Saturday, December 17, 2005

Long time no post
Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been on alot. I have actually been looking around and stuff. I'm just working on other things.

A graphics site and my Lacus site. I have some cool friends on line too. My buddie Chibi Lacus is so sweet. ^_^

Well A new layout. It sucks. XP No lieing to you all but I don't plan to be on that much. I have other thigns I'm doing. Also Christmas is going to be coming soon.

Another factor I was off was because I had finals for school. I just finished my first full term. So I don't have World History anymore and I don't what I'm getting next time we come back. But I don't care. I know the school pretty well now. So it doesn't matter to me that much. I just hope I can find my friends.

My one friend got me a bootleg verson of a flash maker so I am working on that now. And trying to work it. XP It's alot harder then it looks. TT.TT So next she is asking her friend to get me the bootlegged verson of photoshop 6. I hope I can get it. I would learn to use that so fast. ^.^

Also I'm just babbling now so I can update for tomorrow. It's around 11 something now. But now I can't think of anything.

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Well would you all like to read the start of my 13th chapter of my story Trip of fate? Oh well read it if you want!

Athrun sat in his new office. He still couldn’t believe he was taking over for his father. Of course he would miss the play that they were working on and miss Lacus and Kira’s wedding. He missed them a lot by now. But most of all Cagalli. He couldn’t believe she still agreed to marry him as well.
The door opened and in stepped his father. “Hello Father.” Athrun greeted standing. “Athrun glad you’re here. Did Cagalli agree?” Patrick whispered at the end. “Yes.” Athrun said with a nod. “Good.” Patrick said with a wink. Athrun noticed it and smiled. “Well Athrun meet your co-works.” Patrick said showing mostly old men but at the end stood a girl who looks very much like Lacus but had darker dark and eyes then her and giant.. Well um… you know.
“Nice to meet you Mr. Zala.” she purred shaking his hand. ‘Remember Athrun your going to get married. Don’t forget about Cagalli.’ Athrun repeated in his head and gulped. “I’m Mia. Nice to meet you.” she smiled and walked away.
Athrun followed her figure down and notice, well you know what guys do. “Down Athrun.” Patrick said more like commanded. “Don’t forget about Cagalli.” Patrick said leaving him to his thoughts.
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Cagalli wasn’t doing better either. Doing this play wasn’t her favorite thing now. Sure Lacus was having tons of fun because Kira got a part close to hers and because Athrun was going to be Fiyero who happened to be Cagalli’s love interest in the play, he wasn’t here so she was even more down. “Don’t worry Cagalli.” Kira said placing a hand on her shoulder.
“What? Nothing’s wrong.” Cagalli said trying not to show her sadness. “Cagalli, it’s a twin thing. I can tell.” Kira said smiling. “Arg!!! Kira get away now!” Cagalli shouted chasing him.
“Umm, Cagalli.” Lacus mumbled trying to get her to stop. “Cagalli!” Shiho shouted. Cagalli stopped and turned to see Shiho. “What is it shi?” Cagalli asked slumping into a seat on a prop. “Remember our song. We are young, heartache to heartache we stand..” Shiho said waving her hands in a way of showing to continue. “I know, Love is a battlefield.” Cagalli mumbled. “Come on Cags. You love that song.” Shiho said tugging on her sleeve. “We are young, heartache to heartache we stand, No promises, no demands, Love is a battlefield.” Shiho said the opening of the song. “Not today Shi.” Cagalli grumbled.
“Fine.” Shiho said disappointed. “Sorry.” Cagalli grumbled. “Now we have a replacement for Mr. Zala. Mr. Vestenfluss.” Gil introduced him. Everyone turned to see an orange haired man smiling a smile like Athrun would smile but he was a bit taller. “Please, the name’s Heine.” the orange haired man introduced with a bow.
“Now Cagalli you and Heine practice scene 7.” Gil said smiling. “7!” Lacus and Cagalli gasped in shock. “What’s so wrong?” Shiho asked. “That’s the scene were Fiyero and Elphaba kiss!” Lacus explained.
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Athrun sat thinking about the rest of the group and what was going on. He picked up the phone and called Kira’s cell. “Hello Kira here.” said a quite voice. “Hey Kira. It’s Athrun. How are things going down there?” Athrun asked happy to hear Kira’s voice again. “Oh how are things. Nothing ..going on…my god.” was Kira’s reply.
“Kira? What’s going on?” Athrun asked confused. “He-he’s kissing her…” Athrun could hear Shiho mumbled in the background. “Kira! Who’s kissing who! What’s going on!” Athrun asked getting impatient with his best friend. “It-it’s nothing. I gotta go Athrun.” Kira voice was soft and trailed off. “Cagalli!” Athrun hear Lacus scream before Kira hung up.
Athrun’s eyes widened in shock before he dropped the phone. He quietly hung up the phone and dialed Cagalli’s cell. “Come on pick up Cagalli.” Athrun mumbled. He was now standing, his hands were curled into fist and turned white at the pressure he was putting on them.
“The owner doesn’t wish to talk to you know. Leave a message after the beep.” the automatic voice said. Athrun gritted his teeth. The cell phone beeped and Athrun started to talk, “Cagalli. It’s Athrun. Something’s wrong with you. Please call me back.”
“Oh I’m sorry bad time.” Mia’s voice called over the room as she entered. “Oh not at all.” Athrun mumbled sitting back down. “Well it must have been something bad. Your face is covered in sweat and your hands are all tight.” Mia said picking up his hand to show him. “Oh it’s really nothing.” Athrun mumbled pulling his hand back. Mia’s hands were softer then Cagalli’s and her nails were painted a light pink. “Okay. You can always tell me if something is wrong though Mr. Zala.” Mia said smiling inching closer to Athrun’s face with her own. “Umm thanks.” Athrun said not conferrable with Mia so close.
