Thursday, December 30, 2004

   Super Painting!
WELL! Ya know how you start to think that maybe your just not cut out for something, and then all of a sudden you come up with something that blows the first thought out of the ball park? Whee! That's what happened today! I was thinking maybe I should wait a bit before continuing to paint cause my paintings were starting to come out right sorry! But today I was completely bored out of my mind and decided to do a painting of a statue of Aphrodite, my patron goddess. It's coming out unbelievably good for being my fourth time painting....ever!! I am so psyched out about it. Take it, I am having trouble with blending the paints, it's nothing like pencils, so it's a bit iffy, but I was still amazed at even my own talent! Too bad it's not anime or I would (try to) scan it and show everyone. It's not done yet, since I still have the hair to do and it's the most detailed of the entire pic. Hehe, I am so happy! Gonna go buy more paints on friday. Well that was the excitement of my day. Other than that, all I did was go to hobby lobby, to take a friend to visit another friend, and kicked it at my dad's. Talk to you all laters!
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

   Relationship Update
Well I THINK things will turn out ok. He talked about it with some friends and he says that he thinks that his ex is probably lonely and wants to use a promise he made a long time ago to her advantage. His friends tell him he's stupid for getting into a situation like this in the first place, but I don't blame him for it. She called him out of the blue anyways. I definately thought he was gonna break up with me today, but he ended up making plans with me for a massage on saturday, and we err...had somewhat of a naughty conversation. I like to tease him and he likes that I am agressive. We also made plans for january that I err..can't include here. tee hee... So I THINK things are ok for now. For all I know he can just be saying these things of now for my ease of mind while in the meantime he is still contemplating what to do. I hope we last forever!! Thanks for your advice and support, I really appreciate it. Dome Arigatou Gozaimasu!

Sayonara!

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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Sadness
I am so sad I am on the verge of tears...My baby calls me today to tell me that his ex from like four years ago calls him and tells him that she still has feelings for him and that he doesn't know how he feels about that or what to do. What if he decides to go back with her and leave me instead? We've only been together for a month...demo....I have already sacrificed a lot for him and am so close to being in love that it is still very painful. Tears have been streaming all throughout the day. Watashi no Kokoro! I feel it breaking..whatever am I going to do? Then he calls me a couple of hours later and says, "Babe, what are we gonna do this weekend?" What in four hells was that? Now what am I supposed to think? Maybe I should act like this never happened until he brings it up again...then I guess I should confess my feekings....or what? This is depressing, I'm gonna go. Hope this never happens to any of you.
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Monday, December 27, 2004

Painting.....Ugh!
Holy wow, painting with acrylic is hard! I made my first two pics and I really don't like the way they came out. But what can I expect, since i Have absolutely no idea about what I am doing? I painted one of an elf girl and one of Inuyasha. Even the Inuyasha one came out horribly! *Sniff* This is gonna take a while to get good *sniff*. Don't know if I want to post them up since I am sure they will get nothing but bad comments and I'm sensitive *sniff* since I am new to painting. Oh well, at least my bf liked it. He said the elf looked sexy! I think he was just trying to be nice like always.

Well, I'll see you all when I see ya!
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Sunday, December 26, 2004

Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas, even though it's late, and happy new year! How was everyone's Christmas? Mine was SUGOI! My dad bought me an easel, canvas, brushes and acrylic paint, so now I get to learn how to paint!! Wow, I was so happy! It wasn't the prismacolor pencils I had hoped for, but much better. Geez, I love having another artist in the family. It makes it much more easier to be understood. The only bad thing is that I started painting my first pic and now I am hooked! So there goes another expensive pastime.

