Friday, October 27, 2006

Marry me, bury me
I'm FINALLY allowed back on the computer!
I'm trying to raise my grades a bit, and I got in huge trouble for accidently leaving an explicit note me and my friend wrote on the floor.
My parents are probably gunna send me to therapy.
They randomly decide to ignore me, now.
It kinda sucks.

On a better note, I had off school today.
My sister and I went to the local Goodwill and I got a supercute necklace.
Alex called me today, that was fun.
I missed talking to him.
His voice changed though.
And he shaved his moustache.
Heehee.
He's way cute.

And I'm also talking to Ryan.
Last weekend, I went down to Middletown and hung out with him.
It was pretty great.
We just chilled... y'know.
And me and Sarah ate all Adam's ice cream.
With forks.
It was fun.

Nothing is too bad right now, especially since I'm finally allowed online.
I can't wait until Mike emails me the new MCR cd.
<3
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Monday, October 16, 2006

I fell in love with melancholy
Okay, so, I'm not supposed to be online.
I'm at school, and the servers haven't blocked this site.
I'm basically grounded until my grades go up...
Cs aren't that bad, are they?
I basically couldn't get fucked with Dave and PJ this weekend...
And I watched a ton of sappy romance chick flicks, and I cried the whole time.
I was borderline suicidal most of the weekend, and I don't know if I'll be ungrounded in time to hang out with Mike this weekend.
Oh well... I can get Dave to ask Ezzy to ask him to come a different weekend.
This basically means I can't go to Ezzy's party and see Ryan...
My mom hates Ezzy, though, so I might not have been able to go in the first place.
I don't know how I can do half my homework without the internet...
So basically...
I'm screwed.
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Friday, October 13, 2006

His pleasures always turned to pain.
Bah.
Friday the 13th.
I'm not superstitious.
Yet, today wasn't quite the best.
I'm not having any luck with girls OR boys.
I met 3 girls today.
They were STUNNING.
I met this boy, Cole.
Who is like.
aksdjflskdj
Of course, he was friends with the girls.
So basically I felt kinda...
Third-wheel-ish.
Seeing as how they were all having a good time and I was just... barely there.

I also like this boy Brendan.
He is so emo, it's adorable!
Yet I heard he thinks I'm weird.
And he didn't sit with me at lunch today.

Then there's Carter.
Carter looks like Mikey Way from My Chemical Romance.
I actually went to the point where I undid his belt in study hall...
I heard he's going to get with Gianna or Colleen, though.

Will is still in love with me.
Mikey is coming down from NY [Driving 3 hours!] to see me.
And Alex, my ex, adores me.

I miss Ryan and all the simple romantic things he did for me that I took for granted back then.
I fucked it up big-time.

Ugh.
I wanna be asexual.
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Monday, October 9, 2006

Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?
So, in addition to yeaterday...
Apparently Dan was cheating on me the whole time.
So I'm saying "FUCK BOYS."
I'm going totally lesbian now.
At least until further notice.
I'm sick of boys and all their bullshit.
This weekend I'm hanging out with Dave and PJ and Elisa.
And we're gunna have awesome fun.
:]
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Saturday, October 7, 2006

I've been thinking about your axe wound...
Today was awesome.
I went to the mall with Gina, Amber, and Annie.
We found Emily there.
We danced and partied, but then Gina had to go.
So me, Amber, Emily, and Annie were in the food court, when Annie was all "HOLYSHIT. I KNOW THAT GUY OFF MYSPACE."
So she calls him over.
And she's all "HI TOM."
He was like 6'8", crazy afro, 23 years old...
Worked at Best Buy.
Apparently, I'm one of the coolest 13 yr olds around, because I bought a vibrator.
Haha.
He's gunna hook me up with this guy Kyle I think.
I really do hope my parents don't find the vibrator. [Who I named Frankie]
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Friday, October 6, 2006

Thrill me, chill me, fulfill me!
Okay, sorry for 2 posts today, but...
I'm feeling pretty shitty.
Gina is over, and she's super fucking awesome.
So it's all good.
But Dan...
I just got dumped.
This school year is not turning out how I wanted, quite frankly.
I mean, it could be worse...
But still.
I was quite fond of Dan.
And then he goes and dumps me.
Shit.
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I see you shiver with antici... pation!
Ugh.
This past week has been hell on earth.