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Cagalli sat her self down at a palm tree. Tears leaked down her eyes. “That ass hole kiss me.” Cagalli said spitting out the spit in her mouth. Cagalli held her head as she remember what happened.
‘Every moment as long as your mine, I’ll wake up my body, and make up for lost time, as long as I know your mine.’ they sang together. Heine slowly got closer and closer to Cagalli’s face and planted a kiss on her lips.
The sad part for Cagalli was that she kissed back. “I have Athrun! Why am I feeling this!” she questioned herself crying. “I have the best guy in the world.” she grumbled. Tears pooled again in her eyes. “Ms. Attha, please come back with me. The play must go on.” Heine’s voice called. Cagalli looked up and found him standing before her with a hand out to her. “I-I can’t!” she shouted.
Heine sat down next to her. “I’ve dreamed of doing that for the longest time.” he muttered making Cagalli shocked and turn to face him. “I have loved you from afar. For so love, Cagalli.” Heine said smiling. He leaned closer to her. “I can’t! I have a boyfriend.” Cagalli lied. Athrun was her fiancé, why did she lie? Was she ashamed of Athrun? “I know. But I am willing to work around that.” Heine said cupping her face. “Dry your tears princess.” he said softly before taking her lips to his.
This time Cagalli responded as well. It wasn’t the same though. She remember how she first kissed Athrun on there second day and first date in the PLANTS.
“Hey wait!” Cagalli called as Athrun got up and ran past her. Cagalli ran after him. “Aren’t you suppose to be guiding me?” Cagalli asked running behind him. Athrun stopped, but Cagalli ran past him. He went out to grab her hand but she stopped anyway so there hands barely brushed each others. But the contact was electric. Her hand felt like it was on fire. Cagalli stopped in her tracks, her plus hammering. She raised her eyes to his. ‘Does he feel this to?’ she wondered ‘Does he want to touch me as badly as I want to touch him?’
Her unspoken questions were answered in the next instant, as Athrun slowly reached out to her. Cupping her face in both hands, he bent his head and began to kiss her.
Cagalli felt as if she drowning. Her pulse roared in her ears. Every inch of her skin tingled, so that she shivered as if chilled. In response, his arms came around her waist and he pressed her into the warmth of his body. His hands roamed up and down, stroking her hair, caressing her back.
The kiss went on and on. She was the one who finally broke away, her breath ragged. She stared at him. ‘I’ve never been kissed like that before.’ Cagalli thought ‘Never. And I don’t think he has, either.’ Looking at Athrun he looked pretty dazed.
Heine’s kisses sent a burning, kindling fire in her throat. Heine pulled away smiling. “Come now princess. The play awaits.” Heine said lifting Cagalli to her feet.
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Athrun still haven’t gotten called by Cagalli and it was already a week. It was time for his first board meeting and he couldn’t even remember his own name he was worrying so much. And Mia’s advances on him didn’t help. He was trying to stay true. Really he was. But it was hard.
Athrun watched his father work the room as Mia’s hand wandered down his thigh. She purred his ear once in a while as well. After the meeting Athrun went to his office and found Mia standing in his doorway, her buttoned up shirt unbuttoned to show cleavage and her mini skirt pulled way up. “Yes Ms. Mia?” Athrun gulped. “I wanted to know if you needed me to get that report for you?” Mia questioned bending over his desk and showing her cleavage to Athrun. Athrun gulped as he turned beat red. “U-mm uh sure.” Athrun mumbled.
“Do you find me, attractive?” Mia mumbled in his ear. “Mia! I have a girlfriend!” Athrun said actually standing up for himself. “I see. But you aren’t tied. That means you are free to me.” she said taking his lips to hers. Athrun felt like butter melting in Mia’s hands. It wasn’t the same feeling he got with Cagalli. Her kisses sent him into a crazy love making machine, Mia’s on the other hand were more soft and sweet.
“Athrun, don’t lie to me. We are going to get married either way.” Mia moaned softly into his ear. “W-What do you mean?” Athrun asked confused. “Ted!” Mia called snapping her fingers. A man with a camera came out smiling. “Now miss Attha will see what you have been doing. Though I have also sent one of my own men to get her. Great man Heine Vestenfluss is.” Mia said smiling.
“Why do you care!” Athrun asked shouting. “I want money. You have it. And looks too. So if we get married and have kids, they will look good.” Mia said smiling. “But why mess with Cagalli?” Athrun questioned. “Because I don’t like her. She took my Athrun away. Mine!” Mia shouted.
“I was never yours!” Athrun shouted. “I love Cagalli!” Athrun said shaking his head. “I don’t even know why I came here.” Athrun shouted.
“Because you are like every other man in the world. Powered by greed and power. Taking over for your father is the only way to get that. So you are here for it. You don’t love Cagalli. If you did you would have stayed with her!” Mia said tears coming from her eyes. “If you did love her then you wouldn’t have came here!” Mia cried. “I love Heine and now he was sent down there to her! Just because of my father! He is trying to get you and your father Athrun! The whole company! I was sent here to help my father!” Mia screamed. Tears ran down her face.
“Mia..” Athrun whispered. “Athrun! Quick!” Mia said grabbing hold of his sleeve. “Go-go to Cagalli. Heine doesn’t know how to stop! Not until you~~~