My BF came over on Christmas Eve and I was soo happy! I bought him a hat that was perfect and he loved that. We had made an agreement not to buy each other anything, but I don't care, So I bought him one anyways. Don't care about recieving either. I think the happiness he brings is better, desho desho? Well gonna run! Hope you all have a wonderful new year!!
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

Oh No!!
Well, i've been on this aol free trial membership for the last month, and I'm gonna end up losing my internet access for awhile. I'll try to stop by and post when I can, but I can say that it won't be as often as I like or as usual. Not sure how much longer I will have access, but thought I would give a ta ta for now while I still can. Thank you all for your support and friendships!

Much Luv,
^_^ Lewna ^_^
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

   La dee dah dee dah....
Blah! What a lazy day! All I want to do is play FF8...but we don't always get what we want, now do we? Err...I hate cleaning the house.It takes too long! Takes my precious valuable time. Oh well!!

So woo hoo! Just beat the first three bosses in the game. I'm on a role baby!! It was easy, probably cause I spend hours fighting monsters and booting up my magic & levels. Then the rest falls in easily....hehe.

Geez, I really should get around to making more of those poetic art pics, especially since I promised. I have to make a tattoo pic of a samurai for a friend in Korea. He's a soldier, and how can I refuse? He's gonna tatoo my name too! How crazy is that? Another request came up too for a character description. I started the sketch for that one...but there's some changes I'm gonna make. Well..sorry for such a boring post, but hey, what can ya expect? Boring day.....=....boring post. Gotta run!

Sayonara!
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   Ah geez...
Well I am no longer on the top ten list. My artist rating dropped me by 2%, so it dropped me off hte list.....oh well!!

Today was weird. At first I was pissed at my mom, then I went shopping and was completely over it. I find it so weird how shopping seems to make my problems go away. It was like a natural high! Whoa. I ended up doing my mom's christmas shopping too. That was fun...went to the mall with my cousin. Then I went to Gamestop and bout FF8. I know it's old and all, but I really loved the game and had borrowed it before. So I wanted to play it again for some reason, so went out and bought it. Woo Hoo! Gonna start playing tonight.

I posted my appreciation pic. Man it took lots of pain to color it. Especially Kagome's hair. I hate cheap colored pencils. Hopefully my dad bought me the prismacolor pencils I've been hinting to him....he's an artist too so he might have, but you can never guess what kind of gift he'll end up giving. Last year he gave me a desk calender and a decanter and wine goblet set. It was cool, but It was my moms idea, and she didn't know I already had a set! Hehe, he should listened when I said ANIME!!!! Ok, enough of tripping down memory lane. I really hope you like the pic I made for you all!

***HUGS***
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Monday, December 20, 2004

Like WHOA!
Ok, so my status in the top ten has been seriously fluctuating. Earlier today I saw it go up to number 3, even took a "screencap" of it, and Elvesatemyramen was in number 5. When I check a couple of hours later, I am in number 5 and she's completely bumped off!! So what the hell is going on here? I'm gonna start investingating some and see if I can come up with a "suspect".

Well, I got this neat idea to use my fanart and poetry together, and i am calling it Poetic Art. A befitting title no? I also posted some other pics and have a few more to color, including my thank you pic for you all!! That's gonna take a few hours to do, since i had to do it on my big art pad. Damn!!! That means I am gonna have scan lines too.....I can't figure out a way to take them off, even in photoshop. Maybe in flash? hmmm..

Well that's all for now. Write ya laters!
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Saturday, December 18, 2004

   Holy Wow!
I can't believe my eyes. I am #6 on the highest rated artists. How the hell did this happen? I wen to go see Niko Geyers rating after stumbling across his site, and then I saw my name! This is craziness! I feel bad though, since it's not my name that should be up there, but Elvesatemyramens name should be......Whatever is a girl to do? I still can't believe it, so yet again I say, how the hell did this happen? Craziness. I NEVER expected this to happen.

Hmm, I am sure that it won't be long, considering that the flamers will probably hit me too, especially after siding with elvesatemyramen...oh well, titles and fancy ranks shouldn't make a difference, right? I would change it for the world. Gotta run, it's another long boring night, so I am gonna draw some more!!

Ciao!
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