Friday, October 13, 2006

His pleasures always turned to pain.
Bah.
Friday the 13th.
I'm not superstitious.
Yet, today wasn't quite the best.
I'm not having any luck with girls OR boys.
I met 3 girls today.
They were STUNNING.
I met this boy, Cole.
Who is like.
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Of course, he was friends with the girls.
So basically I felt kinda...
Third-wheel-ish.
Seeing as how they were all having a good time and I was just... barely there.

I also like this boy Brendan.
He is so emo, it's adorable!
Yet I heard he thinks I'm weird.
And he didn't sit with me at lunch today.

Then there's Carter.
Carter looks like Mikey Way from My Chemical Romance.
I actually went to the point where I undid his belt in study hall...
I heard he's going to get with Gianna or Colleen, though.

Will is still in love with me.
Mikey is coming down from NY [Driving 3 hours!] to see me.
And Alex, my ex, adores me.

I miss Ryan and all the simple romantic things he did for me that I took for granted back then.
I fucked it up big-time.

Ugh.
I wanna be asexual.
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