Saturday, March 3, 2007

   Night Songs

That's a sweeet album name.

I wish there was an exploding emoticon.

UHG I was having a really good day, and I swear earlier I wrote somewhere that I knew being happy like that would not last long and something bad was going to happy. Wouldn't you know it. A couple things to make me either really mad or make me feel really bad. First off I had already written this big post on here and as soon as I was about to post it my computer like went nuts with pop-ups and the site was gonee along with the big post I slaved over. Grrr I was just writing like a half an hour ago about how happy I was now I'm an angryy girl!
I wrote earlier about my happy, first track practice etc. etc. &about how me and Zach are doing really well, we talked on the phone alll morning and had planned to go to the movies at seven. BUT now we're probably not going, because he doesn't feel well. He says we're definitely going next weekend. WELL THAT'S REALLY stupid. I do hope he feels better I guess. I need to entirely quit getting my hopes up about things. I hate feeling let down. We probably won't even go next weekend, because we have an unconventinal relationship.
Before that my face almost exploded with embarrassment! Okay so this morning my dad took me to this house that he might buy. We're moving in the summer, because this current house sort of sucks. I used to live with my mom. Um so we went to Shinnston and looked at a house he wanted, my dad is cheap and picked a sorta crmmy house to look at. Later my brother was asking me about it before him and my dad went to go look at it, and I was explaining to him all the bad points of the house in a very cynical way, and I guess my dad maybe heard it all. Oh jeez I've never felt so bad. Why can't I just shut up and be happy with thingsss :(
I wish I didn't get so mad about things. There are people with waaay worse problems.

IT's amazing how quickly your day or mood can change. Right now I'm in a very angry, mean mood from not going to the movies... I was just getting ready and he tells me this like an hour before the movie is playing. I guess it's good that this angry feeling is taking over the guilt about my dad. NO IT JUST STARTED SNOWING!

Mmmm I don't feel like writing anymore.
Thanks for reading.
I hate you.

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