That's were it ends. I'm so out of ideas. If you have read the story you know. If not then .... GO READ IT! I mean check it out some time.

I have nothing. Oh well. Check it out laters.

Bye guys!


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Friday, December 9, 2005

So crazed XP
Everyone seemed to update today. I don't if I finish this poat it will be tomorrow though. *It changes right at 12 for me*

Well I have to say my days have been crazed and yet so much fun at the same time. ^_^ I have gone to both concerts and I got to see like all of my friends. So were a bit rude. Keh!

But it was really fun. And I also got to hear great music. ^_^ Christmas music at that! And after this week only one week till school's out. But before I look ahead let's take a look back shall we?

Tuesday: I came home and ate dinenr and my mom went off to her school christmas party. *My mom works at a school* So after 6:30 I started to get ready to go to LaVilla for the concert. When I got there I got to see my bestest friend it the wholes world! Out side the internet guys. ^^;;; heh heh heh. She has stuck with me since the first grade. She so sweet to me. Even though she's ahead a grade of me she doesn't act all high and mighty you know how we can get being in an older grade an all. Acting cool. Ha! She has two sisters. One older and one younger. So I hung out with the teo older ones. Then I snuck out at the intermission and saw Jenny, Amy, and all my other great freiends. It was so cool.

Wesday: I was going to update that day but my dad came home and was ready hunery, and it was rainy. So we just went out to eat. It was okay but it was kinda bad food. Xp It was cool and nasty. But oh well. I went to sleep watching Fruba all night. ^^

Thrusday: It was raining and nasty. When I got home I took a shower and cleaned up. So my mom took me tonight to go see it and I sat with my best friends younger sister. It was alot of fun and it sounded great. ^_^

I missed the new CSI though. T.T

Well I also wanted to ask if you guys would vote for me in this little poll thing. It;s right here. I want to actually win something. ^^;;;



So I would love if you could thanks lots guys. ^_^


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Thursday, December 8, 2005

XP So crazed
Everyone seemed to update today. I don't if I finish this poat it will be tomorrow though. *It changes right at 12 for me*

Well I have to say my days have been crazed and yet so much fun at the same time. ^_^ I have gone to both concerts and I got to see like all of my friends. So were a bit rude. Keh!

But it was really fun. And I also got to hear great music. ^_^ Christmas music at that! And after this week only one week till school's out. But before I look ahead let's take a look back shall we?

