Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Hooray English major!

I filed monday :)
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Monday, March 5, 2007

I added new fan art if anyone is interested :)
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Friday, March 2, 2007

Just remember:
I am tired of the TKE's on campus thinking that real beauty are porn models and actresses.

I'm tired of being called fat, a whale, and an elephant. Life's perception on beauty is distorted.

This is to all the girls who think they are ugly thanks to adds and television:



I may not look like this:



But I do look like this:



So I don't look like a victoria's secret model, or a porn girl. So what if I don't look like a sorority girl. I'm still beautiful on the inside.

I saw a shirt the other day that said the following:

I am better than most girls because I'm an Alpha Delta Pi girl.

I don't think anyone is better than me simply because they have better clothes, a better figure, a better car, or a better fashion sense.

We are all the same. If I cut another woman regardless of how beautiful or how talented she is, she is NOT going to bleed diamonds, gold, or silver.

She will bleed red blood just like the rest of us do.

Take pride in your beauty girls. I know I do.

<3 and kisses
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Thursday, March 1, 2007

I broke my light fixture in my room today.

That's gonna be a fine.

It was a TOTAL accident. I really need to watch what I am doing with long metallic broom handles. I BARELY tapped the thing and I just remember when I heard it tap the glass I looked behind me and just watched it fall from the fan.

I picked up all the glass and swept the floor (again). I've been trying to report it to the RA but he hasn't been here. I'm about to go by his room again.

Anyways I checked my bed before I went to take a nap earlier and I didn't see any glass, but apparently there was some glass there somewhere because my arm has a nice cut on it and it hurts like hell, and its bleeding a little bit.

How's that for a Thursday everyone? :)

I need to be more careful.
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   Hey guys.

I really feel like shit today. Worse than I have been feeling all week. My once tiny cold is now this gigantic large monster.

I have a midterm in about an hour and a half, and I feel as though I am going to die.

But, you know what? I have determination and I know that regardless of how sick I really am, I need to get my ass to school and pass everything. No use sitting around here and bitching about it ne?

Okay. So I'm going to class and whatnot. I'm just doing some studying before I go take my midterm. I've studied for it all freaking weekend, I think I should be fine.

Wish me luck anyway please!

I love you guys :)
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
....So da sexy is gone!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!



::cries:: but... but... my Cid and Vincent fix must be fixed!!!!


GLARGL!!!!!!!
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I got strep throat you guys!! Hurray!

..I think I got it from all that studying I did from memorizing bacteria. (hee hee.. if only).

No, really.. it's been going around campus. The health center here at school told me not to worry about it, but it hurts and sucks so bad.

Other than that, things are fine and dandy like candy. How are you guys? :P
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Monday, February 26, 2007

So I only have Celeste, Emily, and linkinuzelos's pictures.

If you guys want to be apart of this project, I need yours!! :) I'm hand drawing it.... and it is gonna take a while... but yeah...
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Sunday, February 25, 2007

....wow... ...just... wow.
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Friday, February 23, 2007

Longing for my father....
I am missing my dad today.

I don't know what sparked it, but I have been thinking about him since last night. I had a few dreams about him, and in one of them he gave me a huge hug.

I wish I had utilized all the moments we had together before he died. I really wished I had said something better than "I'll see you later, Dad." because I honestly thought he wasn't going to die that night I saw him at the hospital.

There are SO many things I could use his help on right now, and so many words I could stand to hear. A little happy, and non-angry support would be nice. I often think of life at dad's house.

I came home to a warm, happy, and very stable environment. Sure dad had low health, but we were never in danger of losing our house, electricity, or food...(and if we were I don't want to know....).

Dad and I used to do a lot of stuff together. We watched star wars, and Lord of the Rings. I remember I would sit on the floor and look up to his big leather chair he used to sit in, and we would have talks about things for hours and hours He always had the best advice, and he was never angry, or condescending to me as a young adult.

I could really use that now...

But it seems as the time passes on, and seasons change, and life keeps going.. nothing I do or say or feel will bring my father back. All I can do is wait to have a dream of him, or just relax to perhaps find meaning in life.

The more I dwell on it, the more I know he wouldn't want me the way that I am sometimes. I may be mature for my age... but I have a long way to go...

He's saying to me: I want you to go on living your life. Keep your head up, and keep passing school.

He was the only thing that kept me going sometimes...and he still is.

I wonder if he knows that?
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