Thursday, November 3, 2005

   Long time
It seems like I haven't been on for a long time I sort of missed you guys. So much stuff was happening in my life I just didn't have enough time to sit down the computer. Where to begin? For the last two weeks my 'boyfriend' had been ignoring me and I didn't know what to do. I was at my friends house when Adero called and told me he at her house and she asked if I wanted to take to him and I said no. I didn't want to but I broke up with hime over the phone which I kind of happy that I did know that I think about it. Holloween was awesome we went out trick or treating but we wound of not going to the cemetary with her oujia because it was raining.
I just remembered that I went to a wedding saturday and I got buzzed of of Champaigne the whole time my step great grandma was giving me dirty looks. The sad thing is that this isn't even the half of what went on but I don't think I should (means I'm to lazy) type them. I'll try and get around to everyones site and what not well yeah.....
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

   Writers block
This sucks I usually write at least one poem everyday and it seems that I've hit a writers block. It seems like I haven't been on here for a long time it's only been a couple of days.... My boyfriend is sort if avoiding me and I don't know what is going on it kind of hurts but oh well. Monday is Shamhain!!!! Oh and apparently my boyfriend's not moving but when he told me he didn't seem happy -_-''

I haven't watched Inuyasha in a long time and it seems to be killing me!!! I guess I really don't know how to describe what is going on in my life. If only I could tell you guys what my dad said to me in a email it pissed me of.

Your element is Wind. You are the guy/girl that is
unpredictable. No one knows what you're going
to do next and what you're in the mood for.
Studying is not your thing and you would rather
go to a party than stay home. Life is just for
fun and you need to be free to live according
to you. You waste no time on lies, if you feel
or think one thing you say it even if it hurts.
Of course, people may be quite upset but that
doesn't really bother you. It's not that you
don't care, because you do, but in these
situations it's a waste of time. You live up in
the clouds and are quite a dreamer about life.
People often consider you beautiful, but harsh
and they would think twice before getting to
know you. But once they do, they'll learn that
you are always willing to take yourself and
your friends on adventures. Never will it be a
boring time with you and your friends
appreciate that. You are not often seen sad,
but you have your times. If someone has been
mean to you, you can quite easily trash-talk
them for betraying you. Nevertheless, you are
most of the time a good spirit who just want to
have some fun. Rate and message!


What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]
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Friday, October 21, 2005

No school and a free friday
This is the first time in months that I had a friday to be by myself... No school today so I'll be on the internet for a while if I don't end up going to Andie party wait yeah I might go... I found out that my boyfriend is not moving *sighs* I can't wear my gir earing because they are danglingy and I don't want someone to rip then out of my ear. Apparently all the hicks are going to jump the 'freaks' drama drama that what happens with stupid Americans.....
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

   All going to hell
Yesterday was horrible my friends boyfriend got jumped by some rednecks and then they were going around saying that they were going to jump all the freaks. He ended up getting arresting and the guys that jumped him were beating him with chains and he never hit back and still they didn't get arrested.
This was the first time I saw her cry and I've known her for three years it pissed me off. My boyfriend looked really sad yesterday and I keep on asking him what was wrong he said nothing but his eyes gave him away. I had to find out from my friend what was going on and I thought that my heart was going to break.
I found out that he's moving to St.Louis and I felt my stomache drop when she said that...... I'm going to walk up and just hug the life right out of him I don't know what to do.

I knew that this couldn't last but I'm going to stick to this sang
Don't cry because it's over smile because it happened.
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Monday, October 17, 2005

   Tears of regret
I had a party friday and damn was it fun we started to play strip poker and I won! Then somehow two of my friends ended up going streaking in my neighborhood. I also find out one of my new friends likes my boyfriend and also she has went to his work asking for him. I was like okay whatever..... Saturday they went over to the old mans house that I made cry and asked him for an egg. Really busy weekend but somehow I gained ten pounds 0.0''
I'll try and get to peoples sites today.....
question has any of you ever just felt like you can't go on but somewhere you found hope?
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Friday, October 14, 2005

   *sigh*
I guess I'll try to attempt to tell ya'll what's going on...... Okay my boyfriend told me that he had night school and on the bus I see him walking away from the school with his ex girlfriend. I'm thinking that he lied to me and so the next day I give him a chance to tell me himself and he never did. I'm not going to let somebody play these games with me.....

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