Sunday, January 23, 2005

I saw this story and it make me cry so I wanted to share it with you so it can touch your heart as well.

The story goes that some time ago a mother
punished her 5-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of expen sive wrapping paper.
Money was tight and she became even more upset when the c hild used
the gold paper to decorate a box to put under
the Christmas tree.
Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her
mother the next morning and said, "This is for
you, Mamma."

The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her
anger
flared again when she opened the box
and found it was empty.

She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner.
"Don't you know,
young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be
something inside the package?"

She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh,
Mamma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full."

The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and put her
arms around her little girl, and she begged her forgiveness for her
thoughtless anger.

An accident took the life of the child only a short time
later, and it is told that the mother kept that gold box by her bed
for
all the years of her life. Whenever she was discouraged or faced
difficult
problems she would open the
box and take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the
child who
had put it there.

In a very real sense, each of us, as human beings, have been given
a
Golden box filled with unconditional love and kisses from our
children,
family and friends. There is no more precious possession anyone could
hold.

And this one too.
I believe whatever God has in store for us will be for us. The poem is very
true, unfortunately. Make sure you "read" the poem!




This is the poem:
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might
be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and
family, for they have helped make you the person that
you are today.

I thought these were so sad but true.
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Hello
I hope everyone liked there banners. ^_^ Well thanks for the talk about my tape. I have a guestion tho. Where did S-chan go? I haven't seen her in a really long time. ?.?

Where on Earth is Carmeman S-chan. No really I wonder where she is. hmmmmmmmm

If you are wondering why I'm on right now it is because My bro mom and dad went out together for about 3-5 hours today and I'm home alone right now. I also had to take my dog out and I did my homework. But I have to practice my violin. Yep I going to actually play my violin. But I'm really cold. My fingers are freezing. But I guess it is like what they say. Cold hands warm heart. Yeb I'm feeling the love you guys. *hugs everyone* hmmmm for some reason I'm hands are warm now. *taps dog's back untill she runs away from me* Yes I'm evil. *hands cold again* (depessed) ohhhh.

Well anyway lets see my mom got a new electrical blanket so I think I will go ride under that soon. Oh yah I found a new fav song. It is called "Love and Joy" from Kimura Yuki. It is so good. I frist heard it on a video I downloaded from Fuits Basket. It is really fast and cool. I also hread this other song I like it is called "Semi-charmed life" by 3rd eye blind. It is really cool. ^_^ Well that is all for me today. bye.
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

My thankyou post
Well I tried to Watch Gundam Seed last night but my head hurt and I went to sleep. And worst of all. I was recording it....and...and....and..(okay enough of that)...I ran out of tape. T.T right in the middle too. T.T So depressing. *Weeps* ^_^*totaly reandom mood swing* I'm fine.


This is the part of the post that I say thankyou to all of my great friends.





And last but not least.

I would also like to thank everyone who comes to my site. ^_^ Thanks for putting up with me you guys.
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Friday, January 21, 2005

Added Kisa
I added my Kisa picture up today. ^_^ She is so cute. I hope you all like. I kinda messed up her hair but it still looks good to me. And the person holding her is Tohru. Still hope you all like.

Well today my friend blew me off today to sit next to this guy today. And wrost of all the guy I had to sit next to last time had a floder full of porn with him today. But my new best friend in the whole world saved me. I sat with her. I wrote a little something tho. When I was sitting alone for a little. Here it is.

I watch as people around me have fun.
But I sit alone.
I see my other friends going to sit with there friends and wonder if they will have fun.
Yet I sit alone.
I see they are having fun.
Yet I am still sitting here alone.
Is there someone for me.
The friend just for me I wonder.
Yes, I see her now.
She shines with her kind light.
I am scared at frist.
To feel that light.
Do I trust it.
Can I trust it.
What will happen if I do?
What will happen if I don't?
No one can tell.
So I have desided to smile and be happy.
I have found the friend just for me.
And I hope she will be there for me ever more.
What if she leaves me when I'm down?
But what if she stays?
I don't know that either.
So I will be happy with now.
And worry later.
Yes way be sad if I can be happy?
.........

