Friday, January 25, 2008

to xaos:
haha
you should get on your comp
so you could watch it
=]

lol yea
thats partially cuz your the only one
who comments on them
so yea
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Thursday, January 24, 2008

to xaos:
um bart simpson was kidding when he said that
gandhi said something similar i just dont remember what -_-'

thats alright
i was just bored

thats alright too lol
i dont update much anyways
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to xaos:
yea, thatd be awesome if i did.

haha, yea gandhis kool like that. lol
nah he did.
i dint know at first either.

randomness:


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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

to xaos:
well it isnt always
but at most times it can be

yea who knows maybe i do

random quote:
where there is love there is life - mahatma gandhi.
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

to xaos:
yea i try not to give up as much as i want to i dont

thanks yea another i just came up with lol

more randomness:

These Memory Filled Notes To You

Emptiness and lonliness
Thoughts that make me bleed
I have nothing to live for
What other motivation do I need

Your memory is as sharp as daggers
Piercing through my heart
I cannot get them out my mind
Its tearing me apart

Pills,guns,ropes and razors
They are dancing through my head
Should I skip my worthless life
And kill myself instead

My heart is shattered on the floor
It can't be fixed with glue
Because It always seems to crack
At my first thought of you

But I just don't understand
I thought you said forever
Instead I'm drinking you away
Wishing we could be together

No one seems to understand
What's going through my head
So allow me to clear it up
I wish that I was dead

Its time for me to get out of here
Time to end this game
I just wonder when I die
Will you still be the same

I hope you can live with it
You're the reason I won't be here
The thought of my death haunting you
Can you live with it

I know it will make you break
I know you'll go insane
You'll take the same path I did
Just to ease you're pain


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to xaos:
yea i know.
i already figured out what i did wrong.

well yes actually i have but countless times it didnt work out. still trying though.

randomness:

if you can prove to me
that somethings dont always fade
that as ive said before
in the end evtyhing fades
that i was wrong
that there are somethings
that dont ever fade
that alwasy stay
you can try
try with all your might
to get me to love you
but the truth is
you can get me to smile
but will it stay
no
you get me to laugh
but will it continue
no
you can make me happy
but will it stay
no
will ever get me to love you
probably not
do you know why
its simple really
just ask me one of these times
and maybe ill tell you
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Monday, January 21, 2008

to xaos:
yea i seem to be good at stuff like that.so people say anyways.

how come?

idn whats up with it either.
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Sunday, January 20, 2008

to xaos:
actually the lyrics didnt have anything to do with it i was just bored and came up with that lol and i probably messed the video up earlier sorry -_-'
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   gah!
im bored
-_-'

i wanna girl thatll treat me right
one thatll hold me tight
fight away the demons
when im asleep

i wanna girl thatll be just right
one that is perfect
without an hourglass figure
and baby doll face
im not saying that wouldnt be nice
but i dont want bitch
that complians about every little thing

i wanna girl thatll say its ok
when everyone else has given up
and doesnt believe anything i say anymore
one thatll be there
no matter what goes wrong

i wanna girl
a girl thattll be there for me
and in reaturn
i will always and forever be hers




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Friday, January 18, 2008

blah blah blah this frggin sucks
ok so i have to pass this test the cashee or whatever its just math n i totally suck at math ne wayz i have to pass it in order to graduate n i failed but now im gonna get tutoring till i can take the make up in time to still graduate this year hopefully but frggin omg the tutoring thing is online n when i went to login it wont let me! arg! this sucks man i neeed to pass so i can go to college.

o and random questions:
should i go to college in japan or washington? lol
if you had to pick between love and your dreams, which would you pick?

random questions are fun. lol
please answer them
=]

also:
im uploading some art of mine k
so go check it out people.

random picture:


fav song:
dont forget to write
by
last winter
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