Wednesday, September 6, 2006

What can I do for you?
I can't hear you...







...hello?
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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

Just shoot me, please.
So I was awoken at 6:20 this morning with a pain in my leg so severe it... well it woke me up. My knee feels like it's been hit with a hammer for a few hours. It hurts so bad that it's sending pain up from my right knee cap, to my thigh, to my lower back, to my neck.

It hurts so bad all I can do right now is cry. I don't know what this pain is, but I think it might be arthritis. It's always in my right leg, anytime I stand too long or I use it too much it pains the crap out of me.

What pisses me off the most is trying to sleep with this pain. I'd rather shoot myself in the head and die than feel this anymore. OR I'd love to just REALLY bash my knee in with a hammer. OR cut it off, whichever works for most fowlks.

I took two asprin already (and I don't take pills, period... I will only take pain medication if I'm crying or throwing up). Lo and behold, here I sit, two pills later and not a damn thing is making this knee stop hurting except sitting up dulls the pain a little bit.

Does anyone know what the pain could be? I really want it to go away, but it seems it is God's bedtime, because no matter how much I beg and plead, this pain won't go away.

I havent cried over physical pain in about oh I don't know... five years or so. I could really use a gun, or just a bat to knock me unconcious.

Walking is going to suck tomorrow.

...damnit...
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Friday, September 1, 2006

Wert
Here is the Destiny picture I photoshopped.

This is how it was originally drawn (someone else drew it in a manga):



And this is when I got done photoshopping it:



and that is that. See, it's for people who can't draw on an everyday basis.

Oh yes and a new wallpaper is coming up :D.

Watasefan likes it, she totaly backed me up on the whole idea, and gave me some great suggestions, so if no one else downloads it, she said she would.

Ahaha Cloud is Emo...
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Mother f....
No me gusta espanol, porque no se nada.

Epanol es muy estupido y muy tonto.

Yo quiero espanol mortar (right die.. yes?)

yo quiero var a historia.

Epanol es no mi favorita.


I bet half or maybe all of that was wrong. Thats why I hate it.

okay maybe I don't hate spanish, I just hate my teacher...


YO QUIERO PROFESOR RENTERIA!! He was the best ever!
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Thursday, August 31, 2006

W3r7 1 c4n7 dr4w.... n07 47 4ll n0 1 c4n7.
Photoshop is for people who can't draw...

oh like me :D (if you've seen my fanart you'll see why).

Anyways I photoshopped a drawing of Aeris to make it look like Destiny, then I colored it, and then I made it into something cool.

You'll see soon. I'm not done with it yet.

If you wanna see it anyways... o.o;
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

I'm not feeling well again, I don't know what's going on with me.

This is the second time in two weeks I've had a little upset stomache.

I think I caught something...
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Friday, August 25, 2006

OMFG
Well first off, since this is on my mind, I finaly beat Dirge. 12 hours later I completed it.

Anyways the ending pissed me off. I cried through the credits, and when the "second ending" happened, it just made me angry.

I hate Lucrecia even more now. However it makes Destiny look bad. I'm going to do some character development with her in the next chunk of my story.

Oh if anyone is interested, I', almost finished the first of three sets of my Vincent story.

Anyways. School has been busy. I have loads of Spanish work I have to do (which I suck at..) and I have to watch 15 minutes of Spanish a day thanks to my professor.

I also have some history to work on, and some literature to read. I'm starting the Iliad, which I have already read.

Geography is going smoothly, and the professor already knows my name. All of my teachers seem to like me just fine except for my spanish teacher.

Oh well, I'm sure that eventually I'll get back on the spanish train.

Everything is going smoothly in my corner (except the whole Dirge thing).

It kinda was a let down to me...

Except that freakin twist near the end, oh man! I totaly wasn't expecting that.

...and how do you love someone who ruined your life?

....it makes no sense.

The whole game was totaly depressing. I cried twice and teared up once.

Anyways, that's enough of that. I'm going to go complete chapter six of my story.
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Thursday, August 24, 2006

I am updating really soon, I promise!
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Monday, August 21, 2006

Hoorazil!
So I moved in on wednsday, got books on thursday, hung out on friday, celebrated six months of togetherness with my boyfriend on saturday.

Rested on sunday

Class is tomorrow.

I am both excited and scared about class starting. The fury of my brain is lashing against me and I crave something more than the babble of a child.

I have a feeling I am going to grow more with Rob this semester. Something tells me that he is going to be my guardian angel this year, and also the best guy you could ever have.

I'm already missing him tonight. I'll see him in class tomorrow.

I am ready for a challenge, but also ready for an easy ride. Hopefully I can be great. I'm only taking 13 hours, but that is in hope for a job. If not, I'll take 16 hours next semester and screw the job. This will take me up to 49 hours of college. Two hours short of a junior. I'll be in a college an extra semester, but I'll be fine. I'd hate to waste the best years of my life.

That's right, college years are the best years of my life. High school was the worst. I have determined that High school is the best years for people with half a brain and half the capacity of normal people.

College is for people with a whole brain (or rich mums and dads).

Sure I'm steryo-typing against jocks and cheerleaders, but they do the same thing to me.

Anyways, I am very tired.

Celeste, I'll read your Vincent prologue as soon as I am done playing Dirge.

..which speaking of. Everytime I sit down to play that game someone has to fricken call me.

Can I just not be left alone to play!?
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Friday, August 18, 2006

Hey I'm at college now!!

I'll update a bit more later!!

Loves!
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