Thursday, March 30, 2006

Hollow...it's like the...the face benthin my skin...
Yeah So here I am my fellow Otaku-ians. Not the happiest person on the block I can tell ya that. For some stange reason I have this hollow feeling in my life. Like I'm missing out on something big but I don't know what it is. And everytime I get close it pulls away.

I just can't get a hold on my feelings anymore. Everything seems to be spinning out of control in my world, yet here I am sitting here typing this post as sane as other people. Maybe that's it. Maybe I'm so normal it's driving me crazy.

So let's go over my day: at least I will label this with a PG-13 warning due to the fact I need to get things off my back and this is the only place were I can put it. So here it goes:

First off I would like to say that my school is driving me fucking crazy. My mom gave me these new high lighters, and when I mean new I mean I've never, ever ever ever! used them before in my life. And my mom is a workaholic so I realy get anything from her in the first place (I'm sure you can tell where this is going) Well in gym after I came back from running my 5 laps, fucking bastards makign us run so much is killing me because it's under 40 degress in the morning yet over 80 in the afternoon, well anyways I got back to the locker room. They were stollen!

I understand someone stealing a cellphone, CD player, MP3 player, and even a Ipod. But who in there righ god dam fucking minds steals highlighters! I mean they looked cool but What the fuck! I never even got to use them. I'm never going to get anything from my mother now.

I guess this hot weather is making me act crazy. It's so hot in the afternoon. Now on to my other problem in school; Mihn. He's a friend of mine who has been driving me insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He is so....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! Goddamit even thinkign aobut it pisses me off. He is from another country and doesn't really know better but he is still acting like a dick. We have to clean our 4th period class after so we can leave, our teacher gets crazy about it.

So there was a piece of paper on the floor and Minh sits next ot me. But he was closer to the paper so he gets it and then throws it on my desk. WHAT THE FUCK! The trashcan is right there dick wad! And yesterday I was trying to hit someone behind him with a tadder star at lunch and I missed and him in the head. So what does he do? Grab a whole hand full on tadder stars and dumps them on my head.

Now we all know school food, it's greasy as hell and he dumped it in my head and everything. I was just glad I have short hair now. I looked at my shirt and there was a grease stain on it. I was like, "You own me a new shirt." And he said "You know the only reason I don't punch you is because your my friend." And I was about to kick his ass. I wish he would punch me! I would go crazy on him. I'm so sick of his crap!

Well I think I'm almost done ranting so if your getting tired of reading my crap just skip over a gourp of things now.

So then now to my computer problems. Klyosa is down...again for the thousand-ith fucking time! How am I suppose to run my sites when it keeps dieing. And the first time I lost everything and there like, "Well you should have backed up everything." I am wondering, How the hell are we suppose to know your site is going to go up chuck and die leaving us with nothing. And they don't answer any of e-mails. So I'm done with this crap! I'm moving my site to an actual host. I'm so sick of it!

Then YouTube is killing me. There is this ine person who post of the board at least 5 times a day. And because Youtube wants to make sure that person's friends list knows this they have to e-mail me every fucking time he does something. I got home and had 18 e-mails. Over hald of them were from one person. I'm going to take him off my friends list because this is driving me crazy!

Well this is the end of my rants. I feel better.

And about the layout...well....me having this as a temp one. I have one layout in mind. I just have to code it. So that is all for me. Sorry if I boarded you guys to death. I just had to but this somewhere.

PS. I hate myspace!

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