Well that is the end. ^_^ I wrote that half writen down and half off the top of my head. I really think I have acptured the true me.
I know it sounds like some they would say on Chobits. But I have the frist 3 DVDs and it sounded right at the time.

Well that was really all for today. Next up comming picture. Haru-chan. But in Chibi form. Kinda it is after when he shows the guy that white is his natrual hair color and Kyo and Yuki hit him. ^_^ Well bye.
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

Hello
Sorry I haven't been on for a while. I got my music for aduitions so I won't be on alot. I have an A in Math. I know a werid. Me good in math no way but I'm telling the truth. I have 98.9 ^_^ I'm very proud of my self for that. Now science on the other hand. I didn't realize. I haven't turned in 2 homework assigments. So I did one in class real fast and the other one I'm doing tonight. I hope up my grade. ^_^

The other reason I wasn't reason I wasn't on last night was because I had to stay after school for a rehersal. It was boring like normal but you all know it is.

And the last reason I wasn't on last night was because I got the frist 3 Chobits DVDs. >^_^< Chi is so cute. I love the way she goes "Chi?" ^_^ Too cute. I want to get the rest but I want to know a place where I can get them cheap. I bought this from a girl at school for $15 each. So I want a place that is cheap. So if you know a place that would sell them cheap would you tell me. *bows* I would really like that. ^_^

Well that is really I have for to day. Nothing much than normal. Well talk to you guys soon.
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Monday, January 17, 2005

New look
Well hello. Frist off I would just like to say sorry to all of the new members to the Sango club. My computer is acting up and I can't in to my paint program to make your signs. You are apart of the club it is just that I can't get you your sign now. Sorry. Anyway I added my new art too. I tried to add a post yesterday but the Otaku said I was an outside user and I need to talk to the person in charge but I saw like what ever.

I also hope you like the new look. I saw the wall paper and it was so cute I I thought I would redo my site. ^_^ So here it is. Notice I hadn't changed my icon yet. Yes I'm really found of this icon. I just can't help but look at it and it makes me laugh. ^_^ I can't help it.

Oh yes and my dad is going to order me some anime stuff. I have put together the ultmit gift set for Fruits Basket. ^_^;;; Well I think so. I'm going to get the 4 CDs they have and a Moiji plush doll and a Yuki plush doll too. They have Kyo but I think I will get hime later. ^_^
And it is kinda cheap too. Well I have over $80 still but It is all under like $60. But if you add tax and shipping it is like a few dollars more but not too bad. So I will see if he will get that for me.

Oh I gotta go my bro. is watching the Fruits Basket DVD #3 and it is the ep with Kisa. My fav Soma. ^_^ She is too cute. Yes and I will get that pic. done soon.
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

rainy field trip
Our bus driver was loony. On the way home we were beging a little loud. He pull the bus over on the high way and got out at stod infrount of it. I was was mad. Also it rained like there a hurrican there. So I got soaked. And while we were running to get out of the rain I put my glasses in my jacket pocket. Well when I got to cover I tried to put them on but they weren't there. They feel out of my pocket. So I told my dad and just walked out in the rain. It was like Tohru in the end of Fruits Basket. So I did find them but I was too wet my shrit under my jacket was full of water. When I went to the bathroom I had to ring my socks out in the sink. So my dad got me a new shrit and unbrella. And new socks. Yah my shoses are still wet. And I was tired after I got home because people were taling I couldn't sleep, so after dinner I went to my room and as soon as my head hit the pillow I fell alseep. And I only woke up 2 times during the night. The longest I was up was like 3 min. to get under my blanket because I was cold. But I didn't have to go to school and I had fun with my dad there. ^o^

I also saw Gundam Seed. I taped it. Alot Kira and Cagilli moments. And I was right they are brother and Sister. I don't know if I said that before but I was right.

