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Thursday, April 28, 2005


   today was....ok....
well today was the best day that i have had in a long time. see there is this one girl in my class who knew that i got a puppy and also that i had to return her. so she told me of a friend of hers, who happens to live in the same town as i do, who wants to get rid of one of her dogs. so anna is gonna call her tonight and get the details! yay!! i am soo happy about that! but something that put a bit of a damper on my spirits was when i found out that beth was having a b-day party, and also that i wasn't invited once again. and once again everyone else in the class was BUT me. this samething happend with claire. but the really funny thing is that i really dont care all that much. so i went to the computer lab after school and ichiro sat at the computer next to me and got on and asked if he could talk to me, so naturally i said yeah. and he was like is there any manga that you would like? and i was like uhm.... i dunno... so he suggested kare kanno. so he's gonna buy me one or two volumes of kare kanno because i let him read a ton of my manga!!! yay! i was soo happy! that is such a nice thing for him to do!!! well i hope that ya'll have had as good a day as i have! ttyl!
~lil angel girl

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005


   can't i ever catch a break???
alright here's the story behind this one. see i have this grandma, on my dad's side, and she lives really close to my house, like two doors down, in this apartment building. i've always been really close to her. now its just like she zones out and forgets alotta stuff, and just isn't all there. my mom thinks that she suffered a miny stroke. i dont know. but anyways tonight at dinner my mom was telling me about another thing that my grandma did today, and she's like you better appreciate the time that you've got left with her...that made me really sad. i love my grandma. we do lotsa stuff together, and have all these shows that we watch and we watch the yankees together, and all that good stuff...i dont know what i'd do if i lost someone else that i loved. well i just needed to tell someone that...thanks for reading...
~lil angel girl

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005


   not much hath changed
well you can tell that the end of the year is coming. i've got tons of projects, alotta work, a few more tests, and i am losing alot of my friends at school. all sure signs that summer vacation is almost here. the spring banquet is coming and the guys are all...yeah lets not say what they're talkin about. yeah once again i am going all alone to the banquet. its a sad sad thing. oh well. anyone here wanna go with me? i dunt know how you'd get here but thats a minor detail. well talk to ya later...maybe...
~lil angel girl, the lone angel

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Monday, April 25, 2005


   thanx to those who care!
thanks to those who assured me of their friendship. it really means alot to me to know that i have you guys to fall back on. but really its not my choice to be alone, as some of you think it is. my so called best friend laur and her bestest bud zach, leave me outta stuff then tell me all about it the next day. does that sound like i am trying to be alone to you? so i got tired of it and just said fine if your gonna be like that then i dont care. i'll go back to being by myself. nobody can hurt you if your all alone. but as you guys so showed yesterday i'm not alone. i have you here on the-o, and i love you guys! your always there to encourage me, and help me through. it helps alot, thanks so much.
~lil angel girl

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Sunday, April 24, 2005


   everything is going away
my lil brother is now my bestest friend. jojo and luke are my companions. kyoko is gone. she wont be coming back. everything that i loved to eat/drink is no longer there. everyone i loved is slipping from my grasp. my past is coming back to strike me when i am weak. i am the lone wolf. i realize this now. i dont need people. infact life is a whole helluva lot easier without them. i stand alone. take that how ever you want cos i dont care.
goodbye.

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Thursday, April 21, 2005


   my new vow
i dont think that i shall ever have a friend again. except for luke and jojo i really have no friends. my new puppy, kyoko, is messed up. there is something really wrong with her and we have to take her back. i knew that shewas gonna leave cos when ever i get a really good friend they leave. i dont want her to leave. i love her so much. well bye
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Saturday, April 16, 2005


   i'm not lonely no more!
hey all guess what!!! i told my dad that i wanted a rabbit and he was like "no. but you can get a dog." so today we went to the spca and looked at their doggies and i found my new best friend and we got her! her name was bitsy but i changed it to kyoko. she responds really well to it! and she's really hyper! but then again she is only 7 months old...i love her so much!!! she's funny! well i am in a really good mood today! thanks to all for understanding! and to jojo...dude you are still my friend, but i meant that i can call and stuff, thanks so much!...aight then.

there is somethin weird about my computer and its not lettin me comment on yur guy's sites...i tried i really did! but it just wont work! i am really really sorry! i hope to ttyl! bai!

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Friday, April 15, 2005


   hey. thanks
thanks guys. its nice to know that i'm not the only one, but really it doesn't make me feel that much better about myself...sorry. thanks tho. well last night in tractor supply i saw this grey rabitt and i knew immediately that i wanted him...but of course my dad is like why? and my mom was like it'd have to stay outside...but i dont care! all i want is a pet. i know i gots dussy but he only really loves my mom. i just want something all my own, ya know? i mean i am single and i probably will be for the rest of my life. besides an animal would last longer than a boyfriend anyways. so yeah. incase ya couldn't tell i am feeling really lonely lately. its an empty kinda lonely too. i know there are people but they're not there kinda thing. thats why i want an animal. so maybe i wont be so lonely. i hope i can get him...i doubt it but i really just want someone, or preferably something...well ttyl...maybe
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Thursday, April 14, 2005


   hello i am a loser
hey all! i am the world's biggest loser! and a wimp. and a reject. and just about everything else you can think of. i was too afraid to talk to coach carroll and tell her i had to quit softball for med. reasons. i was too afraid to talk to mr. dutt and tell him that i didn't get all of the notes so i wasn't prepared for the test. basically the only things i can eat now are vegetables, some meats, and fruits as long as their not citrus fruits. my mom basically called me a loser cos i was too afraid to talk to coach carroll so i had her do it for me and she was like "she sounded like the kinda person who woulda respected ya if ya went to her yourself and told her that you couldn't play." and anna, before the test was like,"do you want me to ask if you have to take the test?". and then lastly, laur was like, "its ok. you can talk here. no one knows you." its all terribly depressing. and i refuse to tell anyone what i was thinking that was the real reason that i wouldn't talk on the bus. so ha. well no that i have got that off my chest, good-bye.
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Monday, April 11, 2005


   im baaaaaaaAAAAAAACK!!!!!!!!!
ok all! i am finally back! not necessarily feelin all that much better but i am still back! thanks so much to all of my well wishers! i'm glad i can finally think strait and all that..well anyways im back now and softball is gonna be the death of me. it hurts whenever i do anything. throw, hit, and catch. so i may have to quit, but i feel damn so bad when i quit stuff i just dunno. not really much to say. i know i've been gone for forever, but i was sick the whole goddamn time and didn't really do much of anything. hmmm i worked on homework and watched tv. whoop de.oh yeah. sorry bout the language for you younger viewers, but live with it. i've been readin "the catcher in the rye" and the language in that is about like mine...i do love that book. i only read it cuz it influenced ghost in the shell stand alone complex, but its actually a really good book. i loved it. well thats all fir now...i gotta go do my gd bible homework, but a fond farewell to you all..."blasphemos yet polite" well said major.
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