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Wednesday, February 2, 2005
How are you suppose to find these "good qualities", I wonder. If the reason you don't feel good about yourself is that you can find are qualities you don't like.
I don't think you can.
Not like that, thats not how it works.
I think what it takes is for some one else to say "I like you" That's the only way you can truly begin tp like your self.
When someone else accepts you, thats when you begin to see yourself through there eyes.
And you begin to realize that there are many qualities you like about your self.
Where are mine. I got put down alot today guys. So bare with me. There is this girl. I think of her as a friend but really what is a friend. Is it someone that makes changes for you and the same for you as well. I help her, I make sacrifies for her and yet she doesn't do anything for me. I try to say no too but I can't. I am so easy people take advatage of me. I...I try to stick up for my self. But the pain of rejection and hurt is too strong of a feeling for me. I wish I could be a better person. I just wish some people would respect me in the way I do them but I can't say anything because I'm so chicken. And sometimes I wish I could be alone. The feeling of loss and pain I feel would be as bad as it is now. But will it be worst. Or will it be better. I can't even tell now. I really don't understand life. If someone dies they will never be forgoten but if a baby is born it could replace the pain with caring and love. So if the person who died is being for gotten right or maybe just replaced. I don't understand. I thought I had everything I needed to figure in life figured but I see it in a whole new light now. If someone is there for me and will love me or at least like me will I ever have to worry about being alone.
You can find that answer on your own.
~*Lie74*~
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