwww I hate calling boys! :) I was raised to believe girls shouldn't call boys. But he never calls me because he's afraid of my dad/brothers.. &tells me to call occasionally.. mm:( what if he's too sick to come to the phone and his mom yells at me? Hahah she's actually very nice. I shouldn't be afraid to call my bf =/ Um I'll call at 5:30.

Anyway, today was very nice. Samantha Cress and I established a common fault in ourselves and it's funny to have someone to relate with.:) I wiish she would run track but she plays softball. I'm all about sports haha if anyone asks me if I know someone I'll say like, "Oh yeah he plays ___" or "she runs for ___"
:D

Today when I ran I expected it to be fairly warm(40s maybe?-it is winter) Um so I brought only shorts and a t-shirt.. IT WAS FREEZINGG. Every part of my body that was bare was probably red! Like my hands, I thought my skin was going to chip off. I ran with Neil today. He likes anime and manga :) so it was cool. He's a really nervous guy but he's nice. He offered me his hoodie when we running but stupidly I declined.

Mm I guess I'll go call ZT now....
Au revoir mes tiers!

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

   Youur voice was the sound track of my summerhjdshkjdka: )

You'll always be my thuunderrr
Not really, is soundtrack one word or two? How will I ever be a writer if I cannot manage things like that.

So I'd say I had a very nice day today. Hm Zach didn't go to school today though. It hardly made a difference to me, I only see him a couple times a day if we don't run together. HA What a pair we are :) WHo runs with their boyfriend??

Mm nothing exciting happened today. Ah but yesterday I found out that Bub (Brandon) really did cheat on Dorothea. I caan't believe itt! I really liked Bub he was nice and totally perfect for Dorothea, but they were at her cousins house at a party and she went to sleep in her aunts room, and he was totally wasted and I always hear that cayla's doing stuff to try and be slutty.

I hate girls. Most of the time. Hah I know that sounds dumb. Boys seem far less complicated.. haha dorothea just called upset.. see
gotta go cheer her up.

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Monday, February 19, 2007

   Always have to steal my kisses from youu

Ben harper is going to marry me one daayy!!

Hahah
Oh god I'm bored
I want to go to a rave! I've never been to one. But my friend in florida showed me a picture of him at a rave &it looked so fun!

How about I have this friend she's been my friend since I was four, my mom married her uncle but they divorced.. anyway she wanted me to go to some weird party with her.. oh that's right she said "will you go to a wild party with me?"
HAHAHAH why does hikeschool revolve around drinking?? Omg my friends were so cool before highschool. Well, except Dorothea.. I like her more now she's a better friend since she started dating Brandon:) He's so nice. I hope they never ever break up.
Ew that reminds me. Bailiegh IMed me outta nowhere and said she heard Brandon made out with cayla parrish. That would break my heart for Dorothea if it really happened. OMG. I do't think he would.

Oh wow. John Mayor sounds a lot like my dear Dave Matthews!!

For anyone who cares.. sorrrryyy I haven't submitted any art for a while :(... I haven't a scanner here. &I don't like going on Paint much.

Zach's friend Nicholas is totally drunk.
This is what his myspace comment said "marcelina I know it's which and creamy and taste great.,,,but it dsoes't mean that you hve to edo it....conytarrrry to what zach zach it's okay to be down with the teleptibuuubbbies zi don't evenry woule dnot ever jusgde you with the praying pantis HET THAT CIGARRETTTTTTTTTTTTTE AWAY FROME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!1"...


Well, I think I'll go and draw now.
Later alligator!!

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Friday, February 16, 2007

   confusedd-_-

Oh my. I don't know what to do about this boy. Every other day I uhhg I like him then I don't. Our personalities are so different, we've dated before and had problems. &sometimes he says things that seem really mean, but he doesn't understand that he's being mean. He's sweet sometimes though. BUT he doesn't act like a boyfriend at all. He's never held my hand or anything like that and I feel like I'm the one macn lol.. I don't knowww. This is something I'd need to talk to my friends about. BUT they're weird. 1. Dorothea is always busy doing something, and even if I do get the chance to hang out with her it's always like I forget these things and we I don't know go do crazy things. 2. Caty, my friend since I was 4, well she's one of those women rule the goddam world girls that, I don't know, go nuts and make you feel like hating boys and their ways.. (HAHAH).. 3. Cassy, Cassy is immature and is just going through that phase of thinking the word penis is funny as hell, I love her but she's not good to talk about things with. 4. Carly, she is a new friend and we've never been deep in conversation before so I don't want to tell her my problems. 5. Chad, well he's very good at talking to sometimes, but I think he gets annoyed when I talk about boys to him. 6. Hons, well he has problems of his own &he's been busy lately. 7. Samantha, well I've tried with her but it's always strange. I don't like complaining to people . I keep it inside I guesssss.

BOTTLE UP AND EXPLODEE (boom)

Blah I feel like I always write about him on here.

In other news:
My mother is a jerk. Just so you know she's a drunk. She's a pathelogical liar. When she is drunk she tries to tell me all kinds of awful things about my dad that I don't want to believem she doesn't quit until I cry. Hmm Lately she has not been home one night, she's completely lost her mind I think sometimes. She's leaving to get a job in florida. Usually when people ask me about it they're like oh god I'm sorry blah blha blah.. But it's like maybe if she goes there she won't be as exposed to the crummy bars around here. She doesn't understand that her drinking effects people around her. I hate alcoholics. &boys are always teasing me for not drinking. Blah, sometimes it'll make me feel bad, I've drank before but it's dumb to make a big party scene of it. Anyway, she's suposedly leaving early next week but I don't know.. but we were supposed to go shopping together today and she bailed on me and made up all this stuff. &I had to yell at her in front of Zach and his college friend drew (I was on the phine with her) and I felt like an idiot. I didn't care about the shopping it's just I'm trying so hard to get along with her before she leaves so there are no cold goodbyes but I cannot help it. She makes me so mad. Any plans we have are canceled because she has to go out drinking or sometimes she's too hung over. UHG I can't believe Zach and Drew had to hear me argue with her.

I have a new favorite song^^ It's called "Snails" by The Format:D


Snailss see the benefits the beauty of every inch of lifee oh why why are you so quick to kiss :D

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Happy V-day

This is my card to ZT lol





I resized it, Think he'll like it?:)
To the right is a picture of some guy that worked at hibachis, me and him. I love asian guys so I made him take a picture with me when we were there^^

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