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Thursday, July 22, 2004
Whenever an archaeologist uses the word 'ritual' to describe a find, feature or activity, this is trade code for 'I haven't the foggiest idea what the *hell* this was for'. Joe, Southampton
I'm tired, I'm aggravated, so shoot me. I've just done an hour and a half's worth of Maths B and Physics homework.
'Liam, you need to study, Liam, you need to study, Liam, you need to study.'
I do not appreciate that in my ear every ten minutes. I only just got on here after sitting and working, and working, and working on stuff that flies so fast over my head that I just don't know why I bother anymore.
But that's all in my head. After all, I can achieve anything if I just try really, really hard.
Yeah. In about five minutes I'm going to try really hard to fly, that way I don't need to fork over the dosh for a plane ticket to Canada.
Ugh.
Sometimes I really, really hate myself for being so introverted when it comes to emotions. What's even more frustrating is when you hear your friends say in casual conversation how they told their parents to stick it where the sun doesn't shine. [Alaska, I'm assuming.]
*sigh*
I'm just so sick of being so reserved, but that's who I am. I'm sick of it, but I don't like showing emotion, especially negative ones.
What I'm also sick of is people telling me how smart I am, how good I am at doing things. How I can do bloody anything.
That probably sounds wrong, right?
When you're obviously falling short of your goals, the last thing you want is 'positive reinforcement.'
I'm sorry, I get like this when I'm tired. This rant has been building up for a long while.
Ever since Blair, those comments have been killing me, really killing me on the inside.
Mum and Dad have no idea, and it's going to stay that way.
They wouldn't understand, positive reinforcement is a good thing, everybody loves it. What I'm doing isn't stating and realising the obvious, its negative thoughts.
I'm probably suffering from a particularly resistant inferiority complex.
I'm probably also going to start sneezing out flying monkeys.
Just so incredibly angry with myself.
Went to the Cirque le Voyaguer last night. It was okay.
*sigh*
Being perky is not fun.
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