I lost the key to my locker yesterday.
I had to get a combination lock today.
It still takes me about 5 tries to get it right.
They had to cut off my padlock with this giant metal thing...
Ugh.

Dan keeps being retarded.
He's all "LOL GIANNA'S BOOBS."
And he knows I'm insecure seeing as how I'm not very... well-endowed...
He keeps blowing me off, too.
Ugh, I hate men.
I'm thinking about saying "Fuck it." and getting with Emily.
Girls are much less oblivious, I'm sure.

My ex, Alex, is still in love with me.
So is Will.
And Ryan.
I miss Ryan a lot, though.
Yesterday I was in the hall and this weird kid who asked Dan out once came up to me.
He said "You know, you're hot, in a weird way."
And then I was like "D:"
And then this other guy was like "LOL YOU ARE HOT!"
Ugh.
Scary boys, scary boys.

In better news...
Gina is sleeping over tonight.
And I'm going to the party tomorrow...
Dan is gunna be there, hopefully he doesn't act like he does at school.
I talked to him a little, he's blocked out most emotions, so he doesn't seem to understand that I get jealous.

I've been really depressed these last few days, he's barely acknowledged it...
I took a zoloft that wasn't mine earlier.
Now I'm really tired...
But not suicidal anymore, so I guess it worked!

Back to life...
Comment if you want/care.
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

Don't you love the way I pull away when you lean in towards my lips? I love the way you kiss.
I haven't updated in a few days...
So, here's what happened.

Sunday.
My friend Gina came over.
We hung out, tried to go to the sex shop but they wouldn't let us in.

Monday.
I was off school.
I went and bought red patent-leather pumps.
4. Inch. Stiletto. Heel.

Tuesday.
That was yesterday...
Nothing really happened.

Today, Kyle decided to be an asshole and say I'm ugly.
My science teacher is a bitch and ignores me.
There's a big party at Jake's on Saturday.
And Friday, Dan should be coming over so we can hang out and eat rice and such.
I don't have much planned.
But Will keeps wanting to hang out with me...
He should give up.
I'm... a freakin' crazy bitch.
He's too nice.
Doesn't need this shit.
Blaahh.
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Saturday, September 30, 2006

FAERIE FLUFF!
Today.
Was fucking amazing.
I went to the Rennaissance Faire with my family, thinking that I wouldn't see anyone really and I'd just hang out.
BUT NOOOO.
I was in a store when I heard someone scream "HOLYSHIT KATTIIEE."
And it was Christian!
I was like "OMG WTFFF."
And then I just like. Left my parents.
I got a fake lip ring...
My mom almost KILLED ME.
It was hilarious!
I wanted a mace, but my mommy wouldn't buy me one.
Christian almost bought a few knives, but he wasn't allowed.
DAMN NOT BEING 18.
Jake bought me some cotton candy, or rather, "Faerie Fluff" as it was called.
Christian kept being such an 8th grader.
Anytime anyone said "Hard", "Wood", "Wet", or "Come", he'd burst out laughing.
I got these smexy horns.
And I learned that the rennaissance fair is the only place someone can wear all black, a pair of horns, and have multiple piercings, and not get looked at as if they're a freak.
Yeasotodaywasfuckingawesome.
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Friday, September 29, 2006

Let's get the party started!
Wow.
So I just came back from Elisa's party.
I managed to not make out with EVERYONE this time.
Just Dan.
We basically played with fire, and danced to some crazy music.
All. Night. Long.
I don't really dance...
So I ended up getting skanked on all night.
And I got lapdances.
Which was kinda awkward.
Haha.
Dan kept tickling me, which was kinda weird because I'm really ticklish and people were like "Wtf." because I scream.
Heh.
Then I made a few sexual innuendos, and my dad came and picked me up.

On Sunday we're all going over Jake's to watch a bunch of movies.
It's gunna be pretty cool.
And right now I have a killer headache.
Uggh.
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