I plan to draw this really cute Misaki. She's wearing a dopock. That is Korean for a Karte uniform. She is holding a Karte book. ^_^ It is so cute. And I will get that kisa one done soon too.

Well that is all for now. ^_^
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

No school for me tommorrow.
I'm going on a field trip. It is going to be so cool. 2 bad things are my BF from like the 3rd grade isn't in my group or even on the same bus. -_-;;; That kinda made me mad. But I will get over it. Once we get there if you grabe a partner than you can walk any where. So she is going to grabe a partner from her group and hang out eith me and my dad. ^_^

Well After school rehesals were a total bummer. I didn't even play at all. And the part I played we player like 5 time over again and it was so easey in the frist place -_-;;; She wouldn't even let us get a drink in between. So I got out some snakes I didn't at lunch and me and my friends ate them while we waited. I also got to finish reading my book. It is a mangna called Aria. I think. It is cute. I think I might buy the 2nd one. ^_^

Well while reading this you probiliy see that I have new music. Yes I do. I tried to get this one song but it didn't work so I felt like getting Fushigi Yugi. So there you go.

Also if hadn't noticed I got a Sliver wolf. I was trying to give it a good name but I couldn't think of one.So I thought perfect chace for a contest. Not really a contest but I just want to know what name I should call him or her. Any type of name will do. It doesn't matter to me. ^0^ So if have a name then can you tell me.

Well that is all for me. I would talk more but my mom has to wake me up at 5:15 tommorrow and I want to sleep good. And plus my hair is drying from my show. Nots ahead for me. Okay so talk to you anytime I can. ^_^
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Just another day
Yeb. Just another day in school. But it was cool because in 2nd period I had to write a paragraph then I we did was sit and do nothing. She didn't make us do anything. So I got to read more. ^_^ And tommorrow I won't be on for a while. I have an after school rehersal tommorrow and I have Social Studies homework. I was going to do it tonight but I forgot my book at school.

And on friday I'm on a feild trip to Cape canveral. To the Kenny Space Center. So I won't have to go to school.{thumbs up} YES!!!
Only so much you can take of school.

I also plan to draw a picture of KIsa. ^_^ She is just to cute not to draw. I saw a picture of her with her tiger ears so I'm going to draw that one with cool lettering that says Kisa. ^_^ So just wait for that.

Actually I think I will go work on it now. {Get hit with a book} OH yah I still have to do all my request. Whoops. If you asked for one I'm so sorry I have got it done yet. I really am sorry. And for anyone who asked to join the Sango club. I have had a ton of pm's latey and I have been getting rid of alot of them. I will get as many people as soon as I can. I Swear. No worng words. I promse I will.^_^
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

I got them
I got my Inu-Yasha CDs today. Yes. ^_^ I was so happy when I saw them. I'm listening to one now. ^_^ To good. Sango's theme is so good. That is the one I'm listening to now.

Well school was okay. I had to call my mom today in 2nd period because I forgot to get a paper signed. but I didn't get in trouble because my mom was making jokes when I called her so I knew she wasn't mad. ^_^ I love my mom. So I'm getting her to sign them now and I'm going to turn them in. I have alot of SS HW but I didn't feel like carrying my book home{Really heavy O.o} So I have time I am going to do it later. Well I have to get my Math home work caught up because she is picking up comp. books tomorrow and I want mine to be good, so I can get a better grade.

Well Last night had new Inu-Yasha. Rin was just to cute in that ep. ^_^ "I couldn't help but worry about you master Jaken" She is so cute. ^_^

Okay enough of that now A sign from one of my best buddies in the whole world. 2lovinuyasha. She is such a great friend she made this for me. ^_^ Thanks. She even changed it to a Sango one for me thankyou so much. T.T I'm going to cry.

Get better soon
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