Tuesday: I came home and ate dinenr and my mom went off to her school christmas party. *My mom works at a school* So after 6:30 I started to get ready to go to LaVilla for the concert. When I got there I got to see my bestest friend it the wholes world! Out side the internet guys. ^^;;; heh heh heh. She has stuck with me since the first grade. She so sweet to me. Even though she's ahead a grade of me she doesn't act all high and mighty you know how we can get being in an older grade an all. Acting cool. Ha! She has two sisters. One older and one younger. So I hung out with the teo older ones. Then I snuck out at the intermission and saw Jenny, Amy, and all my other great freiends. It was so cool.

Wesday: I was going to update that day but my dad came home and was ready hunery, and it was rainy. So we just went out to eat. It was okay but it was kinda bad food. Xp It was cool and nasty. But oh well. I went to sleep watching Fruba all night. ^^

Thrusday: It was raining and nasty. When I got home I took a shower and cleaned up. So my mom took me tonight to go see it and I sat with my best friends younger sister. It was alot of fun and it sounded great. ^_^

I missed the new CSI though. T.T

Well I also wanted to ask if you guys would vote for me in this little poll thing. It;s right here. I want to actually win something. ^^;;;



So I would love if you could thanks lots guys. ^_^


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Monday, December 5, 2005

Can you take it all away
That was from the song blurry so you know. ^^

Well today was boring. My week is goign to get a bit more crazy. I have a concert to go to tomorrow, and Holly's b-day is tomorrow, a concert at DA I want to see and then I want to get my friends gifts for Christmas and my family wants to get a tree through out this week. @.@ Everything is going to fast.

So everyone is thinking the same as I huh? It is sad that not alot of people are coming back. I think it stinks. XP People are so mean. I mean if your goign to leave at least e-mail me! I e-mail CTRNikkiM once in a while. I know most people don't know who she is but those who know her just PM or ask for her e-mail if you wanna talk. I know she will love it. ^_^

Well I can't think of much and I started redoing my lacus site so I better finish it. ^^



[EDIT:] Happy irthday 2lov!!!!!!!

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Sunday, December 4, 2005

Art of Otaku?
What is this Art of Otaku thing? I have no idea what in the world it is. I have been here a while so I guess it takes longer to e-mail the older Otaku's to the the new ones but I haven't gotten anything. I mean I got an e-mail about letting them submit my drawings for something or other but I never responded. I had no clue what they where talking about. So is it like a how to draw manga book or something? I'm confused.

Well my post yesterday was kinda lame so I will actually talk about something today.

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Well Actually I was going through my buds list above and I have seen that not that many are still actually here. TT.TT It sadens me. Well actually made a list of how many are open or not.

So here is the key:
~Regular for friends who update regularly
~X for friends who update every so often
~ Cross out for friend's sites who are down.

- X Bell
- Shanny
- Ina
- X Chie
- Sara
- Rin
- X Cagalli
- Vanessa
- Christina
- X Diamond
- Mimi
- Lindsey
- X Ayame
- Nittler Grasper
- Satoshi
- X John (LGL80)
- Alex

So as you see alot of them have there site's shut down. *tears* I think these are all of the older otakus too. So I see why we are slowly dying away.

The otaku is something fun, heck really fun. But there are only so many codes you can use or get tired of using. Most older otakus get use it and get board. So then they take a break and sometimes never come back. I to have been growing board with the Otaku. Maybe that's why I change themes all the time to keep things looking fresh and to give my site a new look. But I guess that just happens.

Well I would like to mark my 2nd Otaku Christmas is this year, along with my 2nd Otaku new year and soon my 2nd aniversy of joining the Otaku. So yay! My aniversy isn't till like March tough. ^_~

Well laters guys. I'm going. Peace out.


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Saturday, December 3, 2005

Hp movie...again
Ha! I just got back from watching the Harry Potter movie...again! Yes, Holly called around 10-ish and we went to the 12 noon one. I have to say not as exciting as the first time but it was cool to see it with a friend.

Well about my day yesterday. I went to the mall with my family. Well Orange park is really far away and stuff btu I still made my mom and dad go there. *ha ha* Well we went into Suncoast right?

Well my dad let me buy Naruto, book 8. Yea-ness. It is really good too. ^_^

And LGL80 got The seocnd YuYu book. Also he wanted me to tell you that he has been really busy and he will be back soon, he hopes.

Well Pardon me as I go and make some PNG's and watch videos from newgrounds that my friend (who is going to join here) sent me. ^_^ Laters.


