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Monday, April 11, 2005
Sucky week so far and forever more
I am now letting cusing on my site because I'm being pissy right now and I feel like it. This week has been crapy and it is only monday. I feel like crap and my mom wouldn't let me miss school today she wouldn't even let me sleep in this morning. Then tomorrow I have to run the mile at school and do curl ups. I might just not dress out because my legs still hurt and I don't want to do it. I have a papper due tomorrow that has to be typed and I haven't even done a rough draft for it because I was out and I got a bad grade on a notebook check again. And damm fucking pop ups keep comming up. I just want to scream and cry. I hate this. I hate life. I just want everything to leave me alone and go anyway. But it won't. Everything keeps comming and won't stop. And no one will help. The only person who trys to help me is LGL80. But it doesn't help much. Even if I smile or laugh it only makes my pain and hurt harder for me to hold. I can't help it. I guess that is the person I will always be. The girl who does what ever people tell her to do. Can never do anything right and has to have people always help her with life because she is to scard to let anyone know what she is like. I once wrote this to Chibi Creator one time when she asked me what it was like to be a younger sister.
I'm not like every other younger sister I don't cry easliy and I don't cry alot. Because that is what everyone thinks. But to have to stand up for a person who is stronger than you just so you look bad and they look good is a pain because the older person could do it if they just tried it. But instead you have to do it and look bad.
Sorry about that guys it is just alot of stuff going on now that is getting me working to hard or not at all and I am just over welmed. Another thing that made me mad was that I didn't get to see Gundam SEED ep 49 and it was my mom's fault because I asked her for the date and she told me the wrong one but she says it was my own fault. Which got me mad. So now I didn't see the second to last ep and I have to buy the DVD to see it. Which I don't have the money at this time because I want to get Fruba number 8. Alot of things are going on right now so I'm going to work on my paper now. So Maybe I'll be in a better mood tomorrow to talk with everyone. Bye bye now.
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