Monday, January 21, 2008

There's never a dull moment when you're running with scissors
You gotta love Bogie. So far this year we've had about 3 lockdowns, a bomb threat, and bullet holes have been put in the window of my history class. And yes it was by a gun. Guess who found the bullet? Me! :)
That's nothing to be proud of. Just shows how bad my school is. St.Pete would probably be a better place if Bogie did blow up. But then again where would all the local drug dealers go?

One of my favorite words in the english language would have to be APATHY
-Lack of emotion
-Lack of interest; indifference; listlessness

I've been in desperate need of inspiration. I just really need my own perssonal space where I can think and reflect. And write! without being surrounded by people. Even if there's only one other person I still feel surrounded. Might just be my need for space.

Why is there so much shit going on? It's not even worth talking about or wanting to talk about. I think I'm going to start writing. I wanna write a fairy tale type story. It'll give me something to do instead of sitting around my house all idol and shit. I really need to keep myself busy with something. Help me keep my mind off and away from things. At least I have something to keep me busy for the next few days. I'm designing a tattoo for my biology teacher. It's of the fertility goddess.

New topic
I'm laying in bed one night and I wasn't tired. I was just hoping to passs the time until my alarm went off. My eyes were closed and I was thinking about random things when I see this soft yellow light to my right and eventually all around me. Above me starts to fill in with sky blocked by a tree and it's leaves. And it really felt like I was laying on the ground under a tree and looking up at the sky. I was like "what the fuck?" and turned my head to look around but I was back in my own room. I think I successfuly astraly traveled for a split second.


I've accepted the fact that I'll have a hole in my stomach by the time I'm 20.
I really need to save my money. I wanna make sure I'm out of this house by the time I'm out of high school. I'm going to be 16 subday and I plan on applying at Animal house, Home Goods, Micheals, Marshalls, and even the library. I don't care if it's crappy pay. As long as it's something for now.
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