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Sunday, July 3, 2005


to the point
from now on i want everyone to call me taa-kun. thanks
~lil angel girl

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Saturday, July 2, 2005


blah blah blah
GAWD MY HEAD HURTS! it kills! and my stomach is not helping either. well ya see i had a headache and then i sucked hellium in the park with laur and then we smoked some half used cigarettes and now we both feel like shit. i feel like three times as bad as i did before we started. yeah i know it was stupid but it was really really fun. we're gonna do it again...someday...well then hmmmm thats really all i did today..im at laurs now so that helps a lil..welll i guess ill ttyl later!
~lil angel girl

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just have to...talk? or is it vent?
hey all. yeah its cooled off some, and we lost our game, and im REALLY sore and tired still. well ok im sorry, but i just gotta vent... I HATE BEING POOR! it SUCKS! im sorry. now i guess i should explain. my friend is getting a wardrobe from hot topic and like cool pants and shoes and stuff and i asked my mom if maybe we could do that in installments and stuff, but then i told her that the pants were 50$ each. and she said no. all we can afford is 25$ tops on pants. even less on shirts. so yeah that made me feel bad that i made her say it and then tonight i asked if we could go to elmira and she was like no. and when i stupidly asked why, she was like "we just dont have the money right now" i feel like the worst person ever for making her say that! its really inconciderate of me...yeah sorry bout all this, but i cant keep dumping on one person, so i brought it here. sorry again
~lil angel girl

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Thursday, June 30, 2005


sore and hot
well i had my first softball practice of the season last night and now today is our first game. its like 90 degrees! its insane. so yeah my dad woke me up at 1120 today. yeah i know thats kinda late, but im not feeling so hot and i wish that i coulda slept but oh well. too late for that now. so yeah its really hot here and i dont really have anything to do, which is nice for once...heh so anyways what do ya'll think of the new look? if anyone wants to talk to me on aim...i know this sounds desperate, but hey i have one person that i talk to alot so yeah its ladyfuhrer1910 and i get on around 930 or 10 pm...lol what you all doin?
~lil angel girl

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Monday, June 27, 2005


nothing
heh. i dont know why im posting. probably cos there is nothing to do. oh well. i got around to some sights. yeah so...hmmm its supposed to be 97 today which means that its probably gonna be hotter. ::sighs:: i might work on my shaman king pic at my grandma's cos she's got air conditioning! lol yeah so what you all doin today?
~lil angel girl

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Saturday, June 25, 2005


so much to say and so little time
hey all. long time no see. well i guess that alot has changed in the last...well however long it was since i last updated. oh yeah alot has come on. so i may as well start from the least important to the most important. i didnt get the job that i was counting on for this summer so now i will probably have to go to summer school. i made out with i guy that i hadnt seen in a long time and hardly knew then under a bridge. and most awesomely i got my belly button pierced by yours truely. so thats really all the important stuff. i mean there is always the hangin out with laur to include but we do that so much its hard to tell all that we do. and hmm...its really really hot. yup to hot for comfort. so yeah. i guess thats really all i have to say...i'll try and get around to your sites later. ttyl
~lil angel girl

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005


ever feel like talking, but have no one to talk to? ever felt like crying, but you couldn't? ever felt like dying, but something said you wouldn't?
yeah thats how my life seems to be turning out. after a few arguements and shouting matches i dont have to go to summer school anymore. which is good, i suppose. my dad is gone which is why i am here. the visit was just as bad as i thought that it would be. expierience was speaking then. im sorry for taking it out on you all last time. it wasnt right of me to do that to you. so yeah my dad was talking of applying for a job in buffalo which means that he would be home alot more, and i couldnt deal with all that. not now. not with so much other stuff going on. probably the only good thing that came out of his being home was that my bro and i grew closer as we hid in my room for hours on end. i've stopped cutting for a time. i know thats its not final or anything, it never is, but i got through it on my own. good or bad i dont know which. but now im going through the change time. where i want to be alone, but when im alone i want to be with people. i dont really understand it all and i wont pretend like i do. phonies bug me so much. i'd like to get around to your sites, but i really dont have alot of time at the moment. so i hope that i shall talk to you all later.
~lil angel girl
oh yeah. heres a mini post for all of you who want me to act happy all the time. (luke)
Job interview tomorrow
not much to post on today. but i did get a call this morning that i have a job interview tomorrow in belmont. i hope that i get this job cos id really like to have some money for a change. well thats all for now. ttyl!
~lil angel girl

now its up to you. which do ya'll prefer? which ever you prefer i shall do. i can provide you with the ever happy me, or the real inner me. i've already been told by some people that they want me to be happy all the time. sorry for the long post. thanks for suffering through it. now for real this time
talk to everyone later
~lil angel girl

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Thursday, June 9, 2005


DAMN IT ALL!!!!!
I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM!! ok thats better. to inform you all why i am venting all this. my dad just called. he talked to my mom. he told her that

1. he is not working and probably wont work for a while.
2. he wants to buy an air conditioner with money that we dont have
3. he is coming home tomorrow
4. if my cabe and i dont find something to do this summer, we get to go to summer school

ok. deep calming breaths. DAMMIT! ok i have a job that starts july 11 cabe is taking swimming and teaching a little kid how to swim and we are both doing clay classes this summer. is this not something that we are doing?! yeah i think that it is! gawd and if thats not bad enough the bastard is coming home to us, to yell at us, tell us what worthless pieces off shit we are, and god knows what else. im still extremely pissed off, but this has helped some...not really but ok...well anyways how have you all been?
~lil angel girl

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Wednesday, June 8, 2005


DAMN IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM!! ok thats better. to inform you all why i am venting all this. my dad just called. he talked to my mom. he told her that

1. he is not working and probably wont work for a while.
2. he wants to buy an air conditioner with money that we dont have
3. he is coming home tomorrow
4. if my cabe and i dont find something to do this summer, we get to go to summer school

ok. deep calming breaths. DAMMIT! ok i have a job that starts july 11 cabe is taking swimming and teaching a little kid how to swim and we are both doing clay classes this summer. is this not something that we are doing?! yeah i think that it is! gawd and if thats not bad enough the bastard is coming home to us, to yell at us, tell us what worthless pieces off shit we are, and god knows what else. im still extremely pissed off, but this has helped some...not really but ok...well anyways how have you all been?
~lil angel girl

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Saturday, June 4, 2005


no matter where you are, everyone in the world is connected some how
why doesnt anyone i want to hate me, hate me? i have tried to get people to hate me, but the dont. i dont know why tho. they should. they should wash their hands of me and make everything easier on everyone. but no. why would they make it easy? well anyways, i dont know anyone whose happy anymore. every is either commiting suicide or knows someone or someones who are. its like everyone is connected to death. yeah so thats all that i really had to say, so bai.
~lil angel girl

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