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Sunday, February 12, 2006


You know who you are
Millennium Actress

You've hurt me
I try and hurt back
But your there
To far away to touch
I don't know you anymore
Not like I used to.
I used to love you
Call you my friend
But you've never cared,
Not cared past yourself.
I see now.
You used me
Abused me
I'm done.
If I could escape you
I would.
But I'm wound tight
Stuck in you
With you.
No more escape.
It hurts
Deep down in this place
My soul
Darkened always by your shadow
Always there
Never ceasing.
I try to remain untouchable
Nothing can hurt me.
Well...
That’s how I try to come off.
Some people see it
But others see past
And others try to understand
I can't stop them.
I don't know why.
No. That's not true
I know.
I want someone to care
Someone to love me
Tell me I'm important
Someone you never were.
Never will be.
And that's ok.
I understand.
That's not who you are.
It's hard on me.
But that’s life.
Constantly acting the part
Never speaking out
Always doing as I am told
That's how I'll always be
I won't like it,
But I can't change it.
As Shakespeare said
"All the world's a stage
And a critic."
Me the constant actress
You the constant critic.
My acting never close
But when you’re here
You don’t see me.
Not the real me at any rate.
But what I’ll never let you see
Is the pain we all suffer
It’s your fault.
Not all though
I’ll admit to it.
I’m to blame as well,
You will blame me.
I know you all to well.
No amount of apologizing
Could ever bring us together.
We’re all sorry.
But we’ll still keep on hurting,
Denying all,
Hating all.
So now all that’s left to say is
I’m so sorry and
Good-bye
Dear ever lost companion.

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