Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Because that was your name for me when we were in love.
So, today has been insane.
I come home and fall asleep on the couch...
And I wake up at like.
6pm.
My mom looks at me and says "Hey, you're awake. Go clean your room. Now."
And I did and she kept making me clean all my sister's stuff.
I hate cleaning.
I should just get a maid.

Tomorrow is the field trip...
I bought an espresso thing at WaWa.
My dad still thinks it's the 60s, though, so he only gave me 5 bucks.
He doesn't realize that a bottle of water costs about 2 fucking dollars.
My freind Mike was gunna give me a flask.
So me and Dave could drink on the trip.
That would've been great, but Mike doesn't know where I live.
That would be creepy if he did.
It's like "LOLSTALKER"

I almost fell asleep on the bus.
I feel bad for Dan.
I used his arm as a pillow.
He makes a better pillow than my pillow.
It's pretty crazy.
He needs to get online, though.
Apparently he was on earlier, when I was at WaWa.

This weekend my friend Katie might sleep over.
We'll end up making dry ice bombs at Dave's.
If we tape it and put it online, I'll give a link.
Haha...
It'd be even funnier if someone was drunk.
"DRUNK BOY WITH AFRO MAKES BOMBS"

I talked to Ryan over IM.
I still love him.
More than ANYTHING.
Everytime I talk to him he makes me cry.
He called me a whore.
Said he never wants to see my face again.
I asked him what he'd do if I showed up at a show of his.
If he saw me.
And he said he'd kiss me.
He loves me.
But we can't be together.
It's been about 8 times already.
And it'd be long distance.
He's moving an January.
I'm still so in love with him.
Why can't I just get over him?
I need someone.
Someone who is there for me.
Someone who doesn't love me.
Someone who doesn't stalk me.
Someone who is there.
That's all I want right now.
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