Friday, October 6, 2006

I see you shiver with antici... pation!
Ugh.
This past week has been hell on earth.

I lost the key to my locker yesterday.
I had to get a combination lock today.
It still takes me about 5 tries to get it right.
They had to cut off my padlock with this giant metal thing...
Ugh.

Dan keeps being retarded.
He's all "LOL GIANNA'S BOOBS."
And he knows I'm insecure seeing as how I'm not very... well-endowed...
He keeps blowing me off, too.
Ugh, I hate men.
I'm thinking about saying "Fuck it." and getting with Emily.
Girls are much less oblivious, I'm sure.

My ex, Alex, is still in love with me.
So is Will.
And Ryan.
I miss Ryan a lot, though.
Yesterday I was in the hall and this weird kid who asked Dan out once came up to me.
He said "You know, you're hot, in a weird way."
And then I was like "D:"
And then this other guy was like "LOL YOU ARE HOT!"
Ugh.
Scary boys, scary boys.

In better news...
Gina is sleeping over tonight.
And I'm going to the party tomorrow...
Dan is gunna be there, hopefully he doesn't act like he does at school.
I talked to him a little, he's blocked out most emotions, so he doesn't seem to understand that I get jealous.

I've been really depressed these last few days, he's barely acknowledged it...
I took a zoloft that wasn't mine earlier.
Now I'm really tired...
But not suicidal anymore, so I guess it worked!

Back to life...
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