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Friday, December 2, 2005

Nothing's going to change my world - Beatals
I was listening to that song so I couldn't help but quote it. The Beatals are great. ^_^

Well I have the new theme. I have to say it looks pretty good. The layout for the piost fits better then before. So I'm glad this one worked out. *whew*

Well I can't say alot because my mom just got home and we are going out so I need to go. But I will update tomorrow to tell you about my day.


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Thursday, December 1, 2005

Home early
I have gone home early everyone. I had such bad cramps and I felt so sick. I got picked up luckly. I feel alot better now.

Well now moving on for the rest of my day. My brother, very cooly so listen, is joining the Jr. Honor Society tonight! He's so smart, yet he never helps me with my homework. *huff* And if you are wondering, some of my older friends know, it is LGL80. I only have one older brother. *thankgod* I don't think I could handel two older brothers/sisters, or younger ones for that matter.

Also me and Holly were thinking about going to see the Harry Potter movie again. Rahyma got mad at us saying it was stupid, I beg to differ. I loved that movie. It was fun and exciting. ^_^ I so want to see it again.

When I did get home though I was watchign the animal planet. Yeah, that channel is kick ass. I love it. I plan to be a vet in all and stuff so I watch it lots. ^_^

Well that had really nothing in it but layout number 3 won from my post layouts. I actually got 6 comments. *tears* I haven't gotten alot lately. But anyways I have a back for it. And now we pick music and side bar.

Do you want to see my side bar or not? I can do it in two ways if you want to see my side bar too. But if anyone wants my info just say so. ^_^

Now for songs I was thinking either...
The Veronicas - 4ever
My Chemical Romance - I'm not okay
D12 and eminem - My Band
Morning Musume - Say Yeah
My Chemical Romance - Ghost of you
BoA - VALENTI (Korean)
BoA - No. 1

So pick one and I can get it.

So That is it for me today. I have to go to the dentist so I'm going to brush up a bit. I have good teeth, I have to with braces but it can never hurt right? ^_^


Shigure: Yuki! Tohru! Kyo! I hope your not smashing up my house again!
And another one for fun.
Shigure: Yuki, what was that crashing noise? Kyo's not here is he?
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Hello everyone!
Well another day and it was cold! Our weath has been changing so much lately. One day it will go down to 32 and the next day it's back up to 80. It's so crazy! But I guess that's what I get for living in Fl.

Well in yesterday it was number 3! Everyone wanted number 3 so that's cool. I also really liked number 4 but oh well.

So for today we have post layouts, I have four different ones I can do.
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2. From Vanessa-chan's site
3. From Lindsey's site
4. From Zoe's site

Okay so those are the ones I can do. Vote please. Next will be side bars. I can have 3 dirfferent ones believe it or not. ^_^

Well I am trying to beat Super Smash brothers Meela 100 battle thingy with my bro. So I'm going to get going. ^_^ Later all!

Oh an thanks for me getting 4880 hits. ^_^ Sweet!
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Winder wonder what?
Ahhh, sweet winter is upon us and it is still in the 70's. It's very hot down here. Here is a conversation I listened into when I saw in first period, "Dam! It's hot as fuck! What the hell! How are we 'pouse to be in the Christmas feeling when it's so hot! And it is hot. XP

And talking about Christmas, winter is coming up. So I need a new winter theme. Well problem is, I have 4 great walls I could use. So I'll let you all pick for me. I can't chose. TT.TT

So here are the walls I was looking at using.
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So just pink one for me and I'll use it. Actually this whole months theme is going to be chose by my "fans"/friends. So first this then next we will chose post layouts. ^_^

So on with my day. Today was fun in 1st period. The work that I rushed to finish yesterday was actually that day's and today's work in class. I was pretty happy. So I got double noted by James and Holly. It was great! I also got to read Holly's Chirstmas list. And one of her things was this: Recipets for all the stupid hit the family will give me even though I smile and say I love it. Ha! I loved it. I thought it was the funniest thing.

I also made my own 12 crap days of Christmas. I have lost my paper though. TT.TT It was really funny. Well the jist of it was that it reloved my day yesterday. My phone is broken and I hate it. Grrr! It kept asking me for the area code when I dialed. Well I entered it and it still didn't work. Oh did I mention that it was raining and our bus was late, and the fact I forgot my umbrella didn't help.

So I think that is enough for me. So later guys. ^_^

Shigure: Oh that's okay! I'd rather you not pick. You know what they say Gue' sara sara.
Kyo: Would yo get off me!
Shigure: Oh sorry am I borthering you?
Kyo: What do you think?!
Shigure: Oh! Thinking now are we?

Laters. ^_^
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