Monday, July 4, 2005

   Happy 4th of July everyone!!
Mood: awake
Time of Post: 12:00 am
Listening to: Some where I belong- Linkin Park

Happy 4th everyone!!!


I feel tons better today. I even wrote a non fluffy opening to a fan fiction I’m writing. Yay! I was happy to see some people I haven’t seen in a long time comment. Elves-chan was here. *yay* but anyway, I still haven’t gotten friends page up. Pirates of the Caribbean has been up and I love that movie. It’s so good. I love the CG. I also finally checked my e-mail. Someone has gotten me a premium thing on Xanga. I was shocked so I plan to do some stuff with that. I also saw banzaiinu1 sent me a thing for Princess AI. I will go and see about it. Thanks. ^_^

And of course my great friend Koganomiko sent me a birthday card. On time, I just never looked at my e-mail sorry. So it is. *hugs*

I love Full Metal Panic!! And Fumoffu too.

Also happy birthday too Blackki-chan!

Best wishes to you on your trip to Vegas as well. Wish I could go.

Well more stuff on the day. I actually cleaned. I plan to do a ton more too. I want to move my room around. I hope I can move my bed against the wall to have more floor room. And I hope I can get more room for more wall scrolls. Also going to get rid of all my old junk. I will admit it. I played all the time with Barbie’s. So I have a ton I’m getting ride of. Along with Barbie clothes and stuff with Barbie. So I’ll have more room. I have three bins with that stuff in it so I will have more room. My mom works at a elementary school so most of my kid stuff that isn’t totally messed up is going there for little kids to have. I still have to clean my floors, desk, and under my bed. But I did find a lot of stuff. Like snap bracelets and some other thing. One of the things I like best I found was a fake emerald stone that was on a necklace. I like the way it shines. ^_^ Well I also found some things from my past. Like pokemon figures, bog chips, and my Sakura and Li dolls from the 3rd grade. Needless to say I keep my Sakura and Li dolls. And my pokemon figures too. ^_^ I love those little things. Call me weird and stupid I’ve heard them all before but that is me so get use to it. XP

Well I downloaded episode 35 and 36 of Gundam SEED Destiny. They are so good. I hate Dullindal so much. He is such an jerk. Saying all he wants is peace. He wants to get rid of Leggos (even though there as bad as Blue cosmos) it still isn’t right. And Mia was great. I loved her in episode 36. It was perfect. I’ll just play out the scene for you. Athrun is running away from ZAFT soldiers because there calling him a trader and stuff when Meer goes running off with him out in the rain. Now here’s the scene direct from the show.
Meer- A-Athrun. Athrun why?
Athrun- The chairman only has use for the ones that comply with the roles he approves of. Lacus that’s at his own convenience, and I who can only be used as a mobile suite pilot. But even you can’t be doing this forever, isn’t that right?! If you do, then you’ll eventually be killed also. That’s why come with me!
Meer- *gasp and has a flash back from why she performed in episode 17* I-I… I’m Lacus!
Athrun- Meer!
Meer- NO!!! I’m Lacus! I’m Lacus, okay?! *has flash back of her old self with black hair and small black eyes* I prefer Lacus!
Athrun- You’re…
Meer- Who cares if I’m just taking her role?! If I… If I do it properly! Who cares if I just live like this?!
Athrun- *has flash back of Cagalli from the first episode* gasp
Meer- That’s why… Athrun too… Okay? It’ll be fine. *offers her hand to his then pulls it back*
Athrun- *hears foot steps* Meer! *holds out his hand to hers. She backs away from it*
After a minute he leaves her behind and she sits on the steps and cries in the rain.
*end scene*
I don’t know why. Maybe because she rejected her name. I don’t know I just love the way it’s voiced. She is so sad and stuff. It’s great. You all must download it if you like GS and GSD. And I will go and see if I can find cheep InuYasha DVD on ebay. I don’t like the voice actors for the English dub from InuYasha either. I love the Japanese way better. I must say that Meryin from this episode is great. ^_^

Thanks for saying I’m not boring everyone. Glad to know you guys don’t fall asleep during my post. Oh wait Meryin shower scene I love it. I’ll put that in tomorrow’s post if you want to hear it. It is actually quite funny. Well let me end my ever exciting post with the only good poem from yesterdays slump.
Empty feeling the world pass me by.
Eyes burring without sleep.
Feeling hot and tired dirty yet clean. Laughing yet hating my self inside for laughing when I need not too.
Feeling moody and slapping
Making everyone suffer, not letting go.
Can you save me?
Do I need help?
Who will help me if I do?
Can life need me as much as I need it.
Do I need air move without me breathing in and out?
Or can it move around me when I’m not?
Will it move?
Can anything move within it self?
Do you need help?
Can I help you?
But how is that, that I can help you but not my self?
Is it a time, place, or purpose to it all?
Can only you help me because you can help me see what’s wrong, how you can help because you let me see my problems?
Yes that is how you can help.

So picture and quote of the day.

From Ayame Clyne’s site. I thought it was so funny.
“My words might sound true when said, but it will be hard to see them out.”- Dullindal