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Tuesday, June 14, 2005


ever feel like talking, but have no one to talk to? ever felt like crying, but you couldn't? ever felt like dying, but something said you wouldn't?
yeah thats how my life seems to be turning out. after a few arguements and shouting matches i dont have to go to summer school anymore. which is good, i suppose. my dad is gone which is why i am here. the visit was just as bad as i thought that it would be. expierience was speaking then. im sorry for taking it out on you all last time. it wasnt right of me to do that to you. so yeah my dad was talking of applying for a job in buffalo which means that he would be home alot more, and i couldnt deal with all that. not now. not with so much other stuff going on. probably the only good thing that came out of his being home was that my bro and i grew closer as we hid in my room for hours on end. i've stopped cutting for a time. i know thats its not final or anything, it never is, but i got through it on my own. good or bad i dont know which. but now im going through the change time. where i want to be alone, but when im alone i want to be with people. i dont really understand it all and i wont pretend like i do. phonies bug me so much. i'd like to get around to your sites, but i really dont have alot of time at the moment. so i hope that i shall talk to you all later.
~lil angel girl
oh yeah. heres a mini post for all of you who want me to act happy all the time. (luke)
Job interview tomorrow
not much to post on today. but i did get a call this morning that i have a job interview tomorrow in belmont. i hope that i get this job cos id really like to have some money for a change. well thats all for now. ttyl!
~lil angel girl

now its up to you. which do ya'll prefer? which ever you prefer i shall do. i can provide you with the ever happy me, or the real inner me. i've already been told by some people that they want me to be happy all the time. sorry for the long post. thanks for suffering through it. now for real this time
talk to everyone later
~lil